todae slept at 5plus in the morning.. after the soccer match.. i "bet" wid mui maple frens tat AC milan will win.. and the results, its a draw.. but we still won.. cause of the odds.. morning should haf gone fer mui doctor appointment.. but i did not.. woke up, but too tired to go fer it.. callled up to change the appointment.. to next wednesdae.. noon time.. in the nite, went dinner wid huimin and xuelin to crystal jade at jurong point.. talked alot.. crapped alot.. enjoyed the dinner.. a veri full dinner i should sae.. veri veri full.. all of us couldn't take it.. spent fer $42.20 fer the three of us.. cheap? i tink so.. we ordered quite alot.. met mingyu and weiyee over there.. din realli tok with them.. er but hi of cus.. and bye of cus.. hahah =) tmr going fer clubbing ler.. most probably going to zouk bah.. =) nearer.. seems tat will attract mie more.. LOL! so asked them along.. but both not coming.. er, its okie lahs.. they got their reasons.. =) continued our dinner.. chatted and chatted and chatted.. felt little relieved.. i mean, i din tink so mych le.. but dun wish to give up on those thhinkings..

been wondering if i should go ask him along fer clubbing... i wanting to ask him ler.. but then.. i dunno should i.. so called up shuchun, asked fer her advice.. she told mie.. go fer it.. i plucked up mui courage.. sms-ed him.. told him i am going clubbing tmr.. asked him if he wanna join us.. he replied.. he's not joining us fer some reasons.. actualli when i sms-ed him, i got a great feeling tat tat reply i had in my mind is his reply.. guess wad? woman are sensitive creatures.. their sixth sense are kindof accurate de.. well, the reply in my mind ended up became his reply.. =) not realli disappointed... kind of, at least i asked him rite? i mean, no regrets.. rather then i did not ask him about it.. =) little boring.. we did not further sms animore.. mayb im kindda quiet in front of him.. but in front of my frens, i m not.. mayb, its the feel that is in our mind bah..

left jurong point at 8.45pm... reached home at 9.30pm.. went little shopping at my nearby place.. therefore little late.. chatted wid mui frens.. mui cousin.. tmr ish secondary school de mid-year exams ler.. good luck to them.. i m starting school veri soon too.. gonna be veri busi when school reopen.. little bored.. i dunno why.. hopefulli everything will turn out to b fine tmr bah.. tmr gonna haf to go baq school.. kinda of broke le.. went to buy 3 ppc fer maple.. =x little crazy i guess.. hahah, not regretted at all =) gonna try out new things le.. i wan kip mui level to be high high.. =)


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hope things will get better when it turn out to be a new month in may bah***