i m baq again.. slept at 4am in da morning.. woke up at 9am.. erm, little earli.. wanted to go baq sleep de.. but den din.. woke up by a call.. saw it was unknown number.. i tot it was him.. imean ruyugi.. i hoping was him.. when the voice came out, i tot was him.. den i asked who was tis.. i was mui lecturer, mr lum.. asked mie stuffs like wad i haf done all this while in ite.. den he's writing a report on mie.. er, report fer wad i dunno nor.. aniwae, back to mui feelings bah..

3rd dae of the 2weeks le.. wasn't tat hurting n unbearable le.. i mean, even its so unbearable.. i still haf to pass mui daes.. er.. still the same.. cant help bt tink back to him.. tink back.. waiting fer his call.. wanted to listen to his voice.. i koe i cant.. cus i shld realli gib him the 2 wks to tink thru.. at the same time, still hope his mine.. =x but i realli scare.. i scare the high i pinned hope on, the more i will devasted later.. i wish alot of things wid him.. its wid him.. not frem him.. i wish to b wid him, everything to b wid him? sometimes, its like.. a dream.. i m dreaming, and i got to wake up.. still i dun wish to wake up again.. i dunno if he will read mui blog anot.. bt, i can sae tat.. most probably is nope.. however, i wish he will koe how i feel..

i wish to tok to him on the fone.. chat wid him.. i mean, as a fren i also happie rather den strangers lidaT? though jacq told mie tat if he calls there's 2 possibilty.. i mean 1st is he's bored.. 2nd, he misses mie too mych.. its fine wid mie wid tis 2 possibilty.. at least he still will tok to mie ma..chatted wid jacq.. since a long time i realli chatted wid her le.. er, next time dun slp late le.. not good fer ya babi~ remember to buy milk powder fer urself.. next time cant slp can drink.. later going to kbox wid angeline.. actualli meeting her at 11am at jurong east.. but she woke up at 10.30am.. so i m here blogging bah.. hmm, actualli din wan to go de.. bt tink to let mie off? i mean, let mui hair down.. relac awhile.. hopefulli.. he still will call mie bah..


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