I'm extremely UPSET.

I can't be what I'm.

I have to be what's he wants.

Everything is fucking my faults.

Everything is none of his faults.

How cool?

Why must you be so proud?
Why must you be so arrogant?

At times, I missed one of my friend whom he's treating me like an enemy, I guess.
But at the very least, no matter how proud he is, how arrogant he is, we still can get along well.

You?

I'm STANDING FAR FAR away.

I do not want this relationship to be the end.

But that doesn't mean that you can TOTALLY ignore my feelings.
You can, unless you want me to be an none-feelings human-being.

Get what I mean?

I'm EXTREMELY UPSET.
I do not wish to talk about anything at the moment, except MY school work.

I don't need a hypocrite.

"Please don't tell me you love me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me you care for me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me this is for my own good, but the fact, is solely for your own good.
Please don't tell me i'm your girlfriend when you don't think and be proud of.

Think for yourself?
Think for others?
Which one are you at?

Accusing me is always your first priority to make the decision.
After accusing me, you will feel better. :)
I knew it from start, no matter what i done to make you happy, the unhappy things will still happen. We will still bounced to fight and quarrel.

I wish, I hope that i will be brave enough to think that we will have our future.
But at times, the feelings of instability of the relationship shaken me a lot.

Even it's a small tiny winy mini fight/quarrel, it will hurt my heart more than anyone else.
More than you, him, her, she, he; definitely.

But who will be there for me when i need someone?

Sigh.

Someday, I hope you will be always there for me when I need you. I hope the someday will ever come for me and you only. But not anyone else.

And I had a feeling that, I'm really no longer important to you anymore. :)"