Upset. :`(

One word,
Upset.

I have been hanged up calls like 1234324 times in a day by my dearest BF.
But never mind.
It's just like a past.
I will just go back to the past.
Perhaps,
I don't initiate to call him up, I will not have such a treatment from him :D


Anyways,
it's been a long long time since I last blogged a proper one.

During these days,
I have realized a lot a lot of things.
One of it is Nuffnang.
I realized that Nuffnang changed my status of the membership due accepting a Ad offer by blog2u.
=(

But, I know what to do next time.

In any case,
I guess.
I shall not go any further.

My BF, if you read this.
I want to tell you.

No matter what I have done,
No matter what kinds of treatment I received from you,
No matter how nasty I'm to you,
No matter how bad you think I'm
One deep down in my heart is,

I still love you lots.

Believe it, up to you.

You know that I took up another job, refused to quit another has it's reasoning. :)
I just feel that I don't have a proper date with you for a very very very long time.
I just feel that I want to have a good chat like what couples usually do in a relationship rather than holding onto the phone doing our own things.

Do you know I'm missing the feeling of being in loved?
I know you will be feeling like - "I'm too. I'm missing the feeling of being in loved."

I just hate to be treated so coldly.
Say me, an attention-seeker or what.
But I just want the care and concern lots from you.

Sigh.

HOT DAY

It's a hot day.

Yesterday was a hot day.
So is today.

~.~

Yesterday, went work + Wilson's BBQ
Today, work.

But,
it's a hot hot day.

Even now.
I'm like gonna sweat~

._.



Hmmz

Bad day.

Bad bad bad bad day.

I failed my BTT.

Gonna retake them in 27 June 2008, Friday.

Actually,

it's a VERY simple test.

But,

I did not have the time & chance to study yesterday.

All have to blame myself.

Sigh.

I'm still down.

Blog next time.

Cya.

Wish me good luck.

Tomorrow I'm having Basic Theory Test.

But, I HAVEN'T study at all.

Wish me best of the best.

My mood is extremely down.

BYE.

It's so long since I . . . .

On my last entry,
I blogged about her.

But now, if you guys want to know what's still going on, do just visit FashionShopper's website @
http://fashionshoppers.blogspot.com

FashionShoppers' is not going to care or deal with such person anymore. :)

Anyway, FIRST week of school.
Wow.

On Monday, I almost wanna fall asleep. It's lecturing through out the 8am to 5pm lessons. How miserable! But, I did not attend the last lesson as I mention in my few entries back. I had a stomach flu, therefore I went off earlier.

On Tuesday, I attended my interview. They asked me a lots of questions. I did managed to get the answers back to them. By then, I'm on cross fingers that I will be selected. To me, it seems to have 1232476210 numbers of people who had sent in their resume to the company. BF accompanied me to interview that day. He said that the place is eerie. LOL!Oh ya. BF ended his lesson at 3pm. I'm supposed to end class at 4pm. But I got early release instead. However, he made me waited for him for like exactly about almost 1 hour at the MRT station. ~.~ We had Saske Sushi for dinner. Look at the amounts of plates we had. And FINALLY I can take pictures of them. LOL! (I wanted to do so but no chance as the plates will always be cleared off by the waitress as we're always having buffet style.)


We're contented. BF ate most of the food as that I will not over-eat them LOL!
So at the end of the day, his stomach is extremely too heavy to walk fast. HAHA!

On Wednesday, finally I have the chance to meet up my DEAR BF in school for LUNCH! =D Reason? We are having the same timing of break time. :) I will definitely looking forward to Wednesday again. LOL! We ended the class at the same timing too. =D

On Thursday, BF ended the class one hour later than me. This day, we are supposed to meet our suppliers as well as our buyers. Therefore, I went home. To put my heavy laptop then down to meet him again. This day, we had nothing in special.

** Seriously, I'm forgetting what I've done in this week.

On Friday, I went out alone in several places. To supplier's house, to meet buyers, to get bankbook changed and bought many food home YET cannot finish them. LOL! But did not meet up with BF.

On Saturday, it's an weekend. As usual, I got to work. I'm kinda blur at work. I actually forgotten what is the time that I tap my card OUT of work. Sheesh~ Hopefully, the hours will not be cut. And, the best part of the day is, I took a lot of photos with my colleagues. Fun shots! =)

On Sunday, REST day for me! I'm still thinking should I go out alone to hunt for my shoes or should I just slack at home. =/

Now I've summarized this week's activities.

I did not mention if I'm selected for the job. Here I go,

CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!
I'M IN FOR THE JOB!

I'm looking forward to this job. But, BF is worried for me in this job.

Next thing up, I have realized that ever since BF gotten his job for weekends. We are not been meeting for on weekends anymore. Usually, weekends are for couple to get along. For me, we're not. In the past, when I'm working, I will definitely have the time for him. Now, he did not choose and bother to have the time for me. And the days that we are meeting are like on weekdays. After school basis. It's been a long time since we lasted went dating together. Usually, we are always out for some other purposes but not ourselves. Now I've gotten the 2nd job for my weekends, I wonder. I guess, this is how I'm going to numb myself for wild thinking at home. Whenever I'm working, he's working. I'm alright with anything. But whenever I tap my card OUT of work. I will be like. "Great, I'm off for work." But I then, when I reach home. I will be like, "Sighed. He's at long day at work." Get the meanings? He never ever know such feelings of mine, I believe. Now that I have blogged this out, hopefully, he gets to understand bits and pieces. =)

Coming Saturday is Wilson's BBQ birthday celebration. Hopefully, that will be a good date out. But don't ever expect that he will be sending me home after the BBQ sessions. Reason is simple. He and I got to work the following day.

Though I may be sounded that I'm grumbling. But at times, I'm still a understanding GF.


3 types of faces.


3 fun shots.


My colleagues said this picture definitely doesn't look like me. LOL!
And I'm definitely not giving out 10 tips for perfect skin. Reason? I have my HEAVY EYE BAGS!

Another thing, these pictures are definitely not photo-shopped. =D
Nice shots yea?
I'm going to try them out again next time.
Too bad, Nokia phones do not have such functions.
But my digital cam is not a bad one ok. LOL!

See ya! =)

Continued ... Judge this FELLOW yourself

Look at this.
She said it herself.
Therefore, I can lodge a complaint to the police if I received them?



Sigh.

I wonder when it will stop.
=/

Judge this fellow yourself. Sigh.

Remember the buyer I mention in the earlier post?

Here's everything.

Look at this.


That was taken from FashionShopper's

She claims that FashionShoppers did not give her a date.
But look at this one.



Gosh~ =.=

Next picture is all the conversation.
I repeated, read ACCORDINGLY WITH THE TIME & DATE.




Now, she claims that FashionShoppers is not doing the right things.
And she even called up to settle outside with us.
OMG.
Look at the way she tag.
Don't you guys can think of something?

To me, she's really a bugger.

Do you know, the 1st time when I called her up(as she requested) I'm just got my fever went down only, she argued with me. Today, she called up again. (I'm a clinic seeing doctor)
Look at her. The way she bug me. I'm sick yet she can bug me and it was like. ... *fill in the blanks yourself*
Talked about her, make me fumed. *Arghh*

Yes, I mentioned I went to doctor again.
I had stomach flu this time round.
I did not attend my last lesson.
I went home instead.
Then diagnosed stomach flu again.
~.~
Doctor even asked if I need MC.
I told him, I need for today only.
He asked if I need for tomorrow. ROFL.
I told him, I can't as I have to go to school tomorrow.

Tomorrow, I've a job interview. =)
Wish me good luck! =D

Good night everyone! =)
Take care!

It's less than 12 hours!

It's less than like 12 hours to a new term again.

I'm going 21 this year.

The long journey of path I took for my studies. Think back again, when I'm in my secondary school days, the days where I only landed up in failing exams, the times where I will have to mug on my studies, get tutors to tuition. I even spent like nearly 1k of tuition fees for a month just to retake my o levels and get into poly.

But, in the end, I stayed in ITE through-out my 2 years. I excel in it. I done my school proud. Being the top student, gotten all the awards that could be awarded to me. And then, I continued my studies in Poly.

And long holidays, then I realized that I've been in poly for like 1 year already. And left ITE for like 1 year. I realized how time flies. I had never had such a feelings towards my studies before. Or perhaps, this is called "miss". Get what I mean? I'm gonna in Year 2 of Polytechnic in less than 12 hours. And it means that I'm left with Polytechnic like only merely for 2 years? And every time of poly days, I will be fearing of exams, what if I don't do well. What if I will have to forward my module. Especially my Maths. I really need a tutor out of it. Seriously, Polytechnic Maths is tough. Real tough. =( Any volunteers to teach me?

Yesterday, I mentioned I need rest.
Indeed after a good day rest, today I woke up feeling very very very much better. No longer in kind of feeling that I'm still a sick person. Just that my appetite isn't very good and well. But, it's okay. I guess, it will come back soon. Even it doesn't, I will treat it as a form of diet :D

And, tomorrow morning, I'm gonna wake up extreme extreme early for bathing about an hour. LOL! I believe I will, and I need. LOL! I need my hair get wash cleanly. LOL. I can't stand my oily hair now. I should say, I'm having a bad hair day today! I hate it!

Oh yea, next thing on hand, BF praised my English improved, accordingly to the post I posted on FashionShoppers' blog. =) And the blacklisted Valerie. =.= Read on the blog and you will know something.

Perhaps, I shouldn't just said refund and refunds the money.


!!!!

Alright, long post enough.
I got to go do housework and prepare myself for school tomorrow.
A bit of excitement.

Do you know why?

BF is in the same polytechnic with me! =)
But in different department.
> <

Continued...

My body starts to ache again.
Is my fever coming back?

I have been on fever since Thursday night, the last day of class. All the way until Friday night.
Then BF came to my place bring me to see doctor.

I slept thru-out the day. I sleep and sleep. I did not wake up for any meals.

And guess what? Thru-out the days, I lost like 3 kilos.
Congrats to me.
But, I'm suffering from sickness.

Oh my.. :(
I'm on diarrhea on and off too.
I even vomited once during the wee night.

I turned totally pale on Friday afternoon. :(
But, seriously, I had no reasons for the fever.

In any case,
I know I need rest. Rest and rest.

Also, I enjoyed the last day of class.
I'm the top scholar of the class as well as gotten the one and only award, Dazzling Star. :)
I made my store proud and myself and my trainer. :)
I'm really happy and turned nervous immediately. :)
I love the praises that people gave me.

In the job, I truly understand the meaning of work.
Work is not something that you hogging on. But somethings that you will gain something from.
I learned skills from them. Some skills that I think, no where that you can learn except you pay money in the course. (Something which I will not.) And I've gotten them free.

Alright, enough of blogging.
I really need rest.

Good night everyone!

Lied in BED for ONE WHOLE DAY. =(

I have fallen on bed for the past whole day on Friday.

Until today, I'm still not well.

Pardon for short post.

I need rest before school starts.

=(

So long ... =/

Ah, I know.

Readers, please come back.

I'm blogging again.

I haven't been stopping since Saturday started last week.

Sat & Sun, I headed to work.

I forgotten what I had done at work.
But I remembered, that I had conducted parties.

Monday, I accompany BF to school, same for me to get my laptop done. We headed for brucnch at McDonald's. Then rotted at some part of the school to wait for his orientation, DAY 1 to start. Then, I headed home to rest then heading out again to 'revise' my test on Wednesday. (Did not revised at all. =/) Then he went to visit Chinese physician on that night. As for me, I wanted to visit doctor too as I was already sick by then. But, my 'family' doctor was on urgent leave. Therefore, another doctor came. And, I ended buying medications only. Tuesday is my 'family' doctor's leave. Again, I skipped the day. And finally seen him today. Nothing much serious. Not as serious as the other time. I guess, I know what medications to eat? That's why it wasn't worsen! =D

Tuesday, BF started his orientation. :) Day 2 already. As for me, I woke up as early as like 6.15am to prepare myself to head down to Kings Albert Park at the Head Office to had my lessons aka training on my work. It was boring lessons + tired. =(
-Too much boring stuffs to blog on-

*skip*

Wednesday (Today) Lessons aka training DAY2. While BF resting at home. =) As for me, I have to mug on my test tomorrow. Seriously, I'm scared that I will fail the test. =( How I hope, it's an open test book. *First time I'm not confident in my work.* Tomorrow is my 3rd day of training + last day. I hope I can achieve well and do myself proud. *pray hard*

Alright, to blog even longer,
I guess, I better go to mug my test.

Please wish me good luck!

Tags will reply when I'm free.


My rewards from the trainings! =D

Random

Not feeling well.



Sigh.

Longest day. =.= Nice food at Miyam

Yesterday,

I went to CMPB with BF to defer his NS. :)
We went to Bukit Merah for only Old Chang Kee.

Dinner time, I went his place for dinner.
His mom invited me over.
And during his lunch time, I invited him over. :D
After dinner, he went packing his stuffs.

Look at this!





Still not done.

This is my new bag~ =D



Inside of my bag, my barangs barangs. LOL!



And didi's at the door. With his going home attire. LOL!



And some photos that we took while BF sent me home.
Reason? It's our 18th months anniversary. :D
We did nothing special.
Just spent the day together :) But, I'm contented.










Today,
We went to our work separately.
Had dinner with my colleagues.
They brought me to Miyam Restaurant.

The pricing is not steep.
The food is nice too. :)
Not bad to give a try.
BF, listen..
I'm bringing you to eat!! =D
But you pay. =P
LOL!
We will go dutch okays. :D
5 people spent for about 48bucks only.
Aren't that cheap?
LOL!

Too bad I do not have any photos.
LOL!

Work place, many of my colleagues asked, where's your BF?
They asked and asked, I felt happy. :)
No reasons.
But, when I'm home alone, I misses him.

=)

Lastly,
my own photo vs BF's cute face LOL!



VS




Good night! xD

Tiring DAY. =(

I'm totally shagged.

Did not take any pictures at all.

Slept at 3am.
Woke up at 10am.

Met BF at 12.30pm.
Headed to National Skin Center, with him to have a check.
Conclusion, nothing much. LOL!
Needs medications only. :)
But, not edible. but apply on.

Next stop, to Dover, Singapore Poly.
BF gotten into SP, Diploma in Infocomm Security Management.
Went to collect his enrollment package.

Next stop, to Raffles.
Got some currency exchanged.
And rained heavily. =(

Next stop, to Somerset.
Collect something. :)
*still raining*

Next stop, Tanjong Pagar.
Headed to CPF Building for Saske Sushi (Buffet)
Both of us had a fulling stomach until we had difficulties in walking.
LOL!

And all these places we went too, I got myself injured thrice.
1) I was knocked against the edge of bench chair at MRT while catching up the pace of BF. (As he's running after the train, cause we did not want to miss it.)
2) Bag too heavy, hurt my waist. Pain, but nothing serious. :)
3) I was being "hit" by branches at the in-between of my toes. But come again, nothing serious. :)

After the dinner, we headed home separately.
With so many places, my $10 bucks of MRT is gone. =(

Tomorrow, I'm heading back to Singapore Poly with BF for his enrollment again.
Hohoho.
But, I can sleep more =D

Rest will be pictures that are overdue!
And, I totally agreed that, bloggers should have lots of pictures in their blogs.
Wakaka! =D


The little didi at BF's place. =D
CUTE!!!




One of our dinner @ Suntec City.
Printed on 31 Mar 2008, BF's enjoying his food.
LOL!


Printed 28 March 2008.


Good night! =D

Concluded: Stomach FLU!

I wasn't feeling well all the way since I last posted.

In the late noon, I went out with BF to get some things done.

In the end, I totally can't take it.

Therefore, I went to doctor.

And concluded, I had stomach flu.

OMG.

>>.<<

Sighed. =(

I'm not feeling well.

Did I got food poisoning again?

I have been running to the toilets since 5am in the morning.

And I just woke up, also went to the toilet.

I haven't taken any medications yet.

But, 1 thing for sure,

I still feel like sleeping.

Yet, I can't.

I have a registration to do at 9.30am sharp for my GEMS.

Sighed.

I having terrible feeling.

=(