jus read yongkun[dabao]'s blog; grabbed from his blog.. find it meaningful~
As it follows..


When a girl cries it doesnt mean she's weak
If a girl cries in front of u..it means that she couldnt take it anymore.If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life.
If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly,coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of u, when she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think. Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,n front of u, AND bcoz of u? She cries not because she is weak.

She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity.
She cries...
Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it..
If a girl cries her heart out to u..
And all because of u...
Its time to look back on wat u have done..
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"...

don always think u are right all e times,think carefully,everyone has a responsible for everything tat they did, she may do wrong.. who dosen't.. but who makes her do tat wrong..

a girl always need protectiona girl always need care a girl always need someone beside her to comfort her when she's sad a girl always need support when she's down all these needs r expected to come frm e guy tat she lovesand not frm frens who r always beside her. guys, don be too demanding. u might end up losin a girl tat u love e most in ur life.


read tis in school.. bloggin it wid labbie.. nothing mych to blog either.. i feel like meeting my dear.. he book out off his camp today le.. todae he's out of camp.. guess he's going in again on fridae morning bah.. realli miss him to bits.. how i wish we can go out together.. i dunno if the both of us will meet anot.. but i hope to meet out with him..

going to 2 weeks not meeting him le.. =(


baq blogging later bah~ cya around..

spent 10hours plus in the school todae.. er, not like studying todae.. keep run here and there.. so weird.. nvm, doin special project thingy aniwae.. todae jus completed my CCNA2 Final Exam.. gonna start CCNA3 Final Exam when its ready..

den jus now, received a call frem chaolin~ he got a seat at NYF le.. hmm, fer mine, i tink gone case le.. =x no notify at all~ i tink jiu suan le bah.. political issues.. i dun read it.. but if i get the chance to participate.. why not? but, hard.. cus tat day's interview, i got no voice to talk~ den interview was all about asking mie of political issues.. while chaolin's was like, nothing mych.. mostly about school stuffs.. so, cant blame.. jus hope fer the best bah..

if not, mie and him will be chiong-ing different stuffs le.. lidat i dun realli like.. its like doing things alone lidat.. hais, i dun like it. hope we will b chiong-ing the same stuffs bah.. =x


mie and dear mahh.. hees.. i lurve him to bits lar.. =D mie and him.. okay bah~ he's busying doing his duty.. hmm, hard to talk on the fone too~ i also dunno how to.. i dun wan later he duty we tok on the fone den kenna caught.. din talk to him fer days le.. until todae.. hmm, i tink will talk later bah.. i can sense his care fer mie.. realli~ i lurve him to bits.. *wiink*


mui lurve fer euu will neber change * i lurve clement lim !!!

hmm, din blog fer daes ler.. mie and dear are fine.. relationship are going smoothly fer the both of us.. pretty happie with all these daes.. but i wish to see him, meet him up.. then go out with him..

i m sick, he koes, he cares.. he showed his care and concern fer mie.. i sensed it.. though we dun realli tok wid each other on the fone, i can sense all his care and concern.. we still sms with each other.. er, still can feel the love frem each other.. =)

nothing mych happened aniwae..


went out on the saturdae.. spent around 80bucks fer shopping.. bought myself a pair of jeans skirt and a pair of jeans... met one of the seller who sell the jeans skirt de.. veri attitude.. but i like the skirt alot.. kinda shorter than usual de.. above knee lenght de.. =) like it alot.. *wink* den the jeans bought frem another shop de.. hmm, kind of like it too.. hahahs, looks like levis de jeans.. jus tat the brand is not.. hahah~ spent on tat 2 pair of jeans, my hart-ache.. sian, no money le.. haf to save up again le.. how i wish i will haf money.. i still haf things to buy for him..

awaiting 8th June 2006 ; 24 June 2006 =) *wink*



now blogging in school.. using labbie.. kind of boring.. hmm, yesterdae kelly and xuelin came over to see sick people.. =x LOL! slacked at my house.. watched finished singapore idol.. den they went off.. den haf my dinner..


nothing happenings.. jus swit fer mie and dear =)





still sick ; 1 week le... saddening.
LOL!

din realli wans to blog..

jus come baq to blog abt some things bah..

yesterdae.. onli 1 sms frem him.. no more.. no calls at all... i called him, bt he's on duty.. so did sae mych and jus hung the call.. in the nite, went fer mui interview at nyf.. dun haf voice to go actualli.. called up the in-charge. asked me, to either to b down tat veri dae or coming fridae.. den of cus i chose to go dwn on the veri dae.. den after the interview.. went to cineleisure.. watched movie wid my fren.. den reached home around 1am lidat..

todae, did not go to school.. approved leave.. so no nid to go.. tmr also approved leave.. but still haf to go.. cus tmr ish to take award.. so haf to go.. hahah! den.. dear called mi in the morning.. weee. *happie* and yesh, we kind of say things clear le.. we talked on the fone awhile.. he jus ended his duty tat's why.. i dunno why.. i jus simplyy lurve him to bits.. reali.. i veri happie tat he called mie.. and we did tok.. he asked mi to take care too.. he koe i sick.. den i tink if tmr ppl accompani mie, i going to c doc at poly clinci bah... if nt i not going to see doc le.. hahah.. no voice.. dry cough.. hate it the most.. illness better dun disturb my sleep.. =)
in the noon, we sms-ed each other awhile.. he asked mie hw i feeling.. =) at tat moment, realli v v happie.. i sensed his caring towards mie.. he said to mie, he koe he's not treating mie good, but den i dun mind.. i koe why all these happens.. frens around mie may tink tat i m foolish etc.. bt some things i will koe wad to do..

seriously speaking, who will wan their own bf/gf to treat them bad? all becus i love euu, i jus got to be understanding towards him.. isn't tis to b the wae? i believe dat he will b a veri veri good bf one dae towards mie..

all i nid ish to trust him... =)


my love fer you will never change..

i hartts clement lim^^

sick..



hais..




if one dae were to haf a choice, will u get dumped or will u dump someone?

mui answer ish, i will get dumped..
reason: i simplyy loveeee euuuu too mych~



i hartts clement lim <3

went werk todae.. little tired.. boring too.. hahah! missing dear of cus.. sms-ed him in the noon, bt no reply.. den little worried lar.. i mean, hw come whole dae din find mie at all.. so during the dinner time, made a call to him.. den saying he's busi.. so hang up, and get him to call mie baq again.. bt at the same time, i scare he wun gib mie the call baq.. luckily, he did lar.. hahah, little stupid lar. he told mie tat the one who answered mui call is nt him, ish he fren.. hahah, i din koe.. i tot ish him.. so chatted with him fer nearly half hour.. den we go do our own things le.. i listened to his voice, i veri happie.. hahah, i mean.. its nice to tok to him so mych.. den b4 i do closing fer mui shop.. woo, the next door owner said i slim down le.. =x hahah. cool! i wan more.. =x hahaha !

aniwae had an agreement.. =)
i will try mui best to slim dwn all the wae i can .. the ending date ish 29 august 2006..
if managed to slim dwn, den dear will also quit smoking le... =)

i mus realli slim down all the wae i can..

dear, i lurve euu
i hartt <3 clement lim***

i miss euu, dear~

baq bloggin again.. yesterdae v v tired.. reached home took a nap.. bt then, dunno why.. tink of dear.. den sms-ed him.. tell him i wan to go accompani him. den i wan to go over lidat.. actualli going out wid him de. bt den he dun wan.. din went out nor.. wondering when are we going out together again.. like window shopping etc.. bt he kip wan to stay at home de. yesterdae better.. din really veri bored at his place..

stayed overnite at his place.. tot of sending him to his camp de.. bt he din wan.. rejected me tis morning. i dunno why.. mayb becus morning, i almost fainted. den he dun wan bah? told mie to take care on mui wae home nor.. hmm, din had goodbye kiss wid him.. i wondering it shld b fine? sometimes, i realli dunno .. >.< reached home in the morning nor.. hmm, nothing mych happened aniwae... happie to see him lar.. his place.. haha, i dunno why.. at times, i din realli slp.. den finalli when i koe the correct place dat i can fall asleep. its time to wake up.. diao`
mayb next time i koe whr liao.. got to see him le.. bt next wk.. cant le.. no more le.. mondae n tuesdae he bookin out, bt i wun b able to c him, unless he come to find mie.. if nt, no more le.. cus those 2daes studying til late... so haf no choice.. sian` cant see him fer wk plus leh.. hais.. er, all da wae til last wk of may den can see him bah.. so poor thing.. dunno wad will happen..
always hope to haf good time wid him de.. =)

as usual, i missing his hugs and kisses
=)


i harrt clement lim!!!

long time din update le... think got quite a few daes ler.. 1st before i ferget.. THANKS to DEAR and KELLY for telling mie how to play dota~~ =) thanks lot.. hahha..

yesterdae i quite happie.. managed to tok to dear on the fone.. *hees..
swit~ wish to see him soon.. i wan to go out wid him.. he's now booked out le... at home, gaming.. mie here now blogging in school at this hour.. =x cus got nite shift. i wish to tok to him on the fone.. bt den, i tink he will b busi gaming bah.. hmm, dunno hw to approach him fer chat.. but at the same time, i dun wan to disturb his game.. hmm, tink about it bah.. but todae noon, he also got find mie chat.. hahah, i can sense switness in him.. realli~

hope tmr i going out wid him.. den thursdae go over his place.. den fridae morning can send him go in to camp.. lidat i jiu can see him le.. hope he wun reject mie nor... =x

orites, i m lazy to blog le..

one last thing..
i lurve clement lim to bits~ *wiink*

quite a few daes i since last blog.. fridae ish a public holidae.. dear come out of camp le..!! den after work, went homee... den slacked alittle.. went to angeline's house.. waited for dear's call den go over his house.. stayed over at his place on fridae, saturdae and sundae nor.. now blogging at mui house lar.. hahah, at his house, did nothing mych lar. onli see him play his computer games nor.. er, kinda of 1st time lidat go over his place.. so little weird.. he played his game, i sleep lor... most of the time ish lidat.. especialli ish sundae.. saturdae, realli veri tired.. slept on his computer chair while he is playing his game nor.. he said to mie tis todae, see , accompani me at home veri bored hor, cause he will kip play game de.. den i told him, its ok.. get used to it jiu ok ler.. haha! he also hartless lar.. =x din even bother to send mie off to take mrt.. onli send to the door step.. ok, its better den nothing lar.. he can dun send mie to his door-step de lor.. =x hahah.. his place.. alittle let mie cant get used ar... he gt a maid, and elder brother and both parents lar.. including 2 DOGS!!! orites, 1st dae at his place, kind of scare of the dogs... din dare to get near them.. den, now.. dare to touch them le.. din realli tok to them lar.. i also kind of paiseh.. so weird.. =x din realli haf maid to serve lidat de.. his house de, realli will serve lar..

tink his whole family members koe i m his gf le.. his mummy asked abt it too.. hmm, he admitted lar.. if not wad to sae.. hahaha.. somemore i sleep with him de.. i mean nite time lar.. hahah, same bed with him de.. moreover.. his bro n him same room... so see also koe.. =x

hmm, now baq at mui hse le.. i tink i will miss his hugs.. his hugs he gave mie when sleeping.. hahhaa, he holds my hands when sleeping too.. so cute and swit~ orites. i find it swit.. wonderin wad will happened tis round.. er, he going baq camp tmr le.. coming wkends not going to see him le.. so gonna work.. din werk on saturdae and sundae. shld werk de.. bt den wan to see him, so decided not to werk le.. so coming wkends, tink going werk le..dunno if he will, wan to mit mie? will he miss mie mar? =x




i harrt clement lim~!!!!!
missing his hugs and clement lim*** =P

orites.. remembering i last blogged tat i hope to haf the turn-over feelings.. i tink i made it le.. i finalli i understand the feeling le.. i koe how it feel ler.. i mean, i haf understand it le.. =)
thanks everything.. **

yesterdae nite, messaged dear, den i went to sleep ler.. den morning wake up.. OMG~~!! mui voice changed totalli.. erm, jus like i got no voice to talk.. luckily the nite before, bought barley.. gt herbal tea to drink nor.. den voice not so bad le.. attended lesson.. did everything.. guess wad, i got presentation jus now~ arghh! its a last minute lar.. got visitors.. sian` as there's three rounds of different batch of visitors.. den 1st 2 batches, throw to chaolin.. =x den last batch, he throw baq to mie.. =x i alwaes had stage fright de.. but jus nw was little ok lar.. nt tat.. =) den everything ends at 12pm lidat.. no lunch.. 12pm go fer CCA.. around one plus, went lunch wid mui frens.. after lunch.. wooh~ almost fever again.. like the last round.. luckily din le.. heng~

morning, around 830am, dear messaged mie.. =) so happie to see his message.. den he on duty le.. all the wae until 2plus he replied mui message.. told him how i feel fer the dae le.. cus at tat moment realli feel veri weak.. den we talked on the fone.. *wiink* he called mie.. hahah! finalli heard him calling mie dear le.. =x veri happie.. den after the fone chat, get mui frens to touch mui forehead if fever still on, den fren sae drop le.. better le.. hahah! she asked mie wad i did, i said i did nothing.. jus received call frem mui boifren.. so i got better le. =) evening, at around 6pm, called dear.. wake up call him.. i dun wish him to miss his dinner.. so din let him sleep more too.. cus his duty at around 7pm mah.. so we talked little while onli.. den off he go to prepare le.. the whole conservation ish swit~ =)

dear: wad i said to euu, i will make it.. trust mie.. =)

i harrts clement lim alwaes**
missing dear always~

wish to see dear soon** =)

haf been worrying yesterdae about some matters.. thanks, thanks to qiaoyu and kelly's accompani.. =) yesterdae nite tok on the fone wid dear fer about half hour bah.. he's so tired.. i can sense tat.. asked him to go sleep le.. den chatted wid angeline after tat until 12am bah.. den i also go sleep le..

den, morning.. sudden woke up at 4am in the morning.. den i told muiself i wan to gib him a morning call to him.. cus he gonna wake up at 4.30am to prepare himself fer camp.. but den, i din.. fall baq asleep again.. until 5plus, woke up again.. sms-ed him.. den he tot i woke up veri earli.. den i told him.. not realli.. cus its auto wake up de.. den fall baq sleep again, until 6.30am.. woke up to prepare muiself to go to school.. had little sms-es todae wid him.. in school.. on the wae to school.. but not mani.. however, they were sweet aniwaes.. =)

morning, stupid m1 barred mui outgoing calls.. til now, everything ish fine le.. waiting fer his calls and sms-es.. i dunno why.. i will tends to kip thinking of him.. i mean, i lurve his presence.. i dunno why.. i cant wait to see him again.. i hope i will be able to see him tis weekend.. aniwae, spent time blogging tis veri long le.. er, jus now tok onto the fone wid him le.. he called baq.. but now go fer his duty liao.. 10pm to 1/2am lidat.. hung up the call wid him.. i realli cant wait to see him..

oritees, life been little different le.. i got to get used to it tat he may not haf the time to spend with me.. his NS life.. he wan his private time too.. i m little cant turn over.. tat's the reason i tink so mych?

bless mie tat i can accept the turnover bah.. tmr will b a long dae le..

i m missing dear always..
missing his presence..
missing his love..
missing his care..

i love dear mych!!!

let mie blog wad happened to mie yesterdae before i continues todae's entry..

mondae o8.o5.2oo6
did not attend lesson.. cus been busi wid roadshows.. so tired.. luckily teacher gib us break? er, approval leave.. so din attend ani lesson yesterdae.. orites, in short.. been at home.. ahahaha.. been sleeping.. din get enuff sleep.. so been slping.. until 1430 den woke up le..den played computer games.. until 5plus.. went to prepare muiself fer the date wid him.. =) as meeting him at 7pm at PS.. ^.^
but, was little late.. initalli i was like so nervous.. hahah, realli.. i fear.. but, luckily he did not gib mie the attitude of wad i expected.. rather, he gave mie a mych pleasant feeling.. haha.. wun realli describe the details in details lar.. but if u wan to koe, pm mie bah.. in msn~ =) so after the meet up, we proceeded on fer movie.. cus i was late.. so alreadi got to go fer movie le.. everything ish so sweet.. den he said.. you should koe wad's mui answer le.. orites, i did koe.. but i wanted him to sae.. so, asked him to sae.. hahaha! however, he kind of shy.. hahaha! even asked mie, could i tell euu thru expression.. i told him, dun wan.. i wan to koe wad the answer frem his mouth.. haha, so he asked.. i wan euu to be mui girlfriend.. =) and here i m.. hahah, so we are together le.. =) pretty happie about it.. hopefulli tis will no longer b a dream animore.. so, after the movie.. we chatted.. and he sent mie home.. i sent him to the mrt station afterdat.. cus he din realli koe the wae.. on the wae sending him, saw mui brother.. i tink he saw it too bah.. reached home, din sae anithing.. onli a sentence to summarize the whole nite, i cant bear to part wid him.. i missing his compani.. and tat's abt it ler.. both of us beri tired.. he himself also beri tired.. i myself also tired.. so did not chat on the fone.. somemore i got school, he dun wan to tire mie out.. =)

tuesdae o9.o5.2oo6
woke up.. 1st thing.. he came into mui mind.. i miss him badly.. i messaged him in the morning telling him tat i going school le.. den he din reply at all.. so decided to make a call to him in the noon.. called him up, he said i m schooling, so din wan to disturb mie.. so after school den message him nor.. =) todae.. in school.. whole dae 3 different lessons, attended onli the 1st lesson.. and the last lesson.. den kind of skip the middle lesson.. busi in co-op.. whoosh~ veri busi.. so mani things to do.. as a chairman.. aiyah, jus a word.. stress ahh.. sian` hopefulli everything will be find bah.. i wish everything will be fine.. =)


tat's all folks..






I MISS EUU!!!!!!!!
irealli<3euuu!!!!!!

saturdae 06.05.2006
orites.. last entry blogged tat asked him to go to sleep.. so tat during the duty he wun feel sleepy. anithing was known yesterdae.. he din sleep at all.. if i koe he did not sleep.. i will tok to him.. aniwae, that was yesterdae.. =)

todae, morning woke up, went to plaza singapure.. fer IT roadshow.. little sian over there.. i dunno why.. i koe muiself too well le. kind of falling sick soon... aniwae, also quite boring over there.. had macdonalds fer breakfast and dinner fer crystal jade.. =) kind of hoping tat he will call mie lar.. den realli out of the sudden.. in the nite, 8plus... he realli called.. when i koee and saw his name, i was kind of happie.. *jump* told xuelin and huimin tat he called.. =) din wan people to disturb when i talking to him.. walked awae frem mui frens.. =) kind of sorry abt it ok? =P during the chat, talked alot.. he kind of lost confidenence in gers.. er, long story.. however.. i can understand him.. =) in between the chat, haf been calling him to wait. alittle sorrie abt it.. saw lijun todae.. er, xuelin's fren.. veri cute.. hahah, aniwae, after hanging up his call, i told him i will call him when i reach home.. den i dunno why.. kind of upset and worry abt him wor.. kind of affected.. den i wish to reah home asap.. so took cab home wid junkang and chaolin.. we shared cab.. =) i believe the cab fare should be cheap bah.. aniwae, when i reached home.. i quickly take a quick shower den call him le.. chatted again.. =) told him all mui feelings fer him ler.. kind of daring ehs? hahah! but seriously speaking, i felt more relieved alittle.. mayb i gt his little postive attitude.. i mean it was like, he din reject or anithing.. so i find it little relieved.. =) den he almost did not sleep todae again.. cus in the nite he got duty again leh.. luckily, after that told him to try to go sleep.. den we did not hang up the call, asked him to go sleep.. frem 11plus nite he slept lidat.. all the wae until 1230 morning, he woke up.. den we hang up suddenly.. after dat.. wanted to sms him de.. he sms-ed mie 1st.. =) he said, paiseh fer the sudden hang up..he got sleep.. thanks fer the accompani thingy.. saying he appreciate it.. asking mie to sleep earli.. cause he koe tmr morning i got to go fer roadshow again.. =) kind of happie.. he said he appreciate it too.. hopefulli when next time he cant sleep, i still can do the same things fer him.. try to ask him to sleep while i waiting fer him to sleep.. something lidat de.. dunno if anione understand wad i trying to sae anot.. cus i dun wan to c him w/o slp again to go fer his duty.. i dun wish him to injure himself..

tmr sundae le.. going fer roadshow again.. todae took cab down, tmr taking express bus down.. alone.. i hope i will not miss stop.. hahaha... i m a noob to orchard afterall.. =x again, tmr ish frem 10am to 10pm.. hope i wun be so tired bah.. also hope tat he will still gib mie a call.. serious..

about the outing wid him rite? he actualli asked again todae.. kind of sincere huh? but i scare he will tire himself out.. i mean he is booking out on tat dae leh.. i also dunno.. dunno if still going anot.. i will let him decide.. as fer mie, i confirm going le.. unless he wan to cancel it off.. =x hopefulli he wun bah.. but also little fearful to meet him.. hopefulli everything will b orites.. and wun be hafing weird feelings bah..








I REALLY LOVE EUUU!!!
`missing euu badly..






PS: Jus confirmed, mondae's meeting wid him is as usual =) *happie*

todae morning did not go to school.. went to the interview straight..
interview.. tensed up.. realli.. hopefulli everything went smoothly.. =)

jus now, in the nite, he called mie.. asked why am i stress nowadays.. cus i finding him to chat those daes.. telling mie sorry cus he's not free.. den chatted..

he's funni.. i find it sweet? LOL! he asked mie to check online wad movies are dere on the comin mondae.. den, he asked mie wad movies are nice nowadays.. den i sae.. i dunno. he said he also dunno.. den i helped him to check.. den he said.. eh. tis movie nice rite? den i said i dunno, u are the one watching.. den he sae, i m going to watch wid u mah.. =x w0w.. hahah, stunning.. i find it sweet.. din expect tis will happened.. den mie and him will confirm things later daes.. den said he wan to sleep ler.. later waking up at 11plus fer duty.. hmm, he's cute? he called mie soon after hung.. said cannot sleep.. but i asked him to go sleep.. lidat better.. if not, he will be veri tired de..




=) veri happie actualli.. *sweet*
hope tis ish not a dream ``




I LOVE EUUU!!!
`missing euu badly^

thursdae 04.05.2006
orites, attended pre-interview.. tmr ish the BIG DAY! veri nervous now.. seriously.. feeling troubled too.. hais, i nid a listening ear badly.. wad can i do?

the routine stuffs..
the interview..
the co-op..
the roadshow..
the nyf thingy..

i wish to take a break.. i realli wish to get things done.. i dun wan last min stuffs.

hais, wad's going on on the earth? wad's the feelings? can i koe?
who going to rescue me?
make mie free.. make mie feel okie..

ani kind soul..?


please tell mie if i am thinking too mych about mie and euuu
but still..
wad i haf in mind are true..
euu koe how i feel it..
wad about euu?
if the feelings ish not rite, please tell mie..



I LOVE EUUU!
`missing euu badly*




falling sick`

din blog fer a dae.. let mie recap..

tuesdae 02.05.2006
din sleep well.. slept at 5.30am.. woke up at 7.45am.. went to school.. almost late fer school.. oh ya, its the 1st dae of school reopening.. din realli happened mych in school.. din attend lessons fer the whole dae.. was been excused frem lessons due to CCA stuffs.. aniwae, went to school frem morning around 9am all the wae until 9.45pm.. realli a whole dae in school.. 12 hrs lidat.. so busi.. so tired.. got selling of school pe attire.. den all the wae.. nite shift.. so busi.. cleared up the whole shop.. i hope nothing will goes wrong animore.. den, koe wad.. got glass cracked.. or should i sae.. accident.. den pieces of glass on the floor.. in order to clear up, i kenna cut by the glass pieces.. its so painful.. the blood kip flowing non-stop fer awhile.. luckily, it stopped then.. to mui surprise, he sms-ed mie, called mie.. due to mie busi, i did not pick up.. i returned his call when i m free.. we chatted alot.. he asked mie how am i doing etc.. i told him alot of stuffs... well, one thing fer sure is, he koe i <3 him.. yesh, its him.. he koe i m jealous over things too.. he asked mie not to tink too mych.. aniwae, its alot of things.. he even asked mie to sleep earli, telling mie good nite.. at the moment when he tell mie good nite, i sensed the sweetness.. i m veri happie.. yet, at the same time, i m scare tat the feeling is fake.. hopefulli not bah.. though he koes tat i <3 him.. bt he did not sae anithing.. i mean, he did not even ask mie to gib up.. hmm, pretty happie to koe about tis.. he koe tat i cut mui finger.. den, he asked mie to take care.. alot of things said.. sweet stuffs i shld said.. bt, i dunno if mie and him will proceed further anot.. of course, i hope so.. seriously, i wish too.. i dunno why.. i realli miss him badly.. i had a good sleep.. and, realli.. all thanks to him.. tat's the dae about yesterdae nor..

todae 03.05.2006
i m veri veri tired.. veri veri busi i shld sae.. i dunno why.. school alot things got to do.. i got to hand up an essay to mui teacher veri soon.. i mean, its like.. tonite? and i hafen started.. hai, veri tired too.. wish to sleep.. at the same time, i miss him.. i wish to chat on the fone wid him.. he's playing game rite now.. does he haf the time to tok on the fone with mie? i miss his voice le.. but, will we be toking on the fone tonite? i dunno.. usualli he's out of camp, mie and him din tok on the fone de.. one fine thing tat i koe, i m currently hafing stress bah.. i dunno why.. CCA stress, Schoolwork stress.. got to attend an interview on coming fridae.. and i haf to b prepare by tmr.. wad can i do? and todae i got to hand up an essay.. hai..

can anione rescue mie?



miss euuu
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went work.. yesterdae couldn't sleep at all.. so tired todae.. totalli in a lost mind.. thought of mani mani things.. tink of him again.. think of the past wid him.. totalli cannot sleep.. hais..

todae at werk.. cannot make it bah..
but qiaoyu, xuelin and kelly came to find mie.. of cus, mui mind still wonders.. cannot help.. they came to mui rescue.. luckily, they came..

dunno wad to blog..




one word
i miss him badly..



new month, new worry..
*sigh*

new month beginss le.. 3am soon, yet.. i hafen sleep.. later gonna go work.. hafen sleep.. letmie blog about ytd's stuffs before i continue bah..

sundae 30.4.2006
woke up little tired.. sleep like din sleep at all.. actualli ish quite tired.. i dunno why.. mayb mui mind did not rest at all bah.. as usual, before sleep did some normal routine.. woke up, went work.. workplace, little busi i shld say.. been toking on the fone on mui free time.. cus, been busi-ing doing schedules fer school.. chatted on the fone wid quite a number of people.. but not wid him at all.. something similar happened todae.. shld not blog abt it.. but i wish to share with him.. when's the approperiate timing? its been daes we haf last chatted i guess.. a real chat .. its been daes.. the last chat was 3daes ago or more? missing him lar.. i wun fool muiself dat i din miss him.. its not saying not possible... mayb i choose to hold on bah.. so anithing, blame on mie bah..

todae 1.5.2006
new month begins le.. wondering wad will happen between mie and him.. realli... its a new month.. he been out of camp since fridae i guess.. but onli seen him once online on msn.. din chat too.. after tat, din see him online le.. wad's he doing? went out wif frens? if tat's the case, i will b relieved.. bt.. is he? i dunno, no one koes.. i dunno how to ask him abt it too.. he also din contact mie.. has he forgotten mie? hopefulli nope.. i miss the daes tat we had.. did he had his new love? even if he has, i hope to koe.. mayb tat's the time i shld realli gib up bah..
i .. ..


wish to tok to him, chat wid him.. when is the correct time to tok to him?
i m missing him..
i m thinking of him..




anione coming to mui rescue?




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missing euu badly` =((