orites.. realli din haf a single food yesterdae.. woke up wid empty stomach, slept wid empty stomach.. aniwae, realli a hard dae fer mie yesterdae.. todae woke up, din realli wan to go to work at all.. the whole body veri tired.. but tat's not a good reason fer not attending werk.. so dragged muiself out of the bed.. 1st reaction, came to the com.. ehs. he's online! the one i missing all tis while, he's online.. he's offline earli yesterdae.. todae online pretty earli.. hmm, still the same we did not tok.. hafing a barrier i guess..

aniwae, reached werkplace pretty earli.. finalli koe wad's the name of that 18year old guy outside mui shop working le.. he is none other than lionel.. hopefulli i did spelt correctly.. aniwae, he's a cute guy.. =) quite nice lar.. hmm, he helped mie to catch the cat do euu koe? hahah, i scared of cat.. yesterdae the cat came into mui shop twice.. he helped mie to catch the cat out.. =) cool rite? lol. asked him to catch cat again todae if there is.. but todae cat did nt come.. so no fear.. a new-comer came.. he's not realli good bah.. i din realli tok to him.. aniwae, both of them do smoke.. guess wad, once they lighted a cigarette.. i cant help it but actualli think back of wad ruyugi told mie.. he said before, he will not smoke n drink fer the sake of mie.. he knoe i dun like it.. blah blah blah.. all the swit memories again flow back into mui mind.. tis is not onli happens once in this dae.. it happened more than once.. hai~ pretty hard fer mie not to tink of him.. realli.. even when on the msn, i sees him.. wanted to tok to him.. i koe i couldn't.. i dunno why.. couldn't we be good frens like euu said? euu seems to build a wall inbetween us.. hai~

been wondering how haf he been.. came back home pretty earli.. used mui colleague's saying.. so was home earli.. den, took cab home as usual to avoid things to happen.. reached home, sat infront of the com.. he's out.. not on msn.. sometimes, i realli wonder, wad nick should i put it on msn so tat he wun feel irrated or pressrized.. bt i still wish him to koe wad i m feeling like.. wondering will he tink of mie.. i mean, when he's back in camp.. if he wan someone to tok to.. i realli hope he will find mie.. i even planned to b at home on wednesdae n thursdae, cus he's out of his camp.. i dunno if i m doin rite.. but i dunno wad i can do... realli wish to tok to him.. even as a fren.. i also will b glad de..

todae, its the onli 1st dae of the 2 weeks.. wad a long dae i had~

miss euu
<3 euu