i will stopping blogging fer the moment.

tat's all.

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*gone~

few days din blog ler.. lettme update wad happened recently bahs..

tuesdae, i blogged tat fever.. tat nite, din take medi at all.. den jiu better also.. din care mych.. also din dear tat i had fever.. but to my surprise, wednesdae, i went to dear's house.. actualli i din expect mych de.. tat nite he going clubbing.. so am i.. but den, i din koe tat he will still wan mie to go over.. kind of glad.. =D he left his place earlier den mie, reached home earlier den mie too.. he reached home quite earli after his clubbing.. i m the last to sleep, to reach home.. reached his house at about 2am.. his whole family sleeping le.. den i had a bad headache siaks.. cus of the alochol drink bahs.. den 2plus prepared finished to get in bed.. din get to sleep until 5plus.. he woke up le, den accompani him awhile, den he koes i hafing headache, den i go sleep le..

woke up at 10plus.. managed to catch alittle sleep.. den wake up, kind of hungry.. din care mych.. waited until lunch den eat.. but see the food also full liao =x den played game with dear.. played until quite tired too.. den we stopped.. i went to his bed to rest.. i also dunno why.. kind of nt realli happie wid him.. den eventualli fall asleep.. den woke up, he told mie haf to go out liao.. he gonna go beach road.. told him i wan to accompani him to go le.. he dun wan mie go siak. den i kind of black face, but den eventualli i insisted on going.. =D and i went.. hahas! reached the mrt station.. got to walk kind of far loh.. hmm, den he told mie i haf to walk back to mrt station myself cus he taking cab back to his camp.. i was like, orh.. but after tat, he asked fer dinner together den go baq.. =D i was happie hahah! so after he got his things, we went fer dinner le.. felt happiness.. undescribable.. =D
realli a BIG THANKS to dear making the dae enjoyable fer mie.. =D

den fer the next 2 days.. woke up earli in the morning b4 i can see sun loh.. to dear's previous ite.. Baliester.. eventualli.. fall sick with fever again tis morning.. yesterdae nite, reached home, far too tired le.. went to bed as earli as 8plus.. sms wid dear all along.. den woke up awhile at 9plus, got baq to bed 15mins later.. den all da wae til tis morning.. yet, still gt fever tis morning.. dun even koe why.. feeling so sick loh..ulcers in my mouth too.. luckily.. reached the ite, felt mych better le..as fer todae, we din sms/ make ani calls to each other.. he's kind of busi wid his duties too.. so i dun wish to bother him / something bahs..

alot of mie sick, i nv tell dear, i scare he worries.. but, if i din tell dear.. i guess i m too mych.. i shld tell him de nor.. hmm, mayb i will sms him to inform him bah =D

blog veri long le.. i tink i will stop here.. gonna change blogskins soon.. when change blogskins den blog again bah.. =D

o.o

running fever now.. din tell dear.. dunno wan to tell him anot.. dun wan to tell him den he worries bahs.. so see how 1st.. unless tmr going over his house, den i will let him koe loh.. if not, i tink jiu jus kip quiet bahs..

been thinking too mych recently.. had arguements wid dear recently too.. kind of pretty upset also.. dun wan to share the details..

lazi to blog too.. aniwae todae went ngee ann, saw some of mui frens.. met JiaWei's GAY frens too =x hahahs! won myself a Coffeebean $10 Voucher over the event or something bahs.. den went to Bukit Panjang to haf my 1st meal of the dae.. told dear about it.. almost kenna scold by him again~ hais.. but koe he concern mie jiu hao ler bahs..

i hope i wun be thinking too mych again bah.. but, the fact ish.. i m realli veri obsessed by him le.. =x

I REALLI LURVE YOU!!!!!!!!

i m back in my home once again.. hahahs, yesterdae was kinda of tough dae fer mie bahs.. hmm, kinda of quarrel wid dear.. almost cried at his house.. bt, he's so sweet.. realli veri sweet... i lurve him to bitss... will not go into details bahs.. =D

morning supposed to wake dear up, but i failed to do so.. hmm, mayb too tired, plus i was kind of dreaming in my dream.. so din wake him up.. but i did heard the alarm.. hmmm, failed to do so, but i hope tat i will be able to wake him up again on coming fridae.. i insisted on sending him to his camp. once again, he rejected mie.. he dun wan to mie to send him.. cus he dun wan mie to tire myself out, long journey aniwae.. hopefulli tat long journey is a veri good excuses bahs.. i mean, i trust him =D he wun do ani unfaithful things to mie.. i can see he loves mie too hahahas! he wore the handwrist to camp todae wor.. =D at the same time, he wore a piece of shirt given by his ex.. orites, i dun like it , frankly speaking.. but then, since he got the heart to wear the handwrist to camp.. i will not complain.. ^^

he told mie tat, one dae mie and him will be going to bugis.. ^^ i wan to koe wad kind of shirts he likes.. i wanted to buy him shirts de.. but den, i dunno wad kind he likes.. so dun dare to buy.. hahas, but i guess tat bugis trip will b a long one bah.. i mean, i dunno when will it be..


i will be waiting fer wednesdae to come.. and once again i will be able to see him again.. hahas.. fergive me fer my entry is full of mie and my dear stuffs..cant help it.. =x i lurve the time being with him.. even mie and him had unhappiness, but he wun make mie feel even more bad, instead, he will make mie feel better.. i mean, usualli.. those quarrels.. agruements.. bf will also win it.. bt den.. mie and him ish.. he wun make mie feel bad.. he made mie feel better de.. ^^



thanks dear, lurving euu deeply ^^

happie 2 months anniversary fer mi and dear.. ^^

reached his house ytd le.. ytd nite, he went out play basketball wid frens.. den nw, once again.. he's out wid his frens to chiong le.. but never mind.. i mean i dun mind.. he got his frens.. even he also got ask mie to go out with my frens loh.. hahas, bt i dun wan to lar.. actualli nw, i feeling tired le..
but never mind, i going to wait fer him to come home.. ^^

he actualli wan to bring mi go fer mid-nite movie de.. but i koe he's tired alreadi.. noon alreadi complain tired le, yet din take nap.. so decided not to go wid him.. hmm, i koe he got the heart can alreadi.. =D hahas

gave him the 'prezzie' tat he wanted to get.. he like it alot.. luckily, he like it.. if nt, i sian le.. hahas, he wears it too =D no longer tat wallet, kip it inside the drawer fer so long le.. bt tis time round, he wears it =D tat's good~

lazi to blog le..
cya around..
i lurve my dear to bitsss ^^

i m baq blogging again.. slept at 4am in da morning.. aafter blogging chatting wid my frens.. hmm, den woke up at around 7.30am.. totally extremely tired.. went to HQ to werk. reached hq at 930.. werk til 1100 jiu finished everything le..

morning sms dear tell him i go work. after work, sms him sae i finished work. finalli noon time i received his sms. bt it saes, anithing talk after his camp. o well, i jus told him i gt cuts on fingers nia. i din tell him i haf a splint in my skin. wanted to tell him, bt.. he's jus too busi wid his duties. cant blame. bt 1 fact, i miss him =D i realli miss him. 2 more daes, will b mie n his 2 months le. i m waiting fer the dae to come.

in the morning while i m waiting fer my bus to come, things went thru my mind. it was like.. wad's he doing? is he okay? is everything okay fer him? etc etc .
i cant help it but worries about him.
luckily, noon he sms-ed mie. if nt, i will nt haf a peace of mind le.

awaiting to see dear soon~

new dae begins.. its thursdae earli morning.. or shld i sae its a midnite? hahahs.. hafen sleep.. but veri soon i guess... hmm, let mie update wad happened bahs. =D mie now hafing holidaes ler.. holidaes fer 3 weeks.. as usual, if wan to ask mie out, remember to book mie in advance =D

aniwae, dear book out on mondae morning le.. hmm, managed to mit him on mondae... accompanied him to play computer games.. seriously.. first time enjoying the game so mych wid him.. =) hahas.. realli enjoying ourselves.. but after tat, he going out le.. so do i.. din stay overnite tat dae.. er.. he asked mie to.. but i din.. as i haf my plans wid my frens le.. so din.. afterall he going out wid his frens.. he will also asked mie to leave loh.. hahhas, so neber mind nor.. mondae still went back to school to SPRING CLEANING the Co-Op shop.. little laming.. =x aniwae, around 10 plus morning jiu leave le.. haf lunch den go over dear's place le..

tuesdae.. werk at HQ .. den actualli going to dear's place de.. he going out wid his fren.. kind of help his fren to do things.. hmm, wanted to bet on the soccer on tat nite de.. asked dear's permission.. o well, he dun let.. nvm lar.. i jus din get to see him.. din realli tok to him too.. miss him lots.. but we played games in the nite together.. =D 1st time in the game, his tone is kind of not bad huh. hahhas, i tink i learnt alot tat nite.. seriously.. seems tat i koe quite a few new heros of the game =D went bugis wid my frens too, bought the stuffs i nid too +)

wednesdae.. he booked in the morning le.. orites, he did sent sms to mi to tell mi.. bt then, we din sms or calls each other at all.. i guess he's busi wid his duties again bahs.. hais.. went HQ to werk again.. den went fer hospital appt on my skin de.. den actualli going to kbox wid frens de.. well, no one kinda interested.. so din go.. ended up, haf dinner and crapped together..

and now, tis timing i m blogging.. hahhas, kind of weird timing. werking at HQ again later.. 8.50am haf to reach.. werking til wad time i also dunno.. luckily i haf the werk to kip myself occupied. if nt, .. *.*

orites, i dunno wad will happen later.. jus hope tat he will find mie bah.. i miss him~ i jus got to wait until he book out again.. i also dunno if fridae i going over his hse anot.. i dun wish later again like tat 2 dates... suddenly gt meet up wid his frens.. i dun like him to ask mie to go home jus fer the sake of he can kind of go meet his frens.. =x

8th July is mie and his 2months le.. i hope we realli can like 'celebrate' or jus even to spend time together.. hope he wun disappoint mie bah~ fridae i haf MINDs.. i doubt i m going bah.. dun feel like going.. tis mondae to thursdae din sleep well le.. i wish to sleep longer on fridae morning.. so i dun wan to go MINDs.. den the most noon time, i can go over to his house loh.. i also dunno~ if going over, spending fridae nite, saturdae nite and sundae nite at his place.. 0.o 3 nites.. and mondae morning he booking in again le. he said he will bring mie out coming week.. bt i guess its hard, he got his NS.. unless he take leave bah.. but hard? i also dunno.. i dun wish to see disappointing stuffs..

i alreadi bought the 2month anni prezzie fer him le.. din intended to buy actualli but he gave mie an idea, so i bought it~ hope he will like it bah.

dear, i miss euu lots* i miss ur hugs and kisses..
='(

there's alwaes 2 kinds of people who treat r/s differently.
1. Love more than the other
2. Love less than the other

well, i classified myself in the 1st one whereby i dunno where's his. but i hope his to be in the 1st one too~

dear, i lurve euu~

i m baq blogging le.. todae ish saturdae.. din go aniwhere... went to dental appointment onli.. hafen been using the com in the nite fer daes ler... been veri tired.. so din use the com.. 1 week plus din play game wid dear too.. hmm, i too lazi to play + i m too tired to do so.. everydae not enuff sleep..

aniwae, managed to meet dear on thursdae fer a short while nia.. went over his place.. accompani him to watch vcds.. wanted to take a nap at his place de.. bt i m wearing uniform.. dun wan to crump my uniform.. so din loh.. nothing mych.. we din tok mych too.. jus alone accompani him to watch vcds.. even in the nite, we din tok.. i m too tired, he's playing his game.. den fridae morning he book in again.. usualli when he books into camp, he will sms mie de.. he din todae.. kind of worries abt him nor.. tat's was fridae.. fridae onli managed to cor him to ask him something den he sent 1 sms to mie.. and tat's all le.. i will understand dat he got duties.. bt sometimes, i will ask myself, is he tat busi dat he cant even send a sms.. hmm, tat's a question mark to it.. we din realli chat too.. todae, sent him quite a number of sms, no replies at all.. orites, he's busi.. hope when he book out, we will haf more time le bahs.. afterall, im hafin holidaes now.. he told mi, we will meet next week.. hope comin week we will realli meet up, haf some chat or something..

went dental appointment todae.. teeths hurts nw.. back ferever pain.. fer no reason.. so sian~ todae 1st July le.. 7 more daes ish mi and dear's 2nd month anniversary le.. wad shld i buy fer him? or wad shld i get fer him?






ciaosz~





missing euuuuuu