Not to be seen

I've seen something that I should not be seeing at all.
(You should know)

Sigh.

I don't know what feelings should I put this in.
Should I even breathe this to anyone?

As usual, within 2 weeks everything is settled.
SETTLED?! Is that even the word to use?!

Or should I not even react in this way?
(What should I do?)

:(