decided to change the website.. realli veri fed up wid dat... aniwae, i haf changed it.. hopefulli the same thing wun happen.. i dun wan to haf anithing relate animore.. curious who issit rite? haha, ok.. lettmie tell euu the person, he is none other than anione else.. he's mui ex!! EX do euu koe wad is mui EX? his name is Isaac Liew Lai Heng.. Its enuff le.. i am not going to tolerate him animore..
all becus of him spoilting mui stuffs again and again..
do euu guys koe wad?alreadi broke off fer 3months plus de relationship.. over ish over.. its so rare tat i will find another guy.. yesh i found him.. we started off on the the mid-nite of 13th April.. things were realli veri sweet.. veri.. i realli will sae veri.. frens around mie realli sees hw happie and fortunate i m.. he's the one.. the one i realli looking fer.. he's the type fer mie.. and he told mie, i m the type fer him too.. we were veri sweet.. we actualli lost contact fer year plus.. den got baq together in contact onli on the dae 13th..it was when i m out wid jalilah... he sms-ed mie suddenly.. den chatted from 7plus nite til all the wae next morning 5plus.. in between we joked alot.. den he asked mie to b his gerl alot of times too.. its all because i couldn't get wad he said.. den he got to repeat it.. aniwae, i find it realli funnie.. haf fun wid him toking on the fone.. so jus lidat, mie and him got together.. initalli i wanted to try out.. i mean it was like.. i had fun toking wid him.. although some ppl are in mui waiting list.. bt i find it nice chatting wid him.. so he asked mie, how do i feel abt him.. i said, ok nor.. [in the beginning, i did nt had realli feeling bah..] den later in the nite of the 13th april.. he asked again.. he asked if i love him or like him.. i told him, i love him.. he told mie, he loves mie too.. he also misses mie too.. so do i.. yea, i koe little mushy over here.. but den i m realli in love wid him.. i rarely was treated like a little princess.. or should i sae, i dun haf before.. he's a great guy.. seriously..
but things changes le.. 14th april mid-nite dat idotic fellow calls and sms-es mie.. den i shared it wid mui dear[ruyugi] den he console mie of cus.. then chatted wid mie.. the next morning, dat idotic fellow came again.. he shared it wid dear again.. but tis time round.. his reply is different from wad i expect? he said, let's b frens 1st.. blah blah blah.. at that moment of time, i m stunned.. its like, how come? he regretted le? but everything ish no.. he saes wadever he said on the fone over the dae are all the truth, no lies at all.. he realli lurves mie.. but yet, scare to hurt mie...he scared tat he will tink of his ex den hurt me..eventualli he wans a 2wks to calm himself down and as well to let tat fellow to cool off.. something lidat de.. and tat's the end.. little fast of the relationship rite? but i cldn't let off.. i tink and tink and tink.. all the wae frem morning and now.. i din eat anything.. nt feeling hungry at all.. jus tinking of the swit memories he gave me.. den i guess he's little pressurized le.. so something like, we became 2 strangers le.. become formal.. i dunno why.. he told mie, he wans to b alone fer the time being.. i dare to sae.. 2 wks is alittle long fer mie.. hopefulli everything will b orites bah.. 2wks later, will he come baq to mie? or he will choose his ex? or he will rather remains single..?
2wks frem now .. started counting.. mui fren tell me tat i will be veri terrible in this 2 wks.. seriously.. yesh.. i believe dat too.. because i alreadi put in mui feelings on him le.. realli wish tat he will come baq to mie soon.. or b gd frens rather den strangers.. even when i tinking of wad website name to use fer tis blog.. i asked him fer ideas.. he even got the wrong idea.. why all tis happens? i realli dun wan u to find mie a nuisance..
i had sweet memories frem euu[ruyugi], please do not make tis memories to become mui nightmares..
wun euu miss me? tink of mie?
i will miss euu, <3 euu..
please do not disappoint me.. if euu are going to, please let mie koe..
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