jus woke up.. wanted to slept at around 2am.. but dan, found out some things.. ended up.. couldnt sleep? had hard time falling asleep.. almost all his flashes came into my mind.. feel like crying.. i dunno whys. mayb i still care alot and concern alot for him bahs.

after some time, finalli managed to fall asleep.. dan, automaticalli woke up at 4am.. at tat time, i tink back, sleep like nv sleep.. dan 4am woke up, wanted to sleep. but somehow couldnt sleep. no idea why issit.. mayb becus of him bahs.. went bed again, tried to sleep.. dan woke up at about 830am.. less dan 6hours of sleep.. i also dunno wad i am doing.. hais =(

aniwae, later meeting alvin loo at 10am, shall go prepare soon, unless he is going to be late. cus he coming to my house, pass mi books, slack dan go meeting..

sore throat pain? no voice soon =

deleted frenster le?
realli blocked me?
wad shld i do?


- hartts cry_

back blogging again. . .

shall blog on 16.o9.2oo6..

slept at 4am nearly to 5am this morning.. i thought i will be sleeping until 2 or 3 pm.. but i automaticalli woke up at 12noon plus.. perhaps, cannot sleep bahs. i wanted to get back to sleep de. but cannot sleep. dunno whys, so decided to wake up online.. play game, dan haf my meals.. and games again.. and now i am baq here blogging again.. today ish a total sian day..

a saturdae of holidaes, yet i m not going out. seems mani things did not done, but kind of too lazi to do anithing, jus feel like slacking. i got no idea why issit so. hmm, today weather is also veri cold, wearing jacket now. hardly i will wear jacket at home.. something ish wrong with mie.. haha! no program todae, actualli also good, wun haf to spend money too. i can save up money.. but dan, i will feel like going out.. i mean, i love to go out. i love to go slack.. slacking ish the best thing i wish to do. but i haf like, tons of stuffs did not do? watever.

i dunno wad's on my mind actualli. i can feel tat, the past of mi and him runs back.. his birthdae coming, am i going fer attachment at china? or am i going fer attachment in singapore? my attachment starts on his bdae wor. wad a day.. i wonder how am i going to do on tat dae..

can i realli ferget him?
do i wish to ferget him?


-missing_

kind of wanna update the blog, so i jus drop by..

lettmi update abt wad happened recently..

yesterdae 14.o9.2oo6
went fer lunch with alvin loo at Causeway Point, dan he accompanied mi fer my dental checkup. dan actualli after dental, meeting up jiawei, alvin chua and huimin fer further programmes like, pool and movies. dan jiawei sick, both alvin chua and huimin dun wan to join us.. dan chaolin busi.. sian loh, tio pang seh.. dan ended up, left mi and alvin loo.. luckily, we got programs.. if nt confirm sian loh.. sad thing ish, on the wae i stomach pain, sian loh.. totalli nt in the mood at all.. aniwae, suggested to take bus to Plaza Singapura; at the same time, i can rest.. so chatted during the jounery. nothing mych. dan stupid us, haha. dunno where to alight. jiu alighted at toa poyah. haha, den took train down.. went down, reached dere.. timing almost jus nice. haha, if not too long hours, dunno how to slack siak.. LOL! so walked around Plaza Singapura.. of cus, reminds mie of the past.. with him.. dan walked to The Cathey fer movie sessions.. watched The Host, not realli a scary movie lahs, bt i kenna scared by twice. bt alvin loo weak. haha! he scared by mi.. LOL! tat was the funniest thing. luckily, the place where we chosen to watch movie ish at The Cathey.. if at Plaza Singapura, i dunno wad will happen to mie..

when i was at Plaza Singapura, everything at there, the flashes came into my mind.. i cant stop helping to tink of it. to tink of it, i realised tat since tat thing happen, i din go out to places i went b4 with him.. mayb that's why the flashes came baq again.. mayb one dae, i might b going down to Khatib.. definitely, i will wan to go to Plaza Singapura again.. even if its going to remind mi of the past. i still wan to go, even if its going to stone dere.. =\ might jus drop by again one of the weekdays bah.. i will definitely go to the places mie and him spent before.. -memories_

after movie, went home le lohs.. nothing mych happened.. surprisingly, both of us din take dinner dan jiu go into movie liao, kind of no appetite recently.. no food taste nice to mi. no nid to take also can de =

todae 15.o9.2oo6
went out fer kbox session with alvin loo, chaolin, jiawei and huimin at Marine Square.. surprisingly, the number of people going increased.. sang and sang and sang. frem about 2pm sang til 7.30pm.. the in-charge came in at about 7.30pm nia, so spent our time dere loh.. dan we went shopping around.. went arcade to slack. dan had dinner at about 8plus? LOL! i din even noticed it.. after dinner, we went esplanade to slack.. went to the roof terrace.. cool wind, cooling.. den i suggested to take fotos loh, haha! took different kinds of fotos.. a word to describe, fun! haf more of it okays. haha! take pictures whenever we r out mahs! ^^ dan left the place at 10plus.. i reached home 12plus, free ride frem chaolin.. haha! thanks! kind of sang til no voice left? but dan, felt tat todae something is missing, i do not koe wad issit.. on da wae home, past by Khatib again.. still i will fond of the place. i will miss him. . . .
i realli wonders how haf he been doing..
are we still frens?

tink shld be about all bahs, no programs later on. might b blogging again, shall see how about it bahs..

back blogging..
finalli after 2 long 3 - 4 days of long hard work.. holidaes le. exams finished le.

finalli exams..
but holidaes do wad?
i awaiting for my job.. will i get my job?
how's my attachment?

kind of mani things run thru my mind..

1. hows the stuffs in school when i go off fer attachment..
2. hows my results gonna b like..
3. how's him?
4. his bdae coming le.. wad can i do fer him?
5. waiting for himm?
6. him
7. him
8. him
9. him
10. him


hahas, all is him.. been a long time din mention abt him le..
everything abt him will b in my hartt, dun wish to blog further.

cya around~

i din wan to blog actualli..
but jus feel like blogging..
feeling veri not good at the moment..
couldnt find anione to turn to..
i dunno who can i turn to..

everyone ish busi around mi..
how i wish i m as busi as them too..
but its all becus i haf no mood fer anithing..

i dunno what's wrong with mi...
mayb i care too mych wad's happening around mi..
especialli the ones i care, i concerned..

exams in 2 days' time..
hopefulli it wun affect my studies.. (which i koe it will)
jus put my fingers cross, and pray fer the best bahs..


Good luck to those hafing exams too`



the more i koe..
the terrible i feel..
mayb i shld stop knoeing things around me?
but will things get better?

i dun demand anithing..
i jus wan to see smiles on my frens' faces..
i wan them to be happie..

suddenly..

i haf a feeling of coping myself at home once again..
*****fact: mood bad :'(

i m baq blogging again. (:

updates wad happen these few days bahs.
hmmm. went comax fair on saturdae.. meet up alvin chua at jurong east mrt at about 135pm.. met him on the train, but too crowded le, ended up. he's at the front cabin while i m at the back cabin.. den during the journey.. chatted on the fone with my frens (i ferget who liao) met something scary on my journey.. suddenly someone chatted with mie, asking mie where am i heading etc etc.. i dunno him.. he seems to be asking my whereabouts.. den, i jus ignored him..*fear* i stood near the mrt sliding door, i saw the reflections, he ish looking at my directions, pretending that i did not see that.. finalli reached cityhall le. alighted at cityhall as meeting alvin loo at cityhall. dan alighted, tat guy alighted too! luckily met alvin chua shortly when i alighted. so went to find alvin loo, took another train heading towards expo to comax fair. told them wad happened. tat alvin loo, disturbed mi again*zzz*

walked around at the comax fair, the alvins wan to buy laptop.. den kip looking at laptop lohs, dan i wanted to get portable harddisk.. walked around, the pricing are the same as at sim lim.. so kind of physco them not to get laptop.. actualli onli alvin loo wanted to get, alvin chua and i onli helping to see the specs of the laptop.. den after deciding, i dun tink there's no a need for him to get laptop. so after expo, its time for alvin chua to go fer his stuffs. so left expo with him.. took mrt together.. dan mi and alvin loo alighted at bugis. headed towards sim lim.. wanted to get portable hard disk. again, kind of wasted trip. but its okay.. still haf get myself the ear piece sponge lohs..

after tat we headed towards choa chu kang.. going for farmart for dinner.. at the same time, look up at huimin.. hahas, surprised visit. ^^ but when we reached cck, its was like 830pm ler. sian, the shuttle bus ran off liao.. dan took cab in to farmart.. share the cab fare of cus! haha! den had dinner, din get to eat wad we wanted, it was like sold out =\ dan other the other stuffs..

oh, by the wae. haf euu all heard of fries swimming in the water?realli, in the water.. not oil wor. hahaas! alvin loo, he dunno how to drink water siak.. he sips it, dan ended up.. everything spill onto the plate of his.. there! his, fries in the water! haha! i laughed at him for mins.. realli is mins.. i actualli stopped le.. he asked mi to continue, dan i continued lohs.. haha! tat's the joke of the day lohs.. after main course, ordered ice-cream. the ice-cream ish nice, kinda full.. din finished it.. so left the place at about 1050pm bahs.. the last shuttle bus also went off le.. so we walked out of farmart.. again, scary nite.. tat alvin loo, never fail to disturb mie.. =\ so we wanted to walk all the wae to cck station de, but dan cannot make it.. haha! we dunno the wae well.. from farmart all the wae to bukit panjang govt high school! sian, dunno the wae.. decided to take bus, ended up. 2 stops away nia=\ kind of lame. dan, wanted to take train off to jurong east, alvin loo. haha! kiddo? LOL. a guy with curfew. haha! so he asked mie to accp him, i told him, no problem, i will accp u, share the cost of my cab fare bah! let him decide loh, conclusion: accp him to yishun, of cus. reminded mi of khatib.. but den, still alighted at yishun loh. (:

nothing mych too, tat was like saturdae onli?

sundae mar, cut it short, went studying with chaolin and huimin. dan nite time was doing dreamweaver.. all da wae til 2am lidat dan went to bed, dan morning woke up reached school at 830am lohs.. dan all da wae in school until now.. so came blogging.. while waiting fer lecturer to be baq..

its a veri veri long post le, time to stop. shall stop here le^^
take care, frens.

wonder how is he doing..?

Happy Teachers' Day!!

holiday for mie. hahas! no school today..

yesterdae in school hafing teachers' day celebration. celebration turn out to be phase test.. but ish alreadi goods enuff liao.. i got frens haf to studi siak. in the afternoon class somemore..tat's worst lohs. aniwae, after phase test, i left the class.. rushed fer project meetings. seems tat i m busi gerl rites.. hahas! went to the hall to look fer my lecturer. den met alvin loo! hmm, he's doing duty with guoliang and another ger lahs, but i dunno the gerl name. haha! din care mych. slacked in the hall to wait fer lecturer.. den proceeded onto my project meeting.... meeting hafen start, hafing class celebration liao. so cut to celebration nor.. not a bad one.. money spent worth while. asked huimin and khairul to join us fer foto-taking. they are networking students mah. den xuelin not, hahas! become xtra [orties, nt real lahs] hahas! we are frens orites. den proceeded onto project meeting.. half wae thru, side headache liao. i sian liao, i need sleep, veri tired. meeting lasted until 2plus. initalli shld be about 1 plus can go liao.. den become 2plus.. ended up, share cab home together. the 4 of us.. [xuelin, huimin, khairul and myself]

reached home slept for 1 hr. realli veri tired. den woke up, cus hafing a date with frens. met up with the 2 alvins. alvin loo and alvin chua at jurong east. den met up jiawei at cck .den went to find huimin at her workplace for dinner. of cus we met up each other at cck to buy movie tickets. we watching movie together, kind of make up for my birthdae de. cus on my birthdae i so poor thing nor. hahas!

den about 9pm, decided to leave the place. wanted to take shuttle bus baq to cck de. ended up, the shuttle bus will only leave at 930! but our movie starting at 930! so decided to walk out of the place. aites, its dark and scary bahs. imagine, its the ghost festival and dark.. den the guys kind of bad lar, kip leaving alone behind. i admit, i m scare.. but i m a ger! of cus lar. the funniest part ish alvin chua lar! hahas, he seems mych more scare dan mie lohs. alvin chua also dare not walk at the back. dan jiawei took the lead, becoming.. jiawei leading, den alvin chua and followed by alvin loo and myself. alvin loo accompani mie lar, told him i scare, even if he's to walk fast, dan i also drag him baq, asked him to walk the same pace with mie. at one of the part, tat alvin chua scare mie, he kind of scream lar, den i fear. hahas. cus jiawei took the lead, so ended up, alvin loo ish inbetween mi and alvin chua. "ensuring us no fear" hahas! finalli out of the dark place liao. dan took bus baq to cck loh. in the bus, side headache came baq liao. den jus proceed loh. kind of late fer the movie lah. initalli wanted the both alvins to sit together de.. they insisited, wanted mie to sit inbetween them. main motive: to scare mi in the movie. so alvin loo went all the wae in, dan alvin chua push mie in nor, making noises in the cinema lahs.. but din care, shortly we settled down liao.

in the cinema, i feeling so cold lohs, hahas. wore my own jacket, not enuff. hahas. alvin chua offered mi his jacket. cus i wore skirt mah, short skirt. so legs also cold. actualli ish using his jacket to cover my legs de, dan changed. took off my jacket, using my jacket to cover my legs, dan wore his jacket. hahas! i like his jacket, long long de. so in the cinema, mie and alvin loo kind of kip toking nor, dan most of the time, alvin loo kip disturb mie, alvin chua ish another one. in the movie, alvin chua ish funni lar, he tio scare so mani times. ahahah!

after the movie, we went off liao. all left fer home. aniwae, i did enjoyed myself lar. hope to go out again lidat. the more the merrier. ask more ppl come mar.. =\ hahas! but kind of ppl rejected us. so sian. =\ the fun i had, i can sense relaxation wor. hope i can feel more of it. i jus simply nid fun, exams coming, test still got 2 more. how to haf fun siak. hais. going to a month i did not play ani games liao. =
later i going out loh, meeting fren at 530pm to sengkang. going to jac's house. her babi 1 month liao!! din see her babi before. i hope i will get to carry the babi and take a foto with HIM! haha, babi ish a babi boy. he's so cute loh!

going out on weekends to kbox? or studying mar?

i dreamt of him. *its a good dream. i miss him

Teachers' Day Cake [double layer lehs]

Frem left, Mr Gremar Sempio, Ms Ester Tan, Mr Lum Pak Hoon, Mr Ben Ong[tu du ke] and Mr Soong with the unlighted teachers' day cake.


Version 2


IT2N class photo with the Lecturers.
[Missing: Aisha, Sophia, WeiQuan, Han Wei, Bak Pang, Suwandy, Zulhaira]


Hello Friends.. Lecturers and Students [Includes: Huimin and Khairul]


Frem Left: Mr Ben, Mr Gremar, Ms Esther, Mr Soong, Mr Lum with lighted teachers' day cake.


Version 2


Stuntman ^^ [Have to blow off ONE candle on the cake] Tat's Mr Lum in action ^^

back blogging again.. lesson as usual. phase test in the morning, afternoon lesson, nothing mych. do cmaths, frens asked mi to play dota. dunno whys, kinda of no mood.. din play at all. so, ownself quietly do my work. finished the work equal to my frens' 2 games of dota wor. haha! after the work, jus shut my stuffs, time to go. lesson ended. did nothing at all only haf that assignment. dan my class is beside alvins class. so alvin chua kip kind of came over to look for us. nothing mych too.

initalli tot that no school tomorrow wor, hafing teachers' day celebration ma.. dan who knoes, sms came in, phase test continues, lesson as usual.. so sian..

hmm, todae received a birthdae card. frem tat 8 ppl again ^^ they are cutess ; hahah! i dunno how to describe them.. but dan, they are realli great pals!!

thanks huimin, hamidah, xuelin, chaolin, weilin, alvin chua and alvin loo ^^



front view of the birthday card



birthday wishes on the card written by the 8ppl


after all euu are still missinggg

i am once baq blogging again..

Happy Birthday to mieee!!

Happy Birthday to Eric!!

Happy Birthday to Kenneth!! (hope i did not spelt wrongly =x)

todae ish my birthdae.. let mi update little wad happened todae bahs. when the clock strikes 12, sms, and msn spam coming in.. thanks to huimin, chaolin, alvin loo and alvin chua.. ^^ they were the first to sms and msn mie.. realli thanks to them.. all were like, so tired liao. but dan, still waited fer it..

dan half-way thru my first lesson, surprises came in.. i was like worryin my test lahs, haha.. den, i saw alvin chua, alvin loo and xuelin outside my lecture room.. alvin chua went to ask permission to enter the room frem my lecturer wor. haha, my lecturer refused! so, alvin chua tried again.. asked my lecturer again, saying tat todae ish someone's birthdae.. dan xuelin said, its qingxia birthdae.. so my lecturer opened the door wide big fer them to enter wor! i saw xuelin, followed by alvin chua who is holding the slices of cake then alvin loo, holding the present.. dan, alvin loo passed mi the present.. dan, alvin chua passed mi the cake, insist mi to open up.. so they waited.. hahas, waited for mi to open up, dan see the slices of cake.. dan, wished mi happie birthdae again nor.. too bad, we din took ani group foto! but i insist.. i m going to ask all of them to take pictures with mie liao. ^^ guess wad, their lessons starts at 8am, yet at about 9am they are in my lecture room, actualli at tat moment, i m kinda of happie plus surprised. though i kind of koe alittle of wad going to happen, but i din koe its like such a big surprise? hahas, quite happie with it too! shortly, after i seen the cake, the three of them went back to lesson le.. so i thanked the rest.

this short little surprise mah, mastermind: huimin ; rest: chaolin, jiawei, hamidah, xuelin, weilin, alvin chua and alvin loo.

seriously, a big thank euu to them!

that was the morning, dan i haf to continue wid my test. ended my test b4 10am. so haf 2 hours of break, damn boring. i dunno whys. something ish missing, mayb is the fun bahs, cus birthdae mahs. i expect to haf more fun dan usual.. bt tat's missing. so rot and slack until 12noon, dan go up take another test le. done the test within 5mins, dan ended it off shortly. dan, 2 of my lecturers wished mi happie birthdae, they are none other dan, mr lum pak hoon and mr gremar sempio. haha! thanks euu!

in between the lessons, went off. attended meetings. dan went off earli for one of the meeting cus alvin chua and chaolin waiting fer mi.. thanks to them` if not i realli dunno where am i going to spend my time. 1st time in my life, i haf the feelin of dunno where to spend my time during my birthdae. had earli dinner with them at jurong east entertainment nor.. after meals, we slacked at ice-skating rink.. about 645pm they decided to go home le, so tat's where we part. dan i stayed there to wait fer shuchun, kind of waited fer her about 1 hr bahs. she's late. after her work mahs, its okays nor. she passed mi her present for mie. Thanks alots! dan we chatted and slacked around, she's also not feeling well at all, so we left shortly. reached home about 910pm. saw a red packet on my bed, frem my mum. i tot she's not gibing mie ani, but its more dan i expected wor. thanks mum! i koe she wun see it. bt, i still wan to sae hahaa!

thats about all for my dae.

basicalli, i feel emptiness in miee. i do not koe why. in the past, i always veri excited of my birthdae. i like to go happie etc. to tink about it, the wae i m happie todae, i tink i m jus onli surfacing it out. its like, surface happie. inner heart not at all. asking mie wad's the reason behind? i dun tink i haf an answer to it. i dunno whys. happie birthdae to mie which ish not happie for mie to tink off` ):

Thanks for all the efforts paid off, i appreciated veri mych. Thanks for those who bother to send sms and testimonals for mie on my birthday. ^^


i did not received his msg todae at all.
Things jus lies on mie, not euu.



left one giben by shuchun (earrings); red packet by mom: $60



cute? giben by the 8 ppl ^^ (tortoise ` wugui)

after a long timee.. decided to blog again.. about a month le. updated alittle on my profile and links.
changed little layout. not mych.. will changed it when i m free

well, onli wish to say..

Happy Birthdae, JingJun!

Happy Birthdae, LiMay!

dunno they will see anot. aniwae, realli wished them.. no probs

feel like blogging alot of things. things tat happened in the month, dun wish to talk abt it.
but one fine thing will still in my mind. i still hartts him***

aniwae, thanks all the friends around mi~

Bless mie with frens around mie with tat 'impt' day*
I wish euu remember it..


Message to my frens . . .

QiaoYu: dun tink too mych. every problem will haf its each solution. Everything will solve. Spend time on studies. I believe vincent wans u to do well too ^^ dun depress and cheer up okays?

ChaoLin: take good care of urself. been sick for so long le. rest more, take care okays? sickness ish not nice aniwae. hahaaas!

Alvin Loo: opps, din wan to mention ur surname. but i cant. if not dunno which alvin. LOL! euu ish another one, please take good care of yourself. sick veri long liao... medicine u also eat until sian liao. take lots of care, no more gaming.. studi more pls.. ^^ u koe wad i mean de (:

Alvin Chua: please studi hor.. stop ur laptops. hahas! todae said wanted to studi, also din turn up. pls pls pls studi..

JiaWei: Do your part. haha! euu will be able to achieve high ^^ good/cute.? LOL!

Xue Lin: Dun forget ur frens and ur studiss. haah! u haf a project with us de hor ^^

Hui Min: hahas! if i did made u feel uneasy, sorrie about it. ^^ projects.. tests. work hard together ^^

Shu Chun: Thanks for being there for mie. Though is not everytime, i koe euu did all u can for mi le.. Remember ur date to mie okay ^^ lets go out together okays? i miss babis. haha! i wan to go visti eilene's babi . . .

if i missed out anione, so sorrie abt it (:
2 more days * will euu?

i will stopping blogging fer the moment.

tat's all.

if wan to find mie, at msn or leave a tag~




*gone~

few days din blog ler.. lettme update wad happened recently bahs..

tuesdae, i blogged tat fever.. tat nite, din take medi at all.. den jiu better also.. din care mych.. also din dear tat i had fever.. but to my surprise, wednesdae, i went to dear's house.. actualli i din expect mych de.. tat nite he going clubbing.. so am i.. but den, i din koe tat he will still wan mie to go over.. kind of glad.. =D he left his place earlier den mie, reached home earlier den mie too.. he reached home quite earli after his clubbing.. i m the last to sleep, to reach home.. reached his house at about 2am.. his whole family sleeping le.. den i had a bad headache siaks.. cus of the alochol drink bahs.. den 2plus prepared finished to get in bed.. din get to sleep until 5plus.. he woke up le, den accompani him awhile, den he koes i hafing headache, den i go sleep le..

woke up at 10plus.. managed to catch alittle sleep.. den wake up, kind of hungry.. din care mych.. waited until lunch den eat.. but see the food also full liao =x den played game with dear.. played until quite tired too.. den we stopped.. i went to his bed to rest.. i also dunno why.. kind of nt realli happie wid him.. den eventualli fall asleep.. den woke up, he told mie haf to go out liao.. he gonna go beach road.. told him i wan to accompani him to go le.. he dun wan mie go siak. den i kind of black face, but den eventualli i insisted on going.. =D and i went.. hahas! reached the mrt station.. got to walk kind of far loh.. hmm, den he told mie i haf to walk back to mrt station myself cus he taking cab back to his camp.. i was like, orh.. but after tat, he asked fer dinner together den go baq.. =D i was happie hahah! so after he got his things, we went fer dinner le.. felt happiness.. undescribable.. =D
realli a BIG THANKS to dear making the dae enjoyable fer mie.. =D

den fer the next 2 days.. woke up earli in the morning b4 i can see sun loh.. to dear's previous ite.. Baliester.. eventualli.. fall sick with fever again tis morning.. yesterdae nite, reached home, far too tired le.. went to bed as earli as 8plus.. sms wid dear all along.. den woke up awhile at 9plus, got baq to bed 15mins later.. den all da wae til tis morning.. yet, still gt fever tis morning.. dun even koe why.. feeling so sick loh..ulcers in my mouth too.. luckily.. reached the ite, felt mych better le..as fer todae, we din sms/ make ani calls to each other.. he's kind of busi wid his duties too.. so i dun wish to bother him / something bahs..

alot of mie sick, i nv tell dear, i scare he worries.. but, if i din tell dear.. i guess i m too mych.. i shld tell him de nor.. hmm, mayb i will sms him to inform him bah =D

blog veri long le.. i tink i will stop here.. gonna change blogskins soon.. when change blogskins den blog again bah.. =D

o.o

running fever now.. din tell dear.. dunno wan to tell him anot.. dun wan to tell him den he worries bahs.. so see how 1st.. unless tmr going over his house, den i will let him koe loh.. if not, i tink jiu jus kip quiet bahs..

been thinking too mych recently.. had arguements wid dear recently too.. kind of pretty upset also.. dun wan to share the details..

lazi to blog too.. aniwae todae went ngee ann, saw some of mui frens.. met JiaWei's GAY frens too =x hahahs! won myself a Coffeebean $10 Voucher over the event or something bahs.. den went to Bukit Panjang to haf my 1st meal of the dae.. told dear about it.. almost kenna scold by him again~ hais.. but koe he concern mie jiu hao ler bahs..

i hope i wun be thinking too mych again bah.. but, the fact ish.. i m realli veri obsessed by him le.. =x

I REALLI LURVE YOU!!!!!!!!

i m back in my home once again.. hahahs, yesterdae was kinda of tough dae fer mie bahs.. hmm, kinda of quarrel wid dear.. almost cried at his house.. bt, he's so sweet.. realli veri sweet... i lurve him to bitss... will not go into details bahs.. =D

morning supposed to wake dear up, but i failed to do so.. hmm, mayb too tired, plus i was kind of dreaming in my dream.. so din wake him up.. but i did heard the alarm.. hmmm, failed to do so, but i hope tat i will be able to wake him up again on coming fridae.. i insisted on sending him to his camp. once again, he rejected mie.. he dun wan to mie to send him.. cus he dun wan mie to tire myself out, long journey aniwae.. hopefulli tat long journey is a veri good excuses bahs.. i mean, i trust him =D he wun do ani unfaithful things to mie.. i can see he loves mie too hahahas! he wore the handwrist to camp todae wor.. =D at the same time, he wore a piece of shirt given by his ex.. orites, i dun like it , frankly speaking.. but then, since he got the heart to wear the handwrist to camp.. i will not complain.. ^^

he told mie tat, one dae mie and him will be going to bugis.. ^^ i wan to koe wad kind of shirts he likes.. i wanted to buy him shirts de.. but den, i dunno wad kind he likes.. so dun dare to buy.. hahas, but i guess tat bugis trip will b a long one bah.. i mean, i dunno when will it be..


i will be waiting fer wednesdae to come.. and once again i will be able to see him again.. hahas.. fergive me fer my entry is full of mie and my dear stuffs..cant help it.. =x i lurve the time being with him.. even mie and him had unhappiness, but he wun make mie feel even more bad, instead, he will make mie feel better.. i mean, usualli.. those quarrels.. agruements.. bf will also win it.. bt den.. mie and him ish.. he wun make mie feel bad.. he made mie feel better de.. ^^



thanks dear, lurving euu deeply ^^

happie 2 months anniversary fer mi and dear.. ^^

reached his house ytd le.. ytd nite, he went out play basketball wid frens.. den nw, once again.. he's out wid his frens to chiong le.. but never mind.. i mean i dun mind.. he got his frens.. even he also got ask mie to go out with my frens loh.. hahas, bt i dun wan to lar.. actualli nw, i feeling tired le..
but never mind, i going to wait fer him to come home.. ^^

he actualli wan to bring mi go fer mid-nite movie de.. but i koe he's tired alreadi.. noon alreadi complain tired le, yet din take nap.. so decided not to go wid him.. hmm, i koe he got the heart can alreadi.. =D hahas

gave him the 'prezzie' tat he wanted to get.. he like it alot.. luckily, he like it.. if nt, i sian le.. hahas, he wears it too =D no longer tat wallet, kip it inside the drawer fer so long le.. bt tis time round, he wears it =D tat's good~

lazi to blog le..
cya around..
i lurve my dear to bitsss ^^

i m baq blogging again.. slept at 4am in da morning.. aafter blogging chatting wid my frens.. hmm, den woke up at around 7.30am.. totally extremely tired.. went to HQ to werk. reached hq at 930.. werk til 1100 jiu finished everything le..

morning sms dear tell him i go work. after work, sms him sae i finished work. finalli noon time i received his sms. bt it saes, anithing talk after his camp. o well, i jus told him i gt cuts on fingers nia. i din tell him i haf a splint in my skin. wanted to tell him, bt.. he's jus too busi wid his duties. cant blame. bt 1 fact, i miss him =D i realli miss him. 2 more daes, will b mie n his 2 months le. i m waiting fer the dae to come.

in the morning while i m waiting fer my bus to come, things went thru my mind. it was like.. wad's he doing? is he okay? is everything okay fer him? etc etc .
i cant help it but worries about him.
luckily, noon he sms-ed mie. if nt, i will nt haf a peace of mind le.

awaiting to see dear soon~

new dae begins.. its thursdae earli morning.. or shld i sae its a midnite? hahahs.. hafen sleep.. but veri soon i guess... hmm, let mie update wad happened bahs. =D mie now hafing holidaes ler.. holidaes fer 3 weeks.. as usual, if wan to ask mie out, remember to book mie in advance =D

aniwae, dear book out on mondae morning le.. hmm, managed to mit him on mondae... accompanied him to play computer games.. seriously.. first time enjoying the game so mych wid him.. =) hahas.. realli enjoying ourselves.. but after tat, he going out le.. so do i.. din stay overnite tat dae.. er.. he asked mie to.. but i din.. as i haf my plans wid my frens le.. so din.. afterall he going out wid his frens.. he will also asked mie to leave loh.. hahhas, so neber mind nor.. mondae still went back to school to SPRING CLEANING the Co-Op shop.. little laming.. =x aniwae, around 10 plus morning jiu leave le.. haf lunch den go over dear's place le..

tuesdae.. werk at HQ .. den actualli going to dear's place de.. he going out wid his fren.. kind of help his fren to do things.. hmm, wanted to bet on the soccer on tat nite de.. asked dear's permission.. o well, he dun let.. nvm lar.. i jus din get to see him.. din realli tok to him too.. miss him lots.. but we played games in the nite together.. =D 1st time in the game, his tone is kind of not bad huh. hahhas, i tink i learnt alot tat nite.. seriously.. seems tat i koe quite a few new heros of the game =D went bugis wid my frens too, bought the stuffs i nid too +)

wednesdae.. he booked in the morning le.. orites, he did sent sms to mi to tell mi.. bt then, we din sms or calls each other at all.. i guess he's busi wid his duties again bahs.. hais.. went HQ to werk again.. den went fer hospital appt on my skin de.. den actualli going to kbox wid frens de.. well, no one kinda interested.. so din go.. ended up, haf dinner and crapped together..

and now, tis timing i m blogging.. hahhas, kind of weird timing. werking at HQ again later.. 8.50am haf to reach.. werking til wad time i also dunno.. luckily i haf the werk to kip myself occupied. if nt, .. *.*

orites, i dunno wad will happen later.. jus hope tat he will find mie bah.. i miss him~ i jus got to wait until he book out again.. i also dunno if fridae i going over his hse anot.. i dun wish later again like tat 2 dates... suddenly gt meet up wid his frens.. i dun like him to ask mie to go home jus fer the sake of he can kind of go meet his frens.. =x

8th July is mie and his 2months le.. i hope we realli can like 'celebrate' or jus even to spend time together.. hope he wun disappoint mie bah~ fridae i haf MINDs.. i doubt i m going bah.. dun feel like going.. tis mondae to thursdae din sleep well le.. i wish to sleep longer on fridae morning.. so i dun wan to go MINDs.. den the most noon time, i can go over to his house loh.. i also dunno~ if going over, spending fridae nite, saturdae nite and sundae nite at his place.. 0.o 3 nites.. and mondae morning he booking in again le. he said he will bring mie out coming week.. bt i guess its hard, he got his NS.. unless he take leave bah.. but hard? i also dunno.. i dun wish to see disappointing stuffs..

i alreadi bought the 2month anni prezzie fer him le.. din intended to buy actualli but he gave mie an idea, so i bought it~ hope he will like it bah.

dear, i miss euu lots* i miss ur hugs and kisses..
='(

there's alwaes 2 kinds of people who treat r/s differently.
1. Love more than the other
2. Love less than the other

well, i classified myself in the 1st one whereby i dunno where's his. but i hope his to be in the 1st one too~

dear, i lurve euu~

i m baq blogging le.. todae ish saturdae.. din go aniwhere... went to dental appointment onli.. hafen been using the com in the nite fer daes ler... been veri tired.. so din use the com.. 1 week plus din play game wid dear too.. hmm, i too lazi to play + i m too tired to do so.. everydae not enuff sleep..

aniwae, managed to meet dear on thursdae fer a short while nia.. went over his place.. accompani him to watch vcds.. wanted to take a nap at his place de.. bt i m wearing uniform.. dun wan to crump my uniform.. so din loh.. nothing mych.. we din tok mych too.. jus alone accompani him to watch vcds.. even in the nite, we din tok.. i m too tired, he's playing his game.. den fridae morning he book in again.. usualli when he books into camp, he will sms mie de.. he din todae.. kind of worries abt him nor.. tat's was fridae.. fridae onli managed to cor him to ask him something den he sent 1 sms to mie.. and tat's all le.. i will understand dat he got duties.. bt sometimes, i will ask myself, is he tat busi dat he cant even send a sms.. hmm, tat's a question mark to it.. we din realli chat too.. todae, sent him quite a number of sms, no replies at all.. orites, he's busi.. hope when he book out, we will haf more time le bahs.. afterall, im hafin holidaes now.. he told mi, we will meet next week.. hope comin week we will realli meet up, haf some chat or something..

went dental appointment todae.. teeths hurts nw.. back ferever pain.. fer no reason.. so sian~ todae 1st July le.. 7 more daes ish mi and dear's 2nd month anniversary le.. wad shld i buy fer him? or wad shld i get fer him?






ciaosz~





missing euuuuuu

o.o

days since i updated.. haha~ hmm, spent my weekends at dear's place.. on sundae, got to go home le.. kind of dun wan lar. hahas.. cus miss him.. but i still haf to go home.. next dae gt school de..

hmm, kind of not enuff sleep at all.. everydae so tired.. din play game liao.. but still not enuff time to sleep.. tis whole weeks is not free at all.. whole week got test.. todae jus cleared one of the test.. still got 3 test to go.. hmm, so busi week.. wednesdae i got nite shift.. den thursdae got meet the parent session fer year 1.. den i m the program organizer.. -.- staying baq in the nite again.. den fridae.. got to go to simei fer some roadshow or something.. den weekend shld b free bah..

dear's side also veri busi in his camp.. doubt he can apply his leave to accompani in the weekends le.. but still, i hope miracle to appear!! hahas~ aniwae, i koe he wun read my blog de.. he's nt tat kind.. so neber mind bah..



i miss my dear lotsssssss..
i lurve my dear to bitsssss..



aniwae.
ciaosz~

o.o

been so long since i update.. veri long time le.. hmm, now in the school.. suddenly wan to update.. previously lazi to update... my frens all also not updating their blog de.. haha~ FRENS, UPDATE YOUR BLOG**

mie and dear in good terms.. =D he's willing to accompani.. actualli tmr will be going to fren's bdae party.. den now ish, he sae he wan to accompani to my cousin's school's concert.. ^^ so nice.. cus actualli not going de.. den he sae he wan to accompani mie.. he also said dat he wish to take leave next weekends to accompani mie wor. haha~ so good.. ^^

orites, kind of lazi to blog le..
going to dear's house tonite til sundae lohh ^^



lurve him too bits~


^^

i m baq blogging once again.. thursdae jus finished two of the competition presentation.. wondering if we will get in anot. but now, dun wan to put so mych hope on it 1st.. jus in case, the more expectation i put in, the more disappointment i will haf in it.. after the presentation, went to haf lunch with huimin,weilin,xuelin,chaolin and junkang.. den after lunch, guess too tired le.. i also gt no wae to go.. plus carrying labbie around, plus back pain.. so did not haf ani plans after that.. all jus went off le.. mie, xuelin and weilin took bus while the rest took mrt baq.. as fer mie, i went to dear's place.. meet up wid him.. er, kind of happie.. cus i can be in his arms.. =D when i reached, he's hafing his game half wae.. so see him play finished his game.. den he accompanied mie to watch vcd.. den half wae the movie he went to play his game again.. cus i told him i watched before liao.. bt as fer mie, i continued to watch the movie.. until it finished..

after the movie, i went over to see him.. awhile later, i went baq to his room.. went to sleep.. until he came in.. saw mie sleeping.. so jus told mie to sleep nor.. he's sweet.. jus lurve him to bits.. he gave mie 'goodnite' kiss on mui forehead too.. so i went to sleep.. until again, he came in.. and it was like i slept fer about one hour plus le.. den he asked mi fer dinner.. den i jus woke up, and haf dinner.. den din sleep liao.. he also ask mie not to sleep so long, if not, in the nite cant sleep.. in the nite, den decided not to go home.. as the next dae nothing impt.. dun nid to go to school. so stayed overnite at his place..

fridae morning, woke up.. helped him in preparing his army uniform.. i guess both of us are tired.. realli tired bah.. i was like.. almost couldn't wake up.. den kip wan to sleep lohh, den ended up, i forced myself to wake up.. cus i haf to wake him up.. if nt, i scare he will be late fer army.. den went off le.. he took his mrt to camp, and i took mine to home.. reached home, jus called him to tell him i reached home liao, so i jus go to sleep le.. cus he also asked mie to go sleep as everytime i not enuff sleep.. den woke up around in the noon, den went to see doc in the noon, cus sick again.. cough plus no voice.. after seeing doc.. went out to orchard wid huimin and chaolin. went to haf pepper lunch. hahha, so cool.. first time eating.. but it was like, heaven.. hahha.. veri nice loh.. =D i wan to go baq again.. so slack around in orchard.. until we decided to go fer kbox.. den i called up dear, tell him about it.. den we sang until around 3am.. and went home after the session.. den i sms-ed dear to tell him about it.. den he no reply.. cus he sleeping.. until around.. 530am lidat.. he replied.. he woke up le.. i was jus about to sleep onli. den sms about 2 messages.. we din sms le.. i went to sleep.. guess he went to do his stuffs.. i woke up sms him again.. er, as usual bah.. he too busi i guess. but i miss him!

sometimes, when i am at his house, i got a feeling of not going home.. i wish to be with him whenever i can.. whenever he is out of camp. although sometimes i feel tat at his place i got nothing else to do, but at least.. i gets to see him.. ^^ hahas... sometimes u guys may tink tat i m foolish.. but i can sae tat i sense his love fer mi alreadi.. =D

orites, i shall stop here liao.. going out le.. got to go prepare le =)

takecare all and dun fall sick like mie. =x

so long din blog le.. once again, i m here to announce tat i m once sick again.. hahaha! er, i also dunno wad happened.. going no voice.. thursdae hafing the presentation le.. two presentations at a time.. time slot is like, 1210pm and 1220pm.. no break at all.. after the whole 1st presentation, the 2nd presentation will jus start off straight ler.. now my throat starts to pain le. realli no voice ler.. sae good luck to my team members bah.. haha~ i tink workload over le.. plus no enuff sleep.. sick sick sick.. also sian..

i lurve my dear to bits.. cant wait to see him on thursdae.. i going over to his house after my whole presentation. he agreed to accompani mie to watch vcd.. =) veri happie.. but at the same time, he also veri angry wid the stuffs i suffered.. he wans mie to quit my cca.. but ended up, he said he will stand by mie =) and support mie all wae.. Thanks alot dear.. i realli know you meant good fer mie..
aniwae, i jus lurve him to bits ^^

nothing mych fer mie to blog too.. i jus wan to rest.. i wan to spend time with my frens and dear..
i dun wan to sick again..
ai yo~

hmm, yesterdae reached dear's place. kind of getting wid the family members well le.. reached his place, accompanied his family fer dinner.. den back to home le.. rest awhile.. wanted to sleep le. haha, den ended up.. was playing dota wid him.. my labbie ish damn lag.. dunno why.. so jus played wid it.. hopefulli it is not laggy animore..cause i jus done defrag.. not realli a complete one.. but i wan to defrag again next time if i haf to.. =D

now, blogging using labbie.. brought labbie to his place.. jus now morning playing dota with him.. he very earli wake up de.. dunno why.. so went he woke up, den dota le.. but i jus continue my sleep.. kind of tired lar.. sometimes, i wonder if i did realli sleep.. haha~ =D oh ya, giben him the present tat i buy fer him le.. ^^ his mom also bought a wallet fer him.. dunno wad he's going to do with the wallet.. he did not sae anything.. neber mind, he koes my sincerity i jiu happie le. ^^

now he's playing game.. dota.. i din play.. kind of wan to sleep mode le.. haha~ mayb too lazi liao.. but he enjoys playing his game. hmm, also dunno why.. whole dae play will sian de bah... but he wun de.. =x he probie le.. another probie found! hahah ~ wanted to post pictures de.. now finding it too lazi. not going to post le..

shall stop here le..
tonite i going home le.. tmr working.. after work, coming his place.. =D den morning going home, den noon going to school.. evening going gym/ running wid cousin bah~

tata~ =D

todae ish mie and dear's 1 month ler... din happened anithing mych.. we were busi nor.. he's in camp.. i m in school busi wid projects.. BUT, no worries.. i got him something.. hopefully, he will use it.. and like it bah~ =D most importantly, i hope he wun sae i wasting money on him wor.. but tat's the gift i wan to get fer him ^^ also wan his wallet to last long nor.. cus his wallet torned le? hahas~ dear, i lurve euu ^^

now its time to post some pictures le.. =D


JunKang wid his balloon~ HAHA! at ITE roadshow @ Plaza Singapura =X


Huimin, avoiding 'killing rabbit' =S


Ice Kachang* o.0


tadaa~ it's her.. the mastermind of Ice Kachang.. [Poor kachang; next time order Ice Kachang without Ice ok?]


orites, tat's all folks.. go gaming liao =D

hi all.. i m finalli back blogging again.. its been daes since i lasted blog.. todae.. fun dae? slack dae? tired dae? i dunno which one actualli.. crapped with teachers.. talked to teacher about my cca thingy.. things haf been running out of hands le.. no one can control anymore.. i dunno wad will happen.. many things seems cant be settled.. after school, hafing night duty todae.. so now blogging while i doing my night duty.. jus now.. in the shop.. got hamsters.. er, its like.. i scared of it.. den i run fer my life.. din koe.. i fall down.. den my back hurts now.. knee-cap red red le.. den elbow got bruise.. hais.. den i kip complaining my back hurts.. ai yo~ but ok lar... neber mind.. as long as it will not kill me jiu ok liao.. wondering if todae i will be playing dota wid dear anot..

dear and i are running smooth bah.. decided not to go to huayi's dinner ler.. going to dear's place on friday nite.. overnight at his place.. todae ish 5th June 2006.. 3 more days to mie and dear's 1month anniversary.. =D awaiting fer the dae.. dear asked mie to cor him when i reach home.. den i din sms mych le.. cus saving bill =D nothing happen bah.. =)


one last thing to sae,


MY BACK HURTS!!!!





i lurve clement lim ^^

Happy 18th Birthday, ChaoLin a.k.a Eeyore~



todae.. veri veri tired.. seriously tired.. yesterdae nite play dota wid dear~ =) so happie.. he will play with mie leh.. =) hees.. ^^ den slept at about 2.45am lidat.. woke up at 6.30am.. veri veri tired... den attended lessons as usual.. brought chaolin's birthdae present todae to school.. bought it yesterdae.. er, its an eeyore.. hmm, mayb i will update the pictures next time.. veri tired now ler.. den wanted to hold onto the present until the lessons over de, who koes.. met him on the same bus.. no choice le. hahha, gabe him the present earli in the morning le.. =) hopefulli he had a different birthdae tis year~ =)

after school, called up dear, confirm everything wid him.. orites, went to his place.. reached his place at around 3pm.. so tired.. at tat time alreadi veri veri tired le.. den went over his place, lurve him to bits.. realli~ i can sense his care fer mie.. his lurve fer mie.. =) hahahs, ^^
den at around 5plus bah.. i doze off on his shoulder.. cause realli veri tired le.. its a blissful thing to do it nor` hahas ^^ then he asked me to go to his room to sleep.. i wanted to do so, but i din.. cus i about to leave his place le.. cus meeting chaolin and huimin fer dinnner.. chaolin's birthdae mah.. so haf to go fer dinner.. if nt, birthdae veri meaningless le.. took alot of the fotos lar.. will update it when i haf the time..

took cab home, on the wae mah.. cus chaolin wan to take cab, so took it.. =) hahah! reached home, veri tired.. realli veri tired.. den called dear, talk to him awhile, later hafing game wid him.. den doze off again.. luckily remember to woke up.. if not die le. haha!


wanted to take foto wid dear de.. den, ferget again.. told him jus nw.. den haf to wait another 1 week le.. o.0 so long~ but he's willing to take wid mie ok! hahah! but cannot post online.. he dun like.. so sad about it~ hees~!



i lurve clement lim to bits~ ^^

jus read yongkun[dabao]'s blog; grabbed from his blog.. find it meaningful~
As it follows..


When a girl cries it doesnt mean she's weak
If a girl cries in front of u..it means that she couldnt take it anymore.If u take her hand, she would stay with u for the rest of ur life.
If u let her go, she couldnt go back to being herself anymore.

A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person whom she loves the most, she becomes weak.
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves u the most, she puts down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please hold her hands firmly,coz she's the one who is willing to stay with u 4 for the rest of ur life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of u, please dont give her up,maybe bcoz of ur decision, u ruin her life.

When she cries rite in front of u, when she cries bcoz of u, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?
Think. Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,n front of u, AND bcoz of u? She cries not because she is weak.

She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity.
She cries...
Because crying silently is no longer possible,the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a burden to be kept inside.
Guys, Think about it..
If a girl cries her heart out to u..
And all because of u...
Its time to look back on wat u have done..
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may b too late for regrets,
It may b too late to say "im sorry"...

don always think u are right all e times,think carefully,everyone has a responsible for everything tat they did, she may do wrong.. who dosen't.. but who makes her do tat wrong..

a girl always need protectiona girl always need care a girl always need someone beside her to comfort her when she's sad a girl always need support when she's down all these needs r expected to come frm e guy tat she lovesand not frm frens who r always beside her. guys, don be too demanding. u might end up losin a girl tat u love e most in ur life.


read tis in school.. bloggin it wid labbie.. nothing mych to blog either.. i feel like meeting my dear.. he book out off his camp today le.. todae he's out of camp.. guess he's going in again on fridae morning bah.. realli miss him to bits.. how i wish we can go out together.. i dunno if the both of us will meet anot.. but i hope to meet out with him..

going to 2 weeks not meeting him le.. =(


baq blogging later bah~ cya around..

spent 10hours plus in the school todae.. er, not like studying todae.. keep run here and there.. so weird.. nvm, doin special project thingy aniwae.. todae jus completed my CCNA2 Final Exam.. gonna start CCNA3 Final Exam when its ready..

den jus now, received a call frem chaolin~ he got a seat at NYF le.. hmm, fer mine, i tink gone case le.. =x no notify at all~ i tink jiu suan le bah.. political issues.. i dun read it.. but if i get the chance to participate.. why not? but, hard.. cus tat day's interview, i got no voice to talk~ den interview was all about asking mie of political issues.. while chaolin's was like, nothing mych.. mostly about school stuffs.. so, cant blame.. jus hope fer the best bah..

if not, mie and him will be chiong-ing different stuffs le.. lidat i dun realli like.. its like doing things alone lidat.. hais, i dun like it. hope we will b chiong-ing the same stuffs bah.. =x


mie and dear mahh.. hees.. i lurve him to bits lar.. =D mie and him.. okay bah~ he's busying doing his duty.. hmm, hard to talk on the fone too~ i also dunno how to.. i dun wan later he duty we tok on the fone den kenna caught.. din talk to him fer days le.. until todae.. hmm, i tink will talk later bah.. i can sense his care fer mie.. realli~ i lurve him to bits.. *wiink*


mui lurve fer euu will neber change * i lurve clement lim !!!

hmm, din blog fer daes ler.. mie and dear are fine.. relationship are going smoothly fer the both of us.. pretty happie with all these daes.. but i wish to see him, meet him up.. then go out with him..

i m sick, he koes, he cares.. he showed his care and concern fer mie.. i sensed it.. though we dun realli tok wid each other on the fone, i can sense all his care and concern.. we still sms with each other.. er, still can feel the love frem each other.. =)

nothing mych happened aniwae..


went out on the saturdae.. spent around 80bucks fer shopping.. bought myself a pair of jeans skirt and a pair of jeans... met one of the seller who sell the jeans skirt de.. veri attitude.. but i like the skirt alot.. kinda shorter than usual de.. above knee lenght de.. =) like it alot.. *wink* den the jeans bought frem another shop de.. hmm, kind of like it too.. hahahs, looks like levis de jeans.. jus tat the brand is not.. hahah~ spent on tat 2 pair of jeans, my hart-ache.. sian, no money le.. haf to save up again le.. how i wish i will haf money.. i still haf things to buy for him..

awaiting 8th June 2006 ; 24 June 2006 =) *wink*



now blogging in school.. using labbie.. kind of boring.. hmm, yesterdae kelly and xuelin came over to see sick people.. =x LOL! slacked at my house.. watched finished singapore idol.. den they went off.. den haf my dinner..


nothing happenings.. jus swit fer mie and dear =)





still sick ; 1 week le... saddening.
LOL!

din realli wans to blog..

jus come baq to blog abt some things bah..

yesterdae.. onli 1 sms frem him.. no more.. no calls at all... i called him, bt he's on duty.. so did sae mych and jus hung the call.. in the nite, went fer mui interview at nyf.. dun haf voice to go actualli.. called up the in-charge. asked me, to either to b down tat veri dae or coming fridae.. den of cus i chose to go dwn on the veri dae.. den after the interview.. went to cineleisure.. watched movie wid my fren.. den reached home around 1am lidat..

todae, did not go to school.. approved leave.. so no nid to go.. tmr also approved leave.. but still haf to go.. cus tmr ish to take award.. so haf to go.. hahah! den.. dear called mi in the morning.. weee. *happie* and yesh, we kind of say things clear le.. we talked on the fone awhile.. he jus ended his duty tat's why.. i dunno why.. i jus simplyy lurve him to bits.. reali.. i veri happie tat he called mie.. and we did tok.. he asked mi to take care too.. he koe i sick.. den i tink if tmr ppl accompani mie, i going to c doc at poly clinci bah... if nt i not going to see doc le.. hahah.. no voice.. dry cough.. hate it the most.. illness better dun disturb my sleep.. =)
in the noon, we sms-ed each other awhile.. he asked mie hw i feeling.. =) at tat moment, realli v v happie.. i sensed his caring towards mie.. he said to mie, he koe he's not treating mie good, but den i dun mind.. i koe why all these happens.. frens around mie may tink tat i m foolish etc.. bt some things i will koe wad to do..

seriously speaking, who will wan their own bf/gf to treat them bad? all becus i love euu, i jus got to be understanding towards him.. isn't tis to b the wae? i believe dat he will b a veri veri good bf one dae towards mie..

all i nid ish to trust him... =)


my love fer you will never change..

i hartts clement lim^^

sick..



hais..




if one dae were to haf a choice, will u get dumped or will u dump someone?

mui answer ish, i will get dumped..
reason: i simplyy loveeee euuuu too mych~



i hartts clement lim <3

went werk todae.. little tired.. boring too.. hahah! missing dear of cus.. sms-ed him in the noon, bt no reply.. den little worried lar.. i mean, hw come whole dae din find mie at all.. so during the dinner time, made a call to him.. den saying he's busi.. so hang up, and get him to call mie baq again.. bt at the same time, i scare he wun gib mie the call baq.. luckily, he did lar.. hahah, little stupid lar. he told mie tat the one who answered mui call is nt him, ish he fren.. hahah, i din koe.. i tot ish him.. so chatted with him fer nearly half hour.. den we go do our own things le.. i listened to his voice, i veri happie.. hahah, i mean.. its nice to tok to him so mych.. den b4 i do closing fer mui shop.. woo, the next door owner said i slim down le.. =x hahah. cool! i wan more.. =x hahaha !

aniwae had an agreement.. =)
i will try mui best to slim dwn all the wae i can .. the ending date ish 29 august 2006..
if managed to slim dwn, den dear will also quit smoking le... =)

i mus realli slim down all the wae i can..

dear, i lurve euu
i hartt <3 clement lim***

i miss euu, dear~

baq bloggin again.. yesterdae v v tired.. reached home took a nap.. bt then, dunno why.. tink of dear.. den sms-ed him.. tell him i wan to go accompani him. den i wan to go over lidat.. actualli going out wid him de. bt den he dun wan.. din went out nor.. wondering when are we going out together again.. like window shopping etc.. bt he kip wan to stay at home de. yesterdae better.. din really veri bored at his place..

stayed overnite at his place.. tot of sending him to his camp de.. bt he din wan.. rejected me tis morning. i dunno why.. mayb becus morning, i almost fainted. den he dun wan bah? told mie to take care on mui wae home nor.. hmm, din had goodbye kiss wid him.. i wondering it shld b fine? sometimes, i realli dunno .. >.< reached home in the morning nor.. hmm, nothing mych happened aniwae... happie to see him lar.. his place.. haha, i dunno why.. at times, i din realli slp.. den finalli when i koe the correct place dat i can fall asleep. its time to wake up.. diao`
mayb next time i koe whr liao.. got to see him le.. bt next wk.. cant le.. no more le.. mondae n tuesdae he bookin out, bt i wun b able to c him, unless he come to find mie.. if nt, no more le.. cus those 2daes studying til late... so haf no choice.. sian` cant see him fer wk plus leh.. hais.. er, all da wae til last wk of may den can see him bah.. so poor thing.. dunno wad will happen..
always hope to haf good time wid him de.. =)

as usual, i missing his hugs and kisses
=)


i harrt clement lim!!!

long time din update le... think got quite a few daes ler.. 1st before i ferget.. THANKS to DEAR and KELLY for telling mie how to play dota~~ =) thanks lot.. hahha..

yesterdae i quite happie.. managed to tok to dear on the fone.. *hees..
swit~ wish to see him soon.. i wan to go out wid him.. he's now booked out le... at home, gaming.. mie here now blogging in school at this hour.. =x cus got nite shift. i wish to tok to him on the fone.. bt den, i tink he will b busi gaming bah.. hmm, dunno hw to approach him fer chat.. but at the same time, i dun wan to disturb his game.. hmm, tink about it bah.. but todae noon, he also got find mie chat.. hahah, i can sense switness in him.. realli~

hope tmr i going out wid him.. den thursdae go over his place.. den fridae morning can send him go in to camp.. lidat i jiu can see him le.. hope he wun reject mie nor... =x

orites, i m lazy to blog le..

one last thing..
i lurve clement lim to bits~ *wiink*

quite a few daes i since last blog.. fridae ish a public holidae.. dear come out of camp le..!! den after work, went homee... den slacked alittle.. went to angeline's house.. waited for dear's call den go over his house.. stayed over at his place on fridae, saturdae and sundae nor.. now blogging at mui house lar.. hahah, at his house, did nothing mych lar. onli see him play his computer games nor.. er, kinda of 1st time lidat go over his place.. so little weird.. he played his game, i sleep lor... most of the time ish lidat.. especialli ish sundae.. saturdae, realli veri tired.. slept on his computer chair while he is playing his game nor.. he said to mie tis todae, see , accompani me at home veri bored hor, cause he will kip play game de.. den i told him, its ok.. get used to it jiu ok ler.. haha! he also hartless lar.. =x din even bother to send mie off to take mrt.. onli send to the door step.. ok, its better den nothing lar.. he can dun send mie to his door-step de lor.. =x hahah.. his place.. alittle let mie cant get used ar... he gt a maid, and elder brother and both parents lar.. including 2 DOGS!!! orites, 1st dae at his place, kind of scare of the dogs... din dare to get near them.. den, now.. dare to touch them le.. din realli tok to them lar.. i also kind of paiseh.. so weird.. =x din realli haf maid to serve lidat de.. his house de, realli will serve lar..

tink his whole family members koe i m his gf le.. his mummy asked abt it too.. hmm, he admitted lar.. if not wad to sae.. hahaha.. somemore i sleep with him de.. i mean nite time lar.. hahah, same bed with him de.. moreover.. his bro n him same room... so see also koe.. =x

hmm, now baq at mui hse le.. i tink i will miss his hugs.. his hugs he gave mie when sleeping.. hahhaa, he holds my hands when sleeping too.. so cute and swit~ orites. i find it swit.. wonderin wad will happened tis round.. er, he going baq camp tmr le.. coming wkends not going to see him le.. so gonna work.. din werk on saturdae and sundae. shld werk de.. bt den wan to see him, so decided not to werk le.. so coming wkends, tink going werk le..dunno if he will, wan to mit mie? will he miss mie mar? =x




i harrt clement lim~!!!!!
missing his hugs and clement lim*** =P

orites.. remembering i last blogged tat i hope to haf the turn-over feelings.. i tink i made it le.. i finalli i understand the feeling le.. i koe how it feel ler.. i mean, i haf understand it le.. =)
thanks everything.. **

yesterdae nite, messaged dear, den i went to sleep ler.. den morning wake up.. OMG~~!! mui voice changed totalli.. erm, jus like i got no voice to talk.. luckily the nite before, bought barley.. gt herbal tea to drink nor.. den voice not so bad le.. attended lesson.. did everything.. guess wad, i got presentation jus now~ arghh! its a last minute lar.. got visitors.. sian` as there's three rounds of different batch of visitors.. den 1st 2 batches, throw to chaolin.. =x den last batch, he throw baq to mie.. =x i alwaes had stage fright de.. but jus nw was little ok lar.. nt tat.. =) den everything ends at 12pm lidat.. no lunch.. 12pm go fer CCA.. around one plus, went lunch wid mui frens.. after lunch.. wooh~ almost fever again.. like the last round.. luckily din le.. heng~

morning, around 830am, dear messaged mie.. =) so happie to see his message.. den he on duty le.. all the wae until 2plus he replied mui message.. told him how i feel fer the dae le.. cus at tat moment realli feel veri weak.. den we talked on the fone.. *wiink* he called mie.. hahah! finalli heard him calling mie dear le.. =x veri happie.. den after the fone chat, get mui frens to touch mui forehead if fever still on, den fren sae drop le.. better le.. hahah! she asked mie wad i did, i said i did nothing.. jus received call frem mui boifren.. so i got better le. =) evening, at around 6pm, called dear.. wake up call him.. i dun wish him to miss his dinner.. so din let him sleep more too.. cus his duty at around 7pm mah.. so we talked little while onli.. den off he go to prepare le.. the whole conservation ish swit~ =)

dear: wad i said to euu, i will make it.. trust mie.. =)

i harrts clement lim alwaes**
missing dear always~

wish to see dear soon** =)

haf been worrying yesterdae about some matters.. thanks, thanks to qiaoyu and kelly's accompani.. =) yesterdae nite tok on the fone wid dear fer about half hour bah.. he's so tired.. i can sense tat.. asked him to go sleep le.. den chatted wid angeline after tat until 12am bah.. den i also go sleep le..

den, morning.. sudden woke up at 4am in the morning.. den i told muiself i wan to gib him a morning call to him.. cus he gonna wake up at 4.30am to prepare himself fer camp.. but den, i din.. fall baq asleep again.. until 5plus, woke up again.. sms-ed him.. den he tot i woke up veri earli.. den i told him.. not realli.. cus its auto wake up de.. den fall baq sleep again, until 6.30am.. woke up to prepare muiself to go to school.. had little sms-es todae wid him.. in school.. on the wae to school.. but not mani.. however, they were sweet aniwaes.. =)

morning, stupid m1 barred mui outgoing calls.. til now, everything ish fine le.. waiting fer his calls and sms-es.. i dunno why.. i will tends to kip thinking of him.. i mean, i lurve his presence.. i dunno why.. i cant wait to see him again.. i hope i will be able to see him tis weekend.. aniwae, spent time blogging tis veri long le.. er, jus now tok onto the fone wid him le.. he called baq.. but now go fer his duty liao.. 10pm to 1/2am lidat.. hung up the call wid him.. i realli cant wait to see him..

oritees, life been little different le.. i got to get used to it tat he may not haf the time to spend with me.. his NS life.. he wan his private time too.. i m little cant turn over.. tat's the reason i tink so mych?

bless mie tat i can accept the turnover bah.. tmr will b a long dae le..

i m missing dear always..
missing his presence..
missing his love..
missing his care..

i love dear mych!!!

let mie blog wad happened to mie yesterdae before i continues todae's entry..

mondae o8.o5.2oo6
did not attend lesson.. cus been busi wid roadshows.. so tired.. luckily teacher gib us break? er, approval leave.. so din attend ani lesson yesterdae.. orites, in short.. been at home.. ahahaha.. been sleeping.. din get enuff sleep.. so been slping.. until 1430 den woke up le..den played computer games.. until 5plus.. went to prepare muiself fer the date wid him.. =) as meeting him at 7pm at PS.. ^.^
but, was little late.. initalli i was like so nervous.. hahah, realli.. i fear.. but, luckily he did not gib mie the attitude of wad i expected.. rather, he gave mie a mych pleasant feeling.. haha.. wun realli describe the details in details lar.. but if u wan to koe, pm mie bah.. in msn~ =) so after the meet up, we proceeded on fer movie.. cus i was late.. so alreadi got to go fer movie le.. everything ish so sweet.. den he said.. you should koe wad's mui answer le.. orites, i did koe.. but i wanted him to sae.. so, asked him to sae.. hahaha! however, he kind of shy.. hahaha! even asked mie, could i tell euu thru expression.. i told him, dun wan.. i wan to koe wad the answer frem his mouth.. haha, so he asked.. i wan euu to be mui girlfriend.. =) and here i m.. hahah, so we are together le.. =) pretty happie about it.. hopefulli tis will no longer b a dream animore.. so, after the movie.. we chatted.. and he sent mie home.. i sent him to the mrt station afterdat.. cus he din realli koe the wae.. on the wae sending him, saw mui brother.. i tink he saw it too bah.. reached home, din sae anithing.. onli a sentence to summarize the whole nite, i cant bear to part wid him.. i missing his compani.. and tat's abt it ler.. both of us beri tired.. he himself also beri tired.. i myself also tired.. so did not chat on the fone.. somemore i got school, he dun wan to tire mie out.. =)

tuesdae o9.o5.2oo6
woke up.. 1st thing.. he came into mui mind.. i miss him badly.. i messaged him in the morning telling him tat i going school le.. den he din reply at all.. so decided to make a call to him in the noon.. called him up, he said i m schooling, so din wan to disturb mie.. so after school den message him nor.. =) todae.. in school.. whole dae 3 different lessons, attended onli the 1st lesson.. and the last lesson.. den kind of skip the middle lesson.. busi in co-op.. whoosh~ veri busi.. so mani things to do.. as a chairman.. aiyah, jus a word.. stress ahh.. sian` hopefulli everything will be find bah.. i wish everything will be fine.. =)


tat's all folks..






I MISS EUU!!!!!!!!
irealli<3euuu!!!!!!

saturdae 06.05.2006
orites.. last entry blogged tat asked him to go to sleep.. so tat during the duty he wun feel sleepy. anithing was known yesterdae.. he din sleep at all.. if i koe he did not sleep.. i will tok to him.. aniwae, that was yesterdae.. =)

todae, morning woke up, went to plaza singapure.. fer IT roadshow.. little sian over there.. i dunno why.. i koe muiself too well le. kind of falling sick soon... aniwae, also quite boring over there.. had macdonalds fer breakfast and dinner fer crystal jade.. =) kind of hoping tat he will call mie lar.. den realli out of the sudden.. in the nite, 8plus... he realli called.. when i koee and saw his name, i was kind of happie.. *jump* told xuelin and huimin tat he called.. =) din wan people to disturb when i talking to him.. walked awae frem mui frens.. =) kind of sorry abt it ok? =P during the chat, talked alot.. he kind of lost confidenence in gers.. er, long story.. however.. i can understand him.. =) in between the chat, haf been calling him to wait. alittle sorrie abt it.. saw lijun todae.. er, xuelin's fren.. veri cute.. hahah, aniwae, after hanging up his call, i told him i will call him when i reach home.. den i dunno why.. kind of upset and worry abt him wor.. kind of affected.. den i wish to reah home asap.. so took cab home wid junkang and chaolin.. we shared cab.. =) i believe the cab fare should be cheap bah.. aniwae, when i reached home.. i quickly take a quick shower den call him le.. chatted again.. =) told him all mui feelings fer him ler.. kind of daring ehs? hahah! but seriously speaking, i felt more relieved alittle.. mayb i gt his little postive attitude.. i mean it was like, he din reject or anithing.. so i find it little relieved.. =) den he almost did not sleep todae again.. cus in the nite he got duty again leh.. luckily, after that told him to try to go sleep.. den we did not hang up the call, asked him to go sleep.. frem 11plus nite he slept lidat.. all the wae until 1230 morning, he woke up.. den we hang up suddenly.. after dat.. wanted to sms him de.. he sms-ed mie 1st.. =) he said, paiseh fer the sudden hang up..he got sleep.. thanks fer the accompani thingy.. saying he appreciate it.. asking mie to sleep earli.. cause he koe tmr morning i got to go fer roadshow again.. =) kind of happie.. he said he appreciate it too.. hopefulli when next time he cant sleep, i still can do the same things fer him.. try to ask him to sleep while i waiting fer him to sleep.. something lidat de.. dunno if anione understand wad i trying to sae anot.. cus i dun wan to c him w/o slp again to go fer his duty.. i dun wish him to injure himself..

tmr sundae le.. going fer roadshow again.. todae took cab down, tmr taking express bus down.. alone.. i hope i will not miss stop.. hahaha... i m a noob to orchard afterall.. =x again, tmr ish frem 10am to 10pm.. hope i wun be so tired bah.. also hope tat he will still gib mie a call.. serious..

about the outing wid him rite? he actualli asked again todae.. kind of sincere huh? but i scare he will tire himself out.. i mean he is booking out on tat dae leh.. i also dunno.. dunno if still going anot.. i will let him decide.. as fer mie, i confirm going le.. unless he wan to cancel it off.. =x hopefulli he wun bah.. but also little fearful to meet him.. hopefulli everything will b orites.. and wun be hafing weird feelings bah..








I REALLY LOVE EUUU!!!
`missing euu badly..






PS: Jus confirmed, mondae's meeting wid him is as usual =) *happie*

todae morning did not go to school.. went to the interview straight..
interview.. tensed up.. realli.. hopefulli everything went smoothly.. =)

jus now, in the nite, he called mie.. asked why am i stress nowadays.. cus i finding him to chat those daes.. telling mie sorry cus he's not free.. den chatted..

he's funni.. i find it sweet? LOL! he asked mie to check online wad movies are dere on the comin mondae.. den, he asked mie wad movies are nice nowadays.. den i sae.. i dunno. he said he also dunno.. den i helped him to check.. den he said.. eh. tis movie nice rite? den i said i dunno, u are the one watching.. den he sae, i m going to watch wid u mah.. =x w0w.. hahah, stunning.. i find it sweet.. din expect tis will happened.. den mie and him will confirm things later daes.. den said he wan to sleep ler.. later waking up at 11plus fer duty.. hmm, he's cute? he called mie soon after hung.. said cannot sleep.. but i asked him to go sleep.. lidat better.. if not, he will be veri tired de..




=) veri happie actualli.. *sweet*
hope tis ish not a dream ``




I LOVE EUUU!!!
`missing euu badly^

thursdae 04.05.2006
orites, attended pre-interview.. tmr ish the BIG DAY! veri nervous now.. seriously.. feeling troubled too.. hais, i nid a listening ear badly.. wad can i do?

the routine stuffs..
the interview..
the co-op..
the roadshow..
the nyf thingy..

i wish to take a break.. i realli wish to get things done.. i dun wan last min stuffs.

hais, wad's going on on the earth? wad's the feelings? can i koe?
who going to rescue me?
make mie free.. make mie feel okie..

ani kind soul..?


please tell mie if i am thinking too mych about mie and euuu
but still..
wad i haf in mind are true..
euu koe how i feel it..
wad about euu?
if the feelings ish not rite, please tell mie..



I LOVE EUUU!
`missing euu badly*




falling sick`

din blog fer a dae.. let mie recap..

tuesdae 02.05.2006
din sleep well.. slept at 5.30am.. woke up at 7.45am.. went to school.. almost late fer school.. oh ya, its the 1st dae of school reopening.. din realli happened mych in school.. din attend lessons fer the whole dae.. was been excused frem lessons due to CCA stuffs.. aniwae, went to school frem morning around 9am all the wae until 9.45pm.. realli a whole dae in school.. 12 hrs lidat.. so busi.. so tired.. got selling of school pe attire.. den all the wae.. nite shift.. so busi.. cleared up the whole shop.. i hope nothing will goes wrong animore.. den, koe wad.. got glass cracked.. or should i sae.. accident.. den pieces of glass on the floor.. in order to clear up, i kenna cut by the glass pieces.. its so painful.. the blood kip flowing non-stop fer awhile.. luckily, it stopped then.. to mui surprise, he sms-ed mie, called mie.. due to mie busi, i did not pick up.. i returned his call when i m free.. we chatted alot.. he asked mie how am i doing etc.. i told him alot of stuffs... well, one thing fer sure is, he koe i <3 him.. yesh, its him.. he koe i m jealous over things too.. he asked mie not to tink too mych.. aniwae, its alot of things.. he even asked mie to sleep earli, telling mie good nite.. at the moment when he tell mie good nite, i sensed the sweetness.. i m veri happie.. yet, at the same time, i m scare tat the feeling is fake.. hopefulli not bah.. though he koes tat i <3 him.. bt he did not sae anithing.. i mean, he did not even ask mie to gib up.. hmm, pretty happie to koe about tis.. he koe tat i cut mui finger.. den, he asked mie to take care.. alot of things said.. sweet stuffs i shld said.. bt, i dunno if mie and him will proceed further anot.. of course, i hope so.. seriously, i wish too.. i dunno why.. i realli miss him badly.. i had a good sleep.. and, realli.. all thanks to him.. tat's the dae about yesterdae nor..

todae 03.05.2006
i m veri veri tired.. veri veri busi i shld sae.. i dunno why.. school alot things got to do.. i got to hand up an essay to mui teacher veri soon.. i mean, its like.. tonite? and i hafen started.. hai, veri tired too.. wish to sleep.. at the same time, i miss him.. i wish to chat on the fone wid him.. he's playing game rite now.. does he haf the time to tok on the fone with mie? i miss his voice le.. but, will we be toking on the fone tonite? i dunno.. usualli he's out of camp, mie and him din tok on the fone de.. one fine thing tat i koe, i m currently hafing stress bah.. i dunno why.. CCA stress, Schoolwork stress.. got to attend an interview on coming fridae.. and i haf to b prepare by tmr.. wad can i do? and todae i got to hand up an essay.. hai..

can anione rescue mie?



miss euuu
realli <3>




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我想你...

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went work.. yesterdae couldn't sleep at all.. so tired todae.. totalli in a lost mind.. thought of mani mani things.. tink of him again.. think of the past wid him.. totalli cannot sleep.. hais..

todae at werk.. cannot make it bah..
but qiaoyu, xuelin and kelly came to find mie.. of cus, mui mind still wonders.. cannot help.. they came to mui rescue.. luckily, they came..

dunno wad to blog..




one word
i miss him badly..



new month, new worry..
*sigh*

new month beginss le.. 3am soon, yet.. i hafen sleep.. later gonna go work.. hafen sleep.. letmie blog about ytd's stuffs before i continue bah..

sundae 30.4.2006
woke up little tired.. sleep like din sleep at all.. actualli ish quite tired.. i dunno why.. mayb mui mind did not rest at all bah.. as usual, before sleep did some normal routine.. woke up, went work.. workplace, little busi i shld say.. been toking on the fone on mui free time.. cus, been busi-ing doing schedules fer school.. chatted on the fone wid quite a number of people.. but not wid him at all.. something similar happened todae.. shld not blog abt it.. but i wish to share with him.. when's the approperiate timing? its been daes we haf last chatted i guess.. a real chat .. its been daes.. the last chat was 3daes ago or more? missing him lar.. i wun fool muiself dat i din miss him.. its not saying not possible... mayb i choose to hold on bah.. so anithing, blame on mie bah..

todae 1.5.2006
new month begins le.. wondering wad will happen between mie and him.. realli... its a new month.. he been out of camp since fridae i guess.. but onli seen him once online on msn.. din chat too.. after tat, din see him online le.. wad's he doing? went out wif frens? if tat's the case, i will b relieved.. bt.. is he? i dunno, no one koes.. i dunno how to ask him abt it too.. he also din contact mie.. has he forgotten mie? hopefulli nope.. i miss the daes tat we had.. did he had his new love? even if he has, i hope to koe.. mayb tat's the time i shld realli gib up bah..
i .. ..


wish to tok to him, chat wid him.. when is the correct time to tok to him?
i m missing him..
i m thinking of him..




anione coming to mui rescue?




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missing euu badly` =((