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Saturday, September 30, 2006

finalli off frem work le. yesterdae was a tired day.. realli tired. actualli still okays de, dan ended up reached home at 11 plus.. going to 12am bahs.. after work, went to boonlay to meet alvin chua. passed him kitmei's present so tat today he can pass to jiawei.. dan, actualli wanted to haf coffee de, but scare no bus home, endedup.. stood nearby the taxi stand and chit-chat. dan we parted and went home. reached home so tired, yet cant sleep. haf to do housework (normal routine) in the end, slept at 1plus am. woke up at 630am to meet xiaoqian fer breakfast loh.

til the noon, kind of restless le, tired. no idea, bad mood too. dan onli until dinner, i felt better. but stil.. . . . * shall kept in heart*

now jus reached home not earli. but tmr going out, meeting shuchun and alvin loo at 11am. again, housework hafen do. shall get it done asap. dan off to bed. hopefulli, everthing will b fine bahs.

monday.. awaiting to see doctor. finalli haf time to see doctor le.
once again, when are we going out again?
should i work fer the coming week?

result is going to be out soon, wad grades will i get? =
_sick` xinku! 1 wk plus le

Thursday, September 28, 2006

feeling veri tired now.. extremely tired.. eyes closing.. but told myself haf to come and blog 1st.. haha~

todae woke up at 7.15am.. feeling so tired. wanted to sleep more. but meeting alvin loo to school together.. going fer SC de workshop. as xuelin and others not going. so asked him to accompani mie.. (: reached school at 0905 bahs.. cus he's late!! dan listen listen to the workshop, dan until 12noon, lunch break.. took lunch together with timothy (lecturer), derrick, max and alvin loo. dan continued with the workshop at around 1 pm sharp.. after the lunch, din realli haf the mood to listen, kinda lazi plus sleepy bahs. trying to kip myself awake, so chat talk crap.. so can kip self awake... plus meaningless workshop( cus the chairman of the team left for urgent matters in the noon)

the whole workshop ended at about 3plus.. dan max went off first le. left mi, alvin loo and derrick.. the 3 of us went to library.. cause i wan to watch Ghost Game. dan derrick din wan to go home earli mahs. dan Ghost Game inside alvin loo's laptop. so he of cus cannot run away mahs. LOL! stayed at the library.. me and alvin loo watched Ghost Game while derrick surf the net. dan about 530pm, library closing le. just nice we also finished our movie le.. so packed up left the library.

accompani alvin loo to bugis. thought of finding publisher. bt the place damn lousy? all the pricing are much veri expensive dan the other place loh.. i tot tat those place will be cheaper lohs. kinda of wasted trip. took dinner before going off. but the dinner. sucks? haha~ realli ish not nice. dun realli understand how come the place is always so crowded.. next time i rather go to bugis junction fer dinner loh. =\ after dinner, home sweet home le..

tmr working.. frem 1030 - 2130 at expo..
sat working.. frem 0930 - 2130 at expo..
sun training.. frem 1500 - 1700 at hotel..

guess wun realli blog often fer these few days ler..
busy schedule. =
still sick * coughing, blocked nose (happens onli in the nite) ` xinku!

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

woke up at 6am this morning. dragged myself out of the bed after 10minutes later. woke up, tio nagged by father. either he is crazy or he is something not right. he nag and nag. kip saying i never sleep etc etc. orites, i jus ignored him. i get mys stuffs done, off to bathe, dan off to school liao.

now in school blogging. why i m so earli in school? today haf stock-taking. (checking to be done by HQ) i can sense problems le. but dan wat can i do? yesterdae felt so gulity. din wan to leave the rest alone de, but dan.. too bad, i kind of quarrelled with one of the year 1. din talk to him since quarrelled le. he's jus hafing attitude with mie. suan le! yesterdae quarrel le, almost wanted to cry out le bah. but din continue. so din.. was shivering when quarrelling loh.. i guess, i am too worked up le.

today, is the actual stock-take. and things are not done yet. i haf no keys to it yet. hais!
dan tis morning lidat tio nag, might not wan to go home earli. might jus go slack at fren place bah.

i got to go le, i tink going die fer the stock-take liao.
bb`

_sick` xinku! throat pain!!!

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

missed blogging yesterdae.. wanted to online but couldnt online.. something's wrong with my internet.. let mi update wad happenened yesterday bahs.

went to co-op shop, struggled myself to do things once i reached, none of them willing to help mie. so ended up, i jus started it off on my own. and nothing is good lars. my frens kip take my atm card, ended up. now my atm card lost. i dunno where issit. will go find it later again, if not haf to re-do le. hai, haf to pay money again loh..

had pizza fer lunch, dinner was crystal jade with huimin, weilin and alvin loo. was a veri full meal lar. and my cough, is not getting ani better lar. plus now flu (blocked nose) basicalli, xinku!

and tis morning, woke up, do housework, later 1030 haf to reach school, and i m still online blogging, hafen bathe, hafen prepare. haha. dun care so mych.. at least let mi blog finish. LOL!
bugged my dad fer money again. wanted to do see doc since i m sick fer 1 wk plus le. aniwae, was kind of my normal routine. normalli, cough etc.. i will usualli wait until 1wk plus dan see doc. mayb i shldn't sae wait. but is drag.. haha! but dad sae, no nid to see doc.. orites, meaning not able to get money liao. suan le bah. not going to see the doc le. i onli scare i haf no money to re-make my atm card nia. recently, kind of broke. i haf no job!! hais. sad! no job, no money. den kip take money frem dad. dan he will nag at mie. =
and now my poor nose, veri xinku! throat pain too. i guess is kind of throat infection bah. i also not doctor. bt i koe i need medi fer my flu. actualli no flu also, slowly come de. also sian. why fever hafen come? LOL! even now fever, i also dun wan liao~ haha! i seems alot of things to do. haha..

hmm, i tink i should stop and go prepare to go out liao.
running late~~~

_sick` xinku!

Sunday, September 24, 2006

jus finished one dota game, not a bad one.. i guess. purposely put mui hand-fone to silent mode.. after game, received 1 sms dat someone not going fer my stock-take. wad m i going to do? everytime with co-op stuffs, no one will come de.. hais. i also faster get sicker bahs. lidat tmr i also no need to go. hafen even tmr, i alreadi feel the troubles coming in le.. hai`

dan jus nw received his sms le. he sick le. fever le. hais. i feel so bad about it. how can he fall sick..? wad can i do? feeling so bad lohs. morning saying sore throat, dan night time. he said fever le. and its isnt getting ani better. i feel realli bad abt it. hais.

bad.bad.bad

troubles.troubles.troubles.

mani things seems coming into my head le. hais` i can feel the stress again. and my illness, not recovering at all. hai!


_sick` xinku! * stress
back blogging.. wanted to sleep longer.. dan ended up, woke up by one of the fone call. at the same time, received a sms frem him. oppss! he got sore throat le. ask him to take care liao, still sore throat. diao! mys take lots lots of care. dong mar? drink alot alot alot of water hor~

yesterdae went out at 730pm. dan had pepper lunch fer dinner with my fren(angeline). received a call frem xinjie, wanted to meet up, dan ended up, told him wanted to go home, so din met up. but who knoes, i crave fer ice-cream.. so we did not go home. went to cine, had ice-cream and snacks.. causing mie to feel so FULL! haha! sms-ed alvin loo since he's working nearby.. disturbed him lahs. dan nothing mych, slacking and chatting with my fren onli. dan about 12 am plus, we left cine fer night-rider. dan waited fer an hour bahs(according to my fren) meanwhile, was on fone with alvin loo, talked about wad a project manager should do, guide him.. ended up, he came up with messages and email the rest. hopefulli, everything will work smoothly bahs.

reached home at 2.45am. sound like i went clubbing. haha~ but i din. din realli like those places. but i onli like the night life, like staying out late, slacking around with frens etc. was realli a nightmare lahs. been coughing like hell as usual. timing ish prefect. same timing somemore, hais. cannot sleep well. dunno what's wrong with it.

hmm, i guess shall stop soon, going out to shuchun house le.. haf to go prepare le.

after a talk with angeline.
guess.
that's the way out (:

1 oct, attending training session. anione wan to take over my job at expo fer 1 day?

6 oct, mooncake festival. shall we go out? but i haf minor operation on tat day lehs.
ask mi out, pls. . .

16 oct, it will be a usual day fer mi. the start of attachment onli. come visit mi at my attachment place okays.. i will kip this blog updated fer my attachement place. (:

please take care of yourself hor. cannot sore throat liao. euu cannot fall sick de..

Saturday, September 23, 2006

back blogging.. finished 1 dota game.. not a nice game at all.. i dun like it.. =\ too long never play with the publics le.. i guess tat the reason..

and, i haf been drinking ice water.. tonite mys be a nightmare for mi again.. confirmed be coughing to death de.. =\ sian.. no work, no job, no money.. feel like going out to slack... slack with ITE frens, but all seems to haf their own programs lehs.. so boring.. dan next week, whole week not free at all.
monday all da wae to thursdae, i will be in the school.. until evening i guess..
dan fridae, saturday and sundae going to work at expo. can go expo find mi lah~ haha!

and proposal.. hafen do yet.. i m still slacking.. later i tink i going out at 7pm bahs. dan i still here slacking.. feel like training maple character fer him, but lazi lehs. haha! i shall log on later and see how. since he's working, i help him train bah. if not i will go play audition le. haha! train audition also not that bad. no frens online to play dota, veri boring lohs.

wad shld i do?
confused?
no idea.. stop it? carry on?
watever.
):

ITE frens, when are we going out again?
jus woke up.. slept at 11 plus in the nite, finalli kind of 1st time sleeping so earli.. LOL! den missed the show tat alvin loo asked to watch.. suan le, he ask mi to watch tv program like nothing ish good. haha! den automaticalli woke up at 5am in the morning. sian lar~ coughed like hell fer an hr, disturbed my sleep onli.. been coughing frem 5am to 6am plus. hais, so xinku loh! dan slept again, sms came in, ignored them, finalli 12 plus, i woke up.. haha~! nice sleep bah, but coughing like hell. hate it!

yesterday, went to school fer SC meeting, dan things dun realli run smoothly, finalli after little arguements, dan okay liaos. dan things finalli get working.. at about 1pm, we went fer lunch.. 2pm hafing another meeting at HQ.. kind of boring meeting lars.. also dunno whys i m there.. dan the meetings ends at around 4pm.. dan stayed back in school again, while the rest went home. alvin loo and i went to SC room, continued with the proposal. stayed all the way back until 7pm dan leave the school. kind of finished the proposal. tat's what i thought, but ended up, read thru.. chey. it is not at all. have to make some amendments. tat's about wad happened yesterdae bahs~

later in the evening going out le.. meeting angeline fer dinner.voice coming back alittle le. but i dunno will haf voice to chat and slack with her anot. but i guess i hope so. but the cough is veri bad. still thinking shld i go see doc (private) or wait until another week, dan go polyclinci to see doctor =

_sick` xinku! * confused

euu cannot fall sick hor [euu know who euu are] (: age realli matters?

Friday, September 22, 2006

back blogging.. woke up at 8am.. slept at about 3plus bahs? also not too sure.. was on the fone yesterdae.. until wad time i also dunno, tired jiu hang the call and sleep le.. the both of us also tired le..

went to project meeting, everything went smoothly.. dan went to shuchun house to fix her dota lohs.. i guess everything fixed le.. dan helped alvin loo about his proposal bahs. i hope i did helped him alittle bahs.. i hope everything is not down in the drain loh~ haha! did i help euu? LOL!

now i am coughing badly, totalli no voice to talk animore, even if i m to talk, i m onli struggling myself to talk.. totalli no voice ish coming out at all. earlier in the morning, blocked nose.. dan no voice.. throat pain like hell!! hais! jus onli 1 word to describe, xinku!

i haf no time fer doctors at all.. i m so poor thing, later going fer meetings.. dan at night mayb going to pub to meet shuchun.. go dere haf some drinks? i dunno, mayb i guess.. i guess i will drag some of my frens to go out bahs. i nid companys.. i dunno who i need, i jus need my frens, wan to meet up with my secondary school frens, but i got no voice. i doubt they will entertain mie.. if shuchun todae no work, i guess that will be good, i mayb jus pop up at her place and slack the whole day. haha!

orites, i shall blog until here. i got to go get my stuffs done, dan off to school le.

_sick` xinku! xinku!

Thursday, September 21, 2006

here i m baq once again. kinda of jus woke up? din realli sleep while i guess? my throat is killing mie, i m hafing no voice le.. =\ yesterdae went to the cozy canopy, not a bad place, can go over yea.. LOL! per pax $10 fer 3 hours.. nice place, can watch movies as well too.. so we played 2 rounds of uno, dan watch 1 movie = 3hours liao.. jus nice wor. haha! but includes of FREE REFILL!!

after dat, went fer short makan before heading to alvin chua place. oh yea, the cozy canopy.. onli mi, huimin, jiawei and alvin loo went. dan at abt 6pm reached boonlay, met chaolin, zhiling, alvin chua and his secondary school frens loh.. slack at his place, dan went off at 9plus.. din take the bbq food at all, but we took a number of fotos wor. hah! i guess i wun upload bahs, haha~ sorrie abt it, its in my handfone, if wan, dan ask mi show u my fone. LOL!

reached home, talked with alvin loo awhile on fone, wanted to sleep le. dan ended up, on fone w chaolin again nor fer 45mins.. dan sms til 1plus with alvin chua. dan 6am on fone w alvin chua tile 745am. slept fer 15mins, dan on fone with shuchun. dan after shuchun, on fone again with xuelin.. dan went sleep again at 925am. until about 1050am, dan on fone with huimin til 11am. and here i m blogging. kind of sleep equals never sleep. plus I M SICK!! haha! i m so weida, accp so mani ppl chat on fone wor~ LOL!

shall blog about here le, later still haf to go school fer meeting dan going fren hse.. shall see when i will blog again bah~
take care pals.

_sick`xinku! :(

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

back blogging.. woke up earli to cor shuchun and chatted with her.. glad tat she's better.. hahas! but i can sense that she miss mi.. LOL! kip asking when m i free to go over her house. LOL! not bad.. i promised.. i will definitely go over on thursdae nite, perhaps after my project meeting?

orites, let mi blog wad happened yesterdae.. went sc meeting (crapped around lahs) dan lunch, my 1st meal of 2 days, but din take mych.. onli took half of the plate nia. no idea whys, perhaps realli no appetite bahs. dan went to sgh le. sgh fer my scar thingy.. conclusion haf to take operation (minor) so no worries.. dan head down to woodlands fer movie with alvin loo. on the wae, noted tat chaolin also on the wae, wanted to meet him up, so went to search fer him, dan ended up, its the other way round, he found us instead. LOL! can see tat he kind of not in good mood, but i also dunno wad to sae to him.. aniwae, sat down.. chatted alittle. accompanied alvin loo to buy slippers.. dan went fer movie with him le. chaolin din wanna join us, so we went alone to watch.. watched Pulse. not realli a good movie lahs.. stupid ending de. haha! after movie jiu go home le..

as fer today, later going meet huimin, jiawei and alvin loo to cozy canopy (a place to slack) shall tell euu guys how's tat place. (: dan going to alvin chua's bbq.. today ish his birthdae!!

HAPPIE BIRTHDAY, ALVIN CHUA!!

i tink tat's about it, jus hope tat i wun feel miserable due to my sickness.

_sick` xinku!

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

once again, back blogging.
dunno why, hafing a routine dat i will do blogging in the morning instead of later part of the day wor.

hmm, i guess i been waking up earli recently.. bad sleep too. once wake up, wan to go back to sleep.. its hard. i cant make it.. hmm, let mi announce, i m realli sick.. haha! with sore throat, dry cough.. i guess mayb flu, fever will come soon? hopefulli not lars. LOL! i din took ani food ytd wor~ realli din take. i wonders if i shld take todae, bt i dun wan to haf gastric.. =
later going to school fer meeting again.. fridae going baq to school, next wk mondae, tuesdae and wednesday also haf to go back. orites, haf things to do le.. will be going to school often.
yesterdae i received an notice, i m not involved in the China Attachment animore. why issit so? wad's the reason i haf no idea.. but i kind of having a strong feelings tat my grade will drop by tis term.. its jus a kind of strong feelings.. saying not upset over the trip is impossible.. cus i do feel little wasted, but even if its in Singapore, its also not a bad choice, but tink of it.. why not to China? i guess no one understand how will i feel? ferget abt it. drop tis topic. if not i guess i will troubled over such things..

recently, weather been so cold.. realli veri cold.. 1 blanket dun seems thick enuff fer mi.. haha! dan later i still going out, nite time going fer movie. i wonder if i will get cold =\ hopefulli, i will not.. haha! cus i will be wearing skirt out! at the same time, fer my SGH appt also is easier. HAHA! cus its skincare stuffs.

i guess i gonna stop here le.

_ sick :(

Monday, September 18, 2006

back blogging once again. woke up at 9am, slept at 2am. dunno whys wake up so earli. wanted to get back to sleep. somehow, i cant. decided to wake up. and here i m blogging.

todae i haf no programs, not going out , i guess. unless people ask mi out.. hahas! mayb should go wrap presents le. too lazi to touch it, hahas! i jus love slacking. i love going out too, in a grp of cus. two people go out, chit-chat, slack. i also dun mind. i love alot of stupid things i guess. like going out, chit-chat, go sit by the windy area. why not? haha. i love those places. cooling area, dun nid to spend money too mych. sometimes, i will realli dun wan to spend money. mayb should try not eating fer 1 whole day again. haha, afterall.. wad's hunger? lol. food dun attract mi recently. mayb i dislike and tired of food. after 19years of the same food? LOL! anione, can change the concept of food of mine? haha, i dun wan to get wad sickness or something wor. haha!

anione wan to ask mi out fer coffee session? book mi pls, haha! i m free on thursdae and the weekends. i wan to work, no confirmation. i wan to go attachment, again. no confirmation. kinda sian le. coming tuesdae going fer hospital appt at sgh, anione wan to accp mie? LOL! i guess i m bored to death one dae. mayb i dun like staying at home, i love the breeze. anione wan to go breeze or something, cor mi pls! (:

about him, mayb i guess i shld start to ferget him? i do not koe why, sometimes, the more i m holding baq, the more misery i am. now all the flash-back came back. whenever i listen to tat song, my hartts aches. trying not to listen to tat song le. shld i jus ferget abt him and move on? i dunno wad shld i do.



_ ask mie out pls!! :x

Sunday, September 17, 2006

jus woke up.. wanted to slept at around 2am.. but dan, found out some things.. ended up.. couldnt sleep? had hard time falling asleep.. almost all his flashes came into my mind.. feel like crying.. i dunno whys. mayb i still care alot and concern alot for him bahs.

after some time, finalli managed to fall asleep.. dan, automaticalli woke up at 4am.. at tat time, i tink back, sleep like nv sleep.. dan 4am woke up, wanted to sleep. but somehow couldnt sleep. no idea why issit.. mayb becus of him bahs.. went bed again, tried to sleep.. dan woke up at about 830am.. less dan 6hours of sleep.. i also dunno wad i am doing.. hais =(

aniwae, later meeting alvin loo at 10am, shall go prepare soon, unless he is going to be late. cus he coming to my house, pass mi books, slack dan go meeting..

sore throat pain? no voice soon =

deleted frenster le?
realli blocked me?
wad shld i do?


- hartts cry_

Saturday, September 16, 2006

back blogging again. . .

shall blog on 16.o9.2oo6..

slept at 4am nearly to 5am this morning.. i thought i will be sleeping until 2 or 3 pm.. but i automaticalli woke up at 12noon plus.. perhaps, cannot sleep bahs. i wanted to get back to sleep de. but cannot sleep. dunno whys, so decided to wake up online.. play game, dan haf my meals.. and games again.. and now i am baq here blogging again.. today ish a total sian day..

a saturdae of holidaes, yet i m not going out. seems mani things did not done, but kind of too lazi to do anithing, jus feel like slacking. i got no idea why issit so. hmm, today weather is also veri cold, wearing jacket now. hardly i will wear jacket at home.. something ish wrong with mie.. haha! no program todae, actualli also good, wun haf to spend money too. i can save up money.. but dan, i will feel like going out.. i mean, i love to go out. i love to go slack.. slacking ish the best thing i wish to do. but i haf like, tons of stuffs did not do? watever.

i dunno wad's on my mind actualli. i can feel tat, the past of mi and him runs back.. his birthdae coming, am i going fer attachment at china? or am i going fer attachment in singapore? my attachment starts on his bdae wor. wad a day.. i wonder how am i going to do on tat dae..

can i realli ferget him?
do i wish to ferget him?


-missing_
kind of wanna update the blog, so i jus drop by..

lettmi update abt wad happened recently..

yesterdae 14.o9.2oo6
went fer lunch with alvin loo at Causeway Point, dan he accompanied mi fer my dental checkup. dan actualli after dental, meeting up jiawei, alvin chua and huimin fer further programmes like, pool and movies. dan jiawei sick, both alvin chua and huimin dun wan to join us.. dan chaolin busi.. sian loh, tio pang seh.. dan ended up, left mi and alvin loo.. luckily, we got programs.. if nt confirm sian loh.. sad thing ish, on the wae i stomach pain, sian loh.. totalli nt in the mood at all.. aniwae, suggested to take bus to Plaza Singapura; at the same time, i can rest.. so chatted during the jounery. nothing mych. dan stupid us, haha. dunno where to alight. jiu alighted at toa poyah. haha, den took train down.. went down, reached dere.. timing almost jus nice. haha, if not too long hours, dunno how to slack siak.. LOL! so walked around Plaza Singapura.. of cus, reminds mie of the past.. with him.. dan walked to The Cathey fer movie sessions.. watched The Host, not realli a scary movie lahs, bt i kenna scared by twice. bt alvin loo weak. haha! he scared by mi.. LOL! tat was the funniest thing. luckily, the place where we chosen to watch movie ish at The Cathey.. if at Plaza Singapura, i dunno wad will happen to mie..

when i was at Plaza Singapura, everything at there, the flashes came into my mind.. i cant stop helping to tink of it. to tink of it, i realised tat since tat thing happen, i din go out to places i went b4 with him.. mayb that's why the flashes came baq again.. mayb one dae, i might b going down to Khatib.. definitely, i will wan to go to Plaza Singapura again.. even if its going to remind mi of the past. i still wan to go, even if its going to stone dere.. =\ might jus drop by again one of the weekdays bah.. i will definitely go to the places mie and him spent before.. -memories_

after movie, went home le lohs.. nothing mych happened.. surprisingly, both of us din take dinner dan jiu go into movie liao, kind of no appetite recently.. no food taste nice to mi. no nid to take also can de =

todae 15.o9.2oo6
went out fer kbox session with alvin loo, chaolin, jiawei and huimin at Marine Square.. surprisingly, the number of people going increased.. sang and sang and sang. frem about 2pm sang til 7.30pm.. the in-charge came in at about 7.30pm nia, so spent our time dere loh.. dan we went shopping around.. went arcade to slack. dan had dinner at about 8plus? LOL! i din even noticed it.. after dinner, we went esplanade to slack.. went to the roof terrace.. cool wind, cooling.. den i suggested to take fotos loh, haha! took different kinds of fotos.. a word to describe, fun! haf more of it okays. haha! take pictures whenever we r out mahs! ^^ dan left the place at 10plus.. i reached home 12plus, free ride frem chaolin.. haha! thanks! kind of sang til no voice left? but dan, felt tat todae something is missing, i do not koe wad issit.. on da wae home, past by Khatib again.. still i will fond of the place. i will miss him. . . .
i realli wonders how haf he been doing..
are we still frens?

tink shld be about all bahs, no programs later on. might b blogging again, shall see how about it bahs..

Thursday, September 14, 2006

back blogging..
finalli after 2 long 3 - 4 days of long hard work.. holidaes le. exams finished le.

finalli exams..
but holidaes do wad?
i awaiting for my job.. will i get my job?
how's my attachment?

kind of mani things run thru my mind..

1. hows the stuffs in school when i go off fer attachment..
2. hows my results gonna b like..
3. how's him?
4. his bdae coming le.. wad can i do fer him?
5. waiting for himm?
6. him
7. him
8. him
9. him
10. him


hahas, all is him.. been a long time din mention abt him le..
everything abt him will b in my hartt, dun wish to blog further.

cya around~

Sunday, September 10, 2006

i din wan to blog actualli..
but jus feel like blogging..
feeling veri not good at the moment..
couldnt find anione to turn to..
i dunno who can i turn to..

everyone ish busi around mi..
how i wish i m as busi as them too..
but its all becus i haf no mood fer anithing..

i dunno what's wrong with mi...
mayb i care too mych wad's happening around mi..
especialli the ones i care, i concerned..

exams in 2 days' time..
hopefulli it wun affect my studies.. (which i koe it will)
jus put my fingers cross, and pray fer the best bahs..


Good luck to those hafing exams too`



the more i koe..
the terrible i feel..
mayb i shld stop knoeing things around me?
but will things get better?

i dun demand anithing..
i jus wan to see smiles on my frens' faces..
i wan them to be happie..

suddenly..

i haf a feeling of coping myself at home once again..
*****fact: mood bad :'(

Monday, September 04, 2006

i m baq blogging again. (:

updates wad happen these few days bahs.
hmmm. went comax fair on saturdae.. meet up alvin chua at jurong east mrt at about 135pm.. met him on the train, but too crowded le, ended up. he's at the front cabin while i m at the back cabin.. den during the journey.. chatted on the fone with my frens (i ferget who liao) met something scary on my journey.. suddenly someone chatted with mie, asking mie where am i heading etc etc.. i dunno him.. he seems to be asking my whereabouts.. den, i jus ignored him..*fear* i stood near the mrt sliding door, i saw the reflections, he ish looking at my directions, pretending that i did not see that.. finalli reached cityhall le. alighted at cityhall as meeting alvin loo at cityhall. dan alighted, tat guy alighted too! luckily met alvin chua shortly when i alighted. so went to find alvin loo, took another train heading towards expo to comax fair. told them wad happened. tat alvin loo, disturbed mi again*zzz*

walked around at the comax fair, the alvins wan to buy laptop.. den kip looking at laptop lohs, dan i wanted to get portable harddisk.. walked around, the pricing are the same as at sim lim.. so kind of physco them not to get laptop.. actualli onli alvin loo wanted to get, alvin chua and i onli helping to see the specs of the laptop.. den after deciding, i dun tink there's no a need for him to get laptop. so after expo, its time for alvin chua to go fer his stuffs. so left expo with him.. took mrt together.. dan mi and alvin loo alighted at bugis. headed towards sim lim.. wanted to get portable hard disk. again, kind of wasted trip. but its okay.. still haf get myself the ear piece sponge lohs..

after tat we headed towards choa chu kang.. going for farmart for dinner.. at the same time, look up at huimin.. hahas, surprised visit. ^^ but when we reached cck, its was like 830pm ler. sian, the shuttle bus ran off liao.. dan took cab in to farmart.. share the cab fare of cus! haha! den had dinner, din get to eat wad we wanted, it was like sold out =\ dan other the other stuffs..

oh, by the wae. haf euu all heard of fries swimming in the water?realli, in the water.. not oil wor. hahaas! alvin loo, he dunno how to drink water siak.. he sips it, dan ended up.. everything spill onto the plate of his.. there! his, fries in the water! haha! i laughed at him for mins.. realli is mins.. i actualli stopped le.. he asked mi to continue, dan i continued lohs.. haha! tat's the joke of the day lohs.. after main course, ordered ice-cream. the ice-cream ish nice, kinda full.. din finished it.. so left the place at about 1050pm bahs.. the last shuttle bus also went off le.. so we walked out of farmart.. again, scary nite.. tat alvin loo, never fail to disturb mie.. =\ so we wanted to walk all the wae to cck station de, but dan cannot make it.. haha! we dunno the wae well.. from farmart all the wae to bukit panjang govt high school! sian, dunno the wae.. decided to take bus, ended up. 2 stops away nia=\ kind of lame. dan, wanted to take train off to jurong east, alvin loo. haha! kiddo? LOL. a guy with curfew. haha! so he asked mie to accp him, i told him, no problem, i will accp u, share the cost of my cab fare bah! let him decide loh, conclusion: accp him to yishun, of cus. reminded mi of khatib.. but den, still alighted at yishun loh. (:

nothing mych too, tat was like saturdae onli?

sundae mar, cut it short, went studying with chaolin and huimin. dan nite time was doing dreamweaver.. all da wae til 2am lidat dan went to bed, dan morning woke up reached school at 830am lohs.. dan all da wae in school until now.. so came blogging.. while waiting fer lecturer to be baq..

its a veri veri long post le, time to stop. shall stop here le^^
take care, frens.

wonder how is he doing..?

Friday, September 01, 2006

Happy Teachers' Day!!

holiday for mie. hahas! no school today..

yesterdae in school hafing teachers' day celebration. celebration turn out to be phase test.. but ish alreadi goods enuff liao.. i got frens haf to studi siak. in the afternoon class somemore..tat's worst lohs. aniwae, after phase test, i left the class.. rushed fer project meetings. seems tat i m busi gerl rites.. hahas! went to the hall to look fer my lecturer. den met alvin loo! hmm, he's doing duty with guoliang and another ger lahs, but i dunno the gerl name. haha! din care mych. slacked in the hall to wait fer lecturer.. den proceeded onto my project meeting.... meeting hafen start, hafing class celebration liao. so cut to celebration nor.. not a bad one.. money spent worth while. asked huimin and khairul to join us fer foto-taking. they are networking students mah. den xuelin not, hahas! become xtra [orties, nt real lahs] hahas! we are frens orites. den proceeded onto project meeting.. half wae thru, side headache liao. i sian liao, i need sleep, veri tired. meeting lasted until 2plus. initalli shld be about 1 plus can go liao.. den become 2plus.. ended up, share cab home together. the 4 of us.. [xuelin, huimin, khairul and myself]

reached home slept for 1 hr. realli veri tired. den woke up, cus hafing a date with frens. met up with the 2 alvins. alvin loo and alvin chua at jurong east. den met up jiawei at cck .den went to find huimin at her workplace for dinner. of cus we met up each other at cck to buy movie tickets. we watching movie together, kind of make up for my birthdae de. cus on my birthdae i so poor thing nor. hahas!

den about 9pm, decided to leave the place. wanted to take shuttle bus baq to cck de. ended up, the shuttle bus will only leave at 930! but our movie starting at 930! so decided to walk out of the place. aites, its dark and scary bahs. imagine, its the ghost festival and dark.. den the guys kind of bad lar, kip leaving alone behind. i admit, i m scare.. but i m a ger! of cus lar. the funniest part ish alvin chua lar! hahas, he seems mych more scare dan mie lohs. alvin chua also dare not walk at the back. dan jiawei took the lead, becoming.. jiawei leading, den alvin chua and followed by alvin loo and myself. alvin loo accompani mie lar, told him i scare, even if he's to walk fast, dan i also drag him baq, asked him to walk the same pace with mie. at one of the part, tat alvin chua scare mie, he kind of scream lar, den i fear. hahas. cus jiawei took the lead, so ended up, alvin loo ish inbetween mi and alvin chua. "ensuring us no fear" hahas! finalli out of the dark place liao. dan took bus baq to cck loh. in the bus, side headache came baq liao. den jus proceed loh. kind of late fer the movie lah. initalli wanted the both alvins to sit together de.. they insisited, wanted mie to sit inbetween them. main motive: to scare mi in the movie. so alvin loo went all the wae in, dan alvin chua push mie in nor, making noises in the cinema lahs.. but din care, shortly we settled down liao.

in the cinema, i feeling so cold lohs, hahas. wore my own jacket, not enuff. hahas. alvin chua offered mi his jacket. cus i wore skirt mah, short skirt. so legs also cold. actualli ish using his jacket to cover my legs de, dan changed. took off my jacket, using my jacket to cover my legs, dan wore his jacket. hahas! i like his jacket, long long de. so in the cinema, mie and alvin loo kind of kip toking nor, dan most of the time, alvin loo kip disturb mie, alvin chua ish another one. in the movie, alvin chua ish funni lar, he tio scare so mani times. ahahah!

after the movie, we went off liao. all left fer home. aniwae, i did enjoyed myself lar. hope to go out again lidat. the more the merrier. ask more ppl come mar.. =\ hahas! but kind of ppl rejected us. so sian. =\ the fun i had, i can sense relaxation wor. hope i can feel more of it. i jus simply nid fun, exams coming, test still got 2 more. how to haf fun siak. hais. going to a month i did not play ani games liao. =
later i going out loh, meeting fren at 530pm to sengkang. going to jac's house. her babi 1 month liao!! din see her babi before. i hope i will get to carry the babi and take a foto with HIM! haha, babi ish a babi boy. he's so cute loh!

going out on weekends to kbox? or studying mar?

i dreamt of him. *its a good dream. i miss him

Teachers' Day Cake [double layer lehs]

Frem left, Mr Gremar Sempio, Ms Ester Tan, Mr Lum Pak Hoon, Mr Ben Ong[tu du ke] and Mr Soong with the unlighted teachers' day cake.


Version 2


IT2N class photo with the Lecturers.
[Missing: Aisha, Sophia, WeiQuan, Han Wei, Bak Pang, Suwandy, Zulhaira]



Hello Friends.. Lecturers and Students [Includes: Huimin and Khairul]


Frem Left: Mr Ben, Mr Gremar, Ms Esther, Mr Soong, Mr Lum with lighted teachers' day cake.


Version 2


Stuntman ^^ [Have to blow off ONE candle on the cake] Tat's Mr Lum in action ^^