Bored day at work

I have been working in this company for past one year or so. I haven't been this free at work since I started.

To some people, being free at work is good thing. But, to me... I don't like it.

First, I don't know how to spend my time.
Second, I don't know how to pretend to be busy.

My colleagues, they are really good at pretending to be busy.

Sometimes, I wish I can also pretend.
But, the part of me, couldn't do it.

This is the responsibility. 😂

If being free at work means I can do my own things, I think I will have bring along my korean work and to do revision. 😂😂

Now, what should I do tomorrow at work? Sigh.

Pondering...

Feel like talking to someone and share my thoughts. But, I do not know who to find and where to find, so I thought blogging will be the best choice.

Suddenly, I wish to fall in love. But, I realised I don't know how to fall in love, and what is love. Which girl doesn't want to have a guy to dote on, and share their happiness and woes with? Seeing people around me, one by one getting married, making me feel like falling in love and to find someone who's good to me.

Looking at their wedding montage made me to even realised further that, I hasn't found any guy who really is good to me as they find their ones.

So, here's my questions:

1. What is love?
2. How to fall in love?
3. How to know if I am loving someone or liking someone?

I am not emo at any point of this post.
I am just sharing a thought of mine.

Will I even be falling in love?