I'm APPRECIATED!

*Clear throat*

Once I blogged about my first cash-out, the unique visits shoots up to 61 again! :D
I'm truly happy about it!

*grins grins*

Next thing, when I look at my Nuffnang on where did my unique visits come from, this is what I've got in one of the days.




Though I'm a Singaporean, but I've noticed that my visitors mostly from Malaysia. No fear, I would still like to say a BIG Thank YOU! :D

Alright. That's it for this post.

I'm appreciated!

THANK YOU!

:D

My first cash-out from Nuffnang!

It's another Sunday.

One week have passed.

I'm here blogging again. This whole week is just a tiring week for me.
I've to submit reports, projects.

In the hand, I have 3 pending projects..

1) NVST - Hacking
2) NSS - Prevent Hacking
3) NWP - Network and Protocols

Due to submitting of reports, I lost my 1GB thumbdrive at my school library during one of the weekdays. I guess, this is a good excuse to get myself a 2Gb thumbdrive? Thumbdrive is light. :D But portable hard disk is good. :) I've got myself 2 portable hard disk already. I'm still thinking, should I get a new thumbdrive?

Apart from this, my end of module exams are coming up very soon. This also means that my 21st Birthday is coming too. I wonder.

During my Saturday, I've attended two 21st birthday celebrations. One is Perlin, my ex-working colleague Another is Shu Chun, my primary school classmate. Both celebrations held at the same day,19th July, same timing 6.30pm with two DIFFERENT venues, 1) Bukit Batok 2) East Coast Chalet.

At Bukit Batok.
She had 2 BBQ pits and a catering buffet. :) BF and I reached early. During the visit, I saw many of my working colleagues too. We stayed until 7.30pm, and went off to another destination, East Coast Chalet. Before we leave, we managed to take 2 pictures with the birthday girl. :)

At East Coast Chalet.
Reached at only about 9pm, I think. As usual, the journey is long. MRT-ed to Bedok and cabbed into the chalet. Met the old friends, but not my primary school friends at all. I thought I would have saw them at the chalet. 3 of them told me that they will be coming down, but when we reached, called them up, but none of them answered my calls, replied my sms. =/ In the end, did not turned up at all. =( In any case, managed to catch up the cake-cutting ceremony. :) Took picture with the birthday girl only. Reason? She's drunk. =/ Kinda disappointed. But, we still self-entertained ourselves. :) Left the place at about 11.15pm. Missed the last train back to Jurong. Ended up, bus-ed home myself from Bedok Interchange to Jurong. Then cabbed back to my home from Jurong. BF? He mrt-ed to Tampiness, cabbed back to his home. I managed to reach home at only 1.20am in the morning. =\

Lazi in bed all the way until 11am. Then prepared myself for work and did some housechors. Then I realized that, my 21st birthday is coming less than a month. Lunar 7th month is also coming soon. Regarding my birthday, seriously, I have nowhere to plan for. I do not know how would I want to celebrate. I'm thinking of celebrating in the Cruise. I'm not sure. Maybe remain in Singapore, and not going anywhere.

Anyway, I'm blogging in the office. ONE BIG NEWS!
I've CLICK ON "Cash-out my earnings"
My first CASH OUT after 9 months.

Look at this.



In any case,
What should I do for my 21st celebrations?

All suggestions are welcome.
Use the tag-board, haloscan OR email me at qingxia@gmail.com

Thank you.

It's time for dinner. :)

Yups, dinner at office desk ALONE.
but BF came just now to deliver dinner to me, and went off for dinner with his friends.
=(

My Previous Post

Regarding my previous post, I talked about my cousin. Actually, I'm not insisting on her to LISTEN to my advices. Is more onto the way 'rejecting' or should I say attitude? From the beginning of our conversation, I have no intention of her that "she is arrogant", but she thinks it that way. And for me putting a post up here DO NOT EVEN meant that I'm disgracing her or something. Is just that afterall blogs is for personal views and opinions right?

Some people will think that putting some posts up here is a big deal like insulting/ disgracing. I guess we have our human rights too. As long as not political/ stuffs like we might get ourselves into troubles, we will have our human rights.

Next thing up..

I've been using Nuffnang's innit for my recent post. However, I've noticed something regarding my nangs. I have been inniting my post for 3 times. Out of the 3 posts, I found out 2 of my post have been danged by the same person for the conservative 2 days.

click to enlarge the pictures


once.


twice.

I hope there will not be a thrice. BUT! I think the thrice is coming up after I posted it up and when the person sees it. And, I've checked, he's a Malaysian! :D

Oh YAH!
My unique visitors came from various of country, such as, Hong Kong, Singapore, Malaysia and United States!

And let alone only for my previous post, I've got myself a 61 unqiue visits a day! I guess this is the highest record I have ever get.



Yesterday, I'm dropped dead. I woke up late for work. Supposely to wake up at 5am, but woke up at 5.21am. With that timing, means I cannot take public transport to work anymore. I will have to take cab. So, I decided to give myself a little more sleep to 5.35am. :D
Then cabbed to work, cannot claim. :( (or I don't know that I can claim.)
Then after work, BF came to fetch me home. Due to some reasons, we cabbed back to my home. Then we mrt-ed to Sim Lim Square to get his USB Fan for his laptop so that his laptop can survive even longer. :) Cheap deal for the USB fan, only $8.90 with STRONG wind.
Then we mrt-ed to Pasir Ris for QiaoYu's 21st birthday celebration at Downtown East Chalet. :) Met some of the friends, did not say much but say a Hi. :) Just in time attended the cake-cutting ceremony and had little bites. We stayed for about an hour and we left. Took picture with birthday girl of course, but picture is not with me yet. And yes! You did not see wrongly. Is PICTURE without the 'S' behind. Too busy for more photos I guess. :) And seriously I thought I could see my Secondary School friends, but ended up, more of my ITE friends. Haha! So we went to WhiteSand for toilet-breaks. Then BF surprised me with sushi-s for my breakfast for today. :) Then we mrt-ed back to Jurong East then he went home. Immediately when I've got home, it's already nearly 12am! And straight after wash-up, I dropped dead on my bed without turning on my laptop already. I woke up at 4.50am this morning to prepare myself to work. I'm just plain lazy to stand throught-out the whole of my journey. (I'm supposed to head to Tanjong Pagar for work) I took the train to Boon Lay and then stayed in train then go to Tanjong Pagar for work. LOL!

Summarize: I'm just very tired.

I thought I would have nap awhile in office, but I did not.
Afterall, I'm a GOOD worker. :D

Nuffnang!

Before I were to go any further, I would say that I've changed my blogskin. :)

I guess somethings happened between my cousin and I. :)

Just that she wanted some advices regarding her DPA (Direct Poly Admission). So I told her what I've seen etc. I told her the facts that many of my friends chosen the course and cannot get into it at all.

I've mentioned to her that in order to choose a course,

1) choose a course that you can get into, and confident about it.
2) choose something that interest you.
3) look out only for the further pay in the future.

So, I have given her examples of what happened to my friends. But she thinks that I'm pouring cold water on her. Therefore, for one who gave advice to and get such replies, these are what happened next.

I told her off. I told her to think whatever way she wants, told her that I'm just telling the facts telling her my advices. From start she wanted advices, I spent the time giving her, but she doesn't want to listen at all, what's the point of wasting my time? I mean it's like, if you want to ask for advice, you will bound to listen to things that you might not want to listen at all. If from the beginning you wanted to listen to something that you like, then don't seek people for advice and maybe seek the closest friend or BF that will always give you positive advices. Get my meaning?

I'm just plain too angry with her attitude. So she left me with, "im just saying that i have faith in myself more than your friends. im just letting you know. you are saying as if im some arrogant shit. nvm forget it.bye"

With that, she went offline and my blogskin got removed by her. Not that she had the password of my blogger, just that the blogskin is she created for me and the pictures and everything is with her, she removed the picture.

And these have summarized why did I changed a 'new' blogskin. I went to search for the skins, but nothing that interest me. Therefore, I edited here and there to become my own blogskins. :D

Next thing on hand, I realised that not many people know what's Nuffnang. Perhaps, Nuffnangers do not feel strange about this issue at all. However, some people still do.

Basically, from what I know, Nuffnang actually gives the opportunity for bloggers to earn cash in both Malaysia and Singapore by giving you Ads on your blog. :) Not only that, they connects all the bloggers in both Malaysia and Singapore together who loves to blog and share their different views with us. They also have features such as "Featured Blogger", "Featured Advertiser", "Contests" and lots more to name. Nuffnang have organised events such as Family Day Out, Kidz Walkz, the latest Nike + Human Race and lots more events to be named. Nuffnang might occaissionally "forgets" to give you Ads but Nuffnang will not intentionally "forgets" you. Even though Nuffnang have thousands over members in their database, but I believe, Nuffnang will never forget about us!

So people out there, interested to get real know about Nuffnang?
Visit http://nuffnang.com.sg for Singapore. Or http://nuffnang.com.my for Malaysia.
Alternatively, you may wish to know more what's going on when you have signed up, visit Nuffnang's FAQs at http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/blogger-faq for more details.

In case you guys may not know how's the web page looks like, it's like this. :D

(For Singapore)


(For Malaysia)


And, it's late now.
Time for bed.

Early bird for tomorrow. =(
I've got to wake up at 5am for work. =(

INTO Malaysia tomorrow!

I wanted to update more.
But, suddenly, the feeling is gone.

In anyway, I'm heading to Malaysia tomorrow again :)



That's all for now.

Before I end, look at this CUTE report. :)



This was reported long ago when I saw it on the newspaper.
But just did not have the time to blog only.

:)

Malaysia Trip :D

I received a bouquet of bears from BF :D
He said, it was Part 1 of my Birthday present. :)
Check this out.





Accompanied BF for lunch. Waited for the food like 40 minutes long?! (Mind you, there isn't really a long queue ahead at all) Lesson was at 1pm. Food came at 12.40pm at IMM. I was plain lazy to go school already. So, I 'psycho' BF not to go school as I will be carrying the bouquet of bears to class, which will get attention from people. But then, main reason is PLAIN LAZY. So, BF suggested to go Malaysia for shopping. I was tempted by him. I said, "Ok, let's go in." After few minutes of discussion, he called up his mom, surprisingly, he was allowed to go out of Singapore. :) There goes our 1st virgin trip out of Singapore together. :) I'm happy + excited. After having his meals, we planned to go back and get our passports. :D

Before leaving the restaurant, I took a picture of my bears and I.



After getting the passports, we met again and headed into Malaysia. Malaysia sound nice yea, just only hanging around at Johor Bahru. LOL! We bought many things. I'm going in again with another friend, this Friday. :D Before we left, we had dinner at Secret Recipe. Their pricing is exactly the same as in Singapore. You know, in Singapore, we can have meals for up to SGD$40 for 2 heads. But in Malaysia, we spent RM40 for 2 heads. Imagine how is it cheaper compared to Singapore? BF and I suggested to come in Malaysia for dating. :D Haha! At least for dinner :)

Below is BF at Malaysia's Secret Recipe in action!





Oh ya! I forget to mention this, I bought myself bracelet for RM20 :) But unfortunately, it was broken up into 2 pieces. BUT BUT BUT! I repaired it myself perfectly. Now is back on my wrist again! :D

My dear BF, I hope we will have more time spending together.
I always dislike the feelings of department.
I want to travel to Malaysia with you again!

After much saying, I should have end here now. :)
Next time, anyone want to go Malaysia? My friends? Let's plan together :D

Good night! Enjoy.
Feel free to comment on my tagboard or haloscan. :)

Oh ya! I've included a Google search on my blog. Do use them if you need them. It's safe. :)

Nuffnang was DOWN!

Have you heard of it? Nuffnang in Singapore was down YESTERDAY!
Affected my unqiue visits badly.

But do Nuffnang take this in account?
I hope not.

And the wars between bloggers.
Have you heard of it?

The whole story I don't know.
But it's just between Dawn and XiaXue.

I'm just wondering.

Ask yourself a question, if people is just merely voicing out the opinions, must we get agitated EVEN if people is talking about us?

Ha~ I guess I know the feelings. I've been back-stabbed many times. But that's even worst then voicing out front. In anyway, I guess we shall just read the story and go on and not to KPO into the matter.

Hopefully, Xiaxue & Dawn will be peace out soon.
Want to know more about the story? I guess, you guys know what to do lar. :D

Another thing, I love weekends! But I hate taking MRT to work!
The train is always so PACKED! And can you imgaine some people just love to get whole of the railing (pole) and lie against it, occupying the whole of the space. But have they taught of people who doesn't know how to balance themselve much? I'm one of them. I'm kind of person who doesn't know how to balance myself VERY well. But some people are just plain INCONSIDERATE!

One sentence, "I just don't like to take trains, I prefer buses though it's a long journey from one place to another."

Even though Nuffnang was kinda down yesterday, after long awaited, I finally received an email that I've Ad!! I have waiting like months. Luckily, Nuffnang still remembers me. :P

I love Nuffnang!!
Who don't love for those who joined as a member of Nuffnang?

Hee~

Finally, I have kind of clear off some of my work.
I'm planning to go into Malaysia coming Friday.

May I know how to be a GOOD bloggers who have like hundreds of visitors in the blog?
This question have been always an question to me since I joined Nuffnang. I met some blogs that are irregular in blogging yet still have many supporters.

Advise me please.

Tell me how many lessons should I have for my driving lessons?
Tell me how to be good blogger who have lots of unqiue visit per day?

And!
Yesterday, I surprised BF with a present prepared for him.

I feel so proud :D

Driving Lesson #2

I had my driving lesson #2 today at 2pm.
I'm almost late for the lesson. In order not to be late, I took cab from my school back to home. Reason? I went school in the morning for make-up class and accompanied BF for lunch in school.
Cause, today's our ANNIVERSARY, our 1 year and 9 months together.

These whole of 1 year and 9 months, we have been through lots of ups and downs. In this recent month, we have been getting more good and good. I hope we can go on like this yea? :D

Today's lesson #2 was TERRIBLE!
Yes, you did not see the wrong word. I'm TERRIBLE!
I'm so tensed up, I saw accidents between a car and 'L' plate car. The 'L' plate car was badly 'injured'. I did nothing much in the driving lessons. Just drive and drive those test route, met lots of 'L' plate cars. My legs are not listening well to me for today.

Overall is TERRIBLE.
I hope to be better in my next lesson.
I'm just wondering, how many lessons should I have in a week?
My TP date is not up yet. My final theory is on 15th August 2008.
Advise me please!

I've learned the correct way of stopping. Tap brake then clutch then brake again. If brake immediately, then the car engine will die off. Instructor purposely teach wrongly just to let us get used to the clutch. :)

Heard of the wars around between bloggers?
Just stay tuned.
I will be back blogging. :)

I just need more time and time.
The back of my throat on my right and my right ear is something wrong. =/
I'm feeling not good~.

Next,
I have too many things to do already.

2 online quizzes to complete.
1 mini project to do.
1 maths PBL to complete.
1 lab test coming up next week.
2 lab mini project to do.
and...
Tons of dramas to watch.
driving lessons to attend.
working in the weekends.
21st birthdays celebrations to attend.
being a GOOD blogger.

what else?

i will come back soon.
please support me and visit me EVERYDAY!
also want to shop online?
visit http://fashionshoppers.blogspot.com

Thank you!
:D

my FIRST driving lesson.

Yesterday, I had my ever 1st driving lesson.
Overall is great!

Instructor taught me how to start the engine, what should I depress and what should I let go when the car is already on move.

Now changing of gears is tough, I think.
Though when moving the gears is easier. But one stupid thing that I will forget.
It's to place my hand ON the GEARS and not anywhere.
There's once I misplaced my hand to those air spaces.

The instructor and I talked through out the whole lesson.
And I have decided not to choose the time-slot for driving until SO late. Like 9pm.
Even though there isn't many cars on road, it's mentally tired for me.
I have school in the morning, then night time driving.
A bit tiring. =/

And my next lesson is tomorrow, 2pm again.

Instructor told me that I'm bad at my steering wheel. For gears, clutch, brake, accelerator, they are all fine with me. :D I'm looking forward to my next lessons. I guess each week I will have 2 lessons. :) As for my Final Theory, I will work hard and play hard as well. =P

The instructor is good, to me. :)
Anyone need driving instructor at Jurong, look for me.
PM me, email me. Anyways to contact me. :)
Trust me, he's good!

Overall in the first lesson, these are what I have learn.
1) Start engine by turning the keys.
2) Trying out the gears in the stationery car (when the engine is not started)
3) Trying the accelerator in the stationery car.
4) In order to change the gear while the engine is started, depress the clutch fully then change gear.
5) (In gear 1) For the car to move, add on a little of accelerator.
6) When the car is moving, letting go bit by bit of the accelerator.
7) Went off driving and turning.
8) When turning, let go the accelerator bit, then turn.
9) When stopping, let go the accelerator, depress the clutch, brake, then change gear to Neutral gear.
10) When changing of gear, let go the accelerator, depress the clutch, change gear to Neutral then to the desired gear.
11) After much practice, we went on road already!
12) Anticipating in the next lesson.

My instructor even went to ask me, "Is it FUN?"
I replied, "It's FUN! :D"

Oh yea, my brother, my BF and I all are under the same instructor. His name is Mr Lim. I addressed him as Uncle Lim in order to sound more, kinship? Haha!

Alright, I gotten stop here.
It's a long post about my driving lesson.
BF told me that, NYAA need these.
LOL!

Before the day strike 12.

Happy 20th Birthday to my dear BOY.

I hope you have enjoyed yourself today AND yesterday :P

Some pictures for viewing. :)
Pictures will do the talking yea?


Blow cake, Make wish, Cut cake.
=P


Food that taken at Jack's Place.


Group Photos.


Candid Shots.

It's late now.

I shall do the rest of the photos next time. :)
I have more photos to come :D

Good night! :)

I'm SLEEPY

I'm very sleepy NOW!

Yes, it's NOW!
(but i'm in office, can't sleep)

Finally, MST is over.
And yesterday went for SP.Primers, events. Then to some toy roadshow at Suntec City Convention Hall.

There are photos. But not uploaded yet.
Will upload them again when I'm freshies.

Haha!

I go peek-a-poo liao.
Secretly take nap :D

Good night!

busy week + not enough sleep

Sigh.

I'm preparing for exam everyday.
I felt I do not have enough sleep.

Hopefully days will go by smoothly each day.

To: BF

I hope everything will be once again an promise.
I hope you will meant what you have said.
Love me more.
Really love me.
Deep in your heart and love me.

Lastly, I love you ALWAYS.

Don't doubt my love for you.

Sigh.

Over-dued Pictures :) Private Instructors NEEDED!

On the 17th June 2008, we went to celebrate JiaWei's Birthday at AMK. :) The place that we celebrated was a "restaurant". Before our cake presentation ceremony, there's another group of birthday celebration too! During their celebration, the uncle("owner") played Cantonese + English + Chinese, I think , Birthday Songs. And it's very funny. It's like the whole of the restaurant gets to know there's birthday celebration and we will be going along with the music. So when it's our turn, we requested the same thing from uncle. BUT! He's biased la. Haha! He turned on the music much more softer than the previous one. I think, it's because the celebrant is a boy, not a girl. Hah! But, we also said, maybe it's due to the crowds in. :)


Birthday Boy and cake :)


Group Picture. ( Top, Wilson, BF, Me. Bottom, Weilin, JiaWei, Huimin)

Yesterday, I had my Basic Theory Test for the second round. Best of the luck, I've PASSED! I'm extremely happy. I've PASSED! Immediately, I went to apply my PDL (Provisional Driving License) which means, I can drive on road with Instructors already! :) Yeayea! I want to get on road AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. BF's final theory is on the 3rd July. Mine is on the 15th August. :) All is in this year. How good yea? I want to pass the theorys faster. Then get the license earlier. My dad is going to help me to look for private instructors already. But I'm looking for private instructors too! Do you have anyone to recommend? Please email me / tag me. I want to know. I'm thinking where did XiaXue got her instructor. Umm, oh ya, I'm a private candidate. So, introduce me private instructor, kays?


My result slip :)

Swee Guan also went to applied as a School Candidate at Bukit Batok Driving Centre. So, after all the adminstrative work, I went home for lunch and took a nap.

Then my family went to the East Coast Long Beach Restaurant and have dinner with the whole of my relatives. My aunt gave treats to us. :) One delicious and tempting dessert that my cousin and I shared, Ice-cream + Honeydew Seigo. (Look at the dessert pictures, without editing at all! It's all of the camera.)


Ice-cream


Close-up

And I received my first 21st Birthday gift from one of my aunts. It's from SK Jewellary. Costed her SGD$350. The most expensive gift that I ever received from anyone. It's a necklace. :) Though I have many necklaces, but adding one more the my treasure box doesn't affect much. I'm truly happy upon receiving the SK bag. :D I love the packaging of the whole gift! Really is, "What you(my aunt) pay for it, you will get for it." The package totally looks like when one's proposing to get marry. LOL!


The whole view of the box. :D


The pendant. :D

Well, I guess I will have to stop here. :) I'm gonna study for my exams now in my office.
Tomorrow, I'm having my papers. In fact, it's for the whole week.
The worst thing is, I don't have any study mood at all!

O.o

Wish me good luck!

BTT coming, MST coming. OMG~

I've realized that 24 hours a day does not seems enough for me alone.

I need time to study for BTT.
I need time to study for MST.
I need time to do my blogshop.
I need time to sleep too!

I'm not having enough sleep.
Yet, I have no time to study for BTT & MST.

I hope this 2nd round of BTT, I will be able to pass it. :)
Bless me PLEASE!
It's on the 21 June 2008.

BF's 20th birthday is also coming.
I also do not have the time for shopping for his gift and planning on his day.

OMG!

I need more time time time time please!

Back in Action. :D

09 June 2008

Back in action.
I'm in office since 7am.
Woots~ So early.

and

I'm deprived of sleep.


Yesterday I'm also in office since 7am to 3pm.
After work, went for Kung Fu Panda.
Most of the time in the earlier part, I fell asleep.
Not really asleep but knocked out.

Why?

1. Tired.
2. Cold.
3. COZY.

Actually, cozy should not be in the picture. I watched the movie at Jurong Shaw House. How good can the seat could be? Get what I mean ya?

Haha!

11 June 2008

Yesterday, my dad admitted to hospital due to digestive system like not good. Now already discharged. and yesterday, I went to the Primers' Award Night and had fun. I guess, I'm starting to like Primers' event more and more. :) Somemore, I have a gan-ma leh. :D Kelly yea, (she won't be reading my blog though) Hah~

I've a lot of pictures taken. I think I will try to make into 1 piece and upload them.
Meanwhile, I will upload ONE picture first.

Look at the LUCKY guy.
Haha!



Looking forward with more of these :)

Finally Glitteratic already!

Finally my status of the membership in Nuffnang have changed back. No longer Original.

:D

Today I have been going around to meet up buyers with BF :)

Finally cleared most of the bags. :)

And, I guess, I miss my bed already.

Haha!

Good night!

Sigh

Define for me, what is 爱情, LOVE.

Our Promises

This morning,

We promised each other.

1) I will be his qingxia.

2) He will be mine alvin.

3) We will care for one another's feelings.

We promised.

:)

It's ALL my FAULT!

1) We fought over a friend, William.
As days passed, that's an history.

2) We fought over blog-shop.
No matter what he says, I INSISTED HIM to JOIN me.

3) We fought over holidays.
I felt that he's not thinking for me.
He felt that i'm not thinking for him.

4) We fought over his attitude & my attitude.
I felt that he's the best of the best. He's the KING.
He felt that i'm the queen. I NEED empathy.

5) We are in BAD fight. Really BAD.

6) We fought over mis-understandings.
He will accuses me.
I don't do explanation.

7) We fought over LOVE.
I felt that he don't love me.
He felt that i don't love him.

8) He said we've NO future.

9) I'm ADDICTED to his presence for NOTICING me, CARE about me.

10) I still used to remember that I took up 2 jobs is to numb myself for HIM not accompanying me. Now, even he got no job, still he's time is PACKED. Oh well, that's MY BF?

11) I'm no longer the qingxia that you seen in ITE, excelling in her studies. Reason? I wanna be low profile.

12) I'm OFFICIALLY not INSIDE SPARC CCA at all. He is. Good luck to US. He will not have time for me ANYMORE.

13) Did he asked for a break up?

14) I truly hope he can understand me. He always says that I don't. Frankly speaking, I believe and CONFIDENTLY know him INSIDE OUT.

15) Don't expect me to be online tomorrow from 3pm onwards. :)

16) I'm truly deeply gotten HURT. Like a knife piercing through my HEART.
For him? He got no feelings. :) He's cool in anything. I'm nothing to him to affect his life at all.

I'm extremely UPSET.

I can't be what I'm.

I have to be what's he wants.

Everything is fucking my faults.

Everything is none of his faults.

How cool?

Why must you be so proud?
Why must you be so arrogant?

At times, I missed one of my friend whom he's treating me like an enemy, I guess.
But at the very least, no matter how proud he is, how arrogant he is, we still can get along well.

You?

I'm STANDING FAR FAR away.

I do not want this relationship to be the end.

But that doesn't mean that you can TOTALLY ignore my feelings.
You can, unless you want me to be an none-feelings human-being.

Get what I mean?

I'm EXTREMELY UPSET.
I do not wish to talk about anything at the moment, except MY school work.

I don't need a hypocrite.

"Please don't tell me you love me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me you care for me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me this is for my own good, but the fact, is solely for your own good.
Please don't tell me i'm your girlfriend when you don't think and be proud of.

Think for yourself?
Think for others?
Which one are you at?

Accusing me is always your first priority to make the decision.
After accusing me, you will feel better. :)
I knew it from start, no matter what i done to make you happy, the unhappy things will still happen. We will still bounced to fight and quarrel.

I wish, I hope that i will be brave enough to think that we will have our future.
But at times, the feelings of instability of the relationship shaken me a lot.

Even it's a small tiny winy mini fight/quarrel, it will hurt my heart more than anyone else.
More than you, him, her, she, he; definitely.

But who will be there for me when i need someone?

Sigh.

Someday, I hope you will be always there for me when I need you. I hope the someday will ever come for me and you only. But not anyone else.

And I had a feeling that, I'm really no longer important to you anymore. :)"

Been a week since I . . .

It's been almost a week.

Five days, i guess.

Well, I've been camp on weekends.
After camp, totally shagged.

Bedded for like 2 days.
Now, I felt much better.

However, I will be blogging soon, with photos, I hope.

Too much things to do already.

Will update soon!

Cya around :)

I hate that feeling =/

I met someone whom I doesn't want to see at all.
But, yet I see someone again.

I totally hate the feeling.
Perhaps, really no friends after a BGR.
So, my dear BF.
We will last ever, will we?


Good night.

LOST

Please don't tell me you love me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me you care for me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me this is for my own good, but the fact, is solely for your own good.
Please don't tell me i'm your girlfriend when you don't think and be proud of.

Think for yourself?
Think for others?
Which one are you at?

Accusing me is always your first priority to make the decision.
After accusing me, you will feel better. :)
I knew it from start, no matter what i done to make you happy, the unhappy things will still happen. We will still bounced to fight and quarrel.

I wish, I hope that i will be brave enough to think that we will have our future.
But at times, the feelings of instability of the relationship shaken me a lot.

Even it's a small tiny winy mini fight/quarrel, it will hurt my heart more than anyone else.
More than you, him, her, she, he; definitely.

But who will be there for me when i need someone?

Sigh.

Someday, I hope you will be always there for me when I need you. I hope the someday will ever come for me and you only. But not anyone else.

And I had a feeling that, I'm really no longer important to you anymore. :)

OMG, I think I'm stupid enough. =/

Did you read my previous entry?
I blogged and stated to watch yLva on Channel U, but do you know something?
I missed it.
Reason?
I'm drained out.
Which means, I went bed early.
:(
Led to miss the show.

Did anyone watched the show?
Did anyone recorded and posted on YouTube or something?

I want to watch.
Please let me know.

Apart from my stupidity, I'm at my office still. Working at this hour, of course.
Kinda slacking when there's no calls at the call centre over here. :)
Therefore, I have the time to blog. :)
And, I have been surfing the net and BF went don't know where.
He did not care about me on MSN.
:(
I'm working till 2300hours today.
But BF doesn't want to fetch me from work.
Sobx.
The office is so QUIET.
And I'm all alone.
>.<
First time in the office for so late and first time doing night shift in the office.
I went to tune up the volume of the radio.
Haha. :D
That's to be better for me, right?
LOL!

I'm drained once again.
I guess I need ample of sleep.
I hope this month' earnings should not be bad. :/
I have been working like, this weekend at the office.
On the Public Holiday, I'm working at McDonalds.

And, McDonald's is officially opened today at 6am.
The whole of renovation is done.
I believe this is the first and best outlet of look in Singapore.
None of the outlet have such a look and design.
Thinking where's the location?

It's just located directly opposite Bukit Batok MRT station. NOT located inside Westmall. :)
Have a dropby soon.
It's really awesome. :D
Maybe I will take a few pictures on Monday. :)

Okay, I'm gonna go plan my working days for my next month.
Cya around. :D

I wish. . . . Stay tuned this thurs, Channel U, 9.30pm

A feeling came to me, after I have read yLva's blog.

The phone calls.
The sweet.
and
The everything.

Everything has already been missing bits and pieces already.

But will be back occasionally.

However, let's hope it will be everlasting.

and Yes!

Please support yLva on Channel U this Thursday, 15th May 2008 @ 9.30pm / repeated telecast at 11.30pm.

:D

Nuffnang give me 2 weeks of Ads! =D

I have 2 weeks of Ads. :D

From 11 May to 17 May
and
From 25 May to 31 May

I'm gonna end my Ads for Blog2u soon. :)

Thank you.

But then, only when I took up Blog2u's Ad, then I realized that Nuffnang will actually change your membership to original when I'm advertising others Ad. And this led me cannot INNIT people or INNIT my post. =(

But it's coming to an end.

Initially, I thought I wouldn't have Ads coming in.
But Nuffnang did not fails to surprise me.

I still gotten it! =)

And, I'm extremely tired.

So, i shall take my rest now.

Blog again soon!

Support me please! =)

Is it a Good Day today?

Few days back,
I blogged that I will definitely do some actions to those tag-spammers at FashionShoppers.
Yes, I did.

I've lodged a complaint on them on intentionally harassing. :) That's what the police have told me.
However, if I would like to have the case turn out bigger, I will have to hire lawyer then.
Who have any recommendations on lawyers? (Just in case I might need them one day.) LOL! Hmm, ratings should not be too high. I'm not a rich tai-tai at all.

And that's the latest news for FashionShoppers.

However, last night, BF and I had a fight over one person. Shall not mention the name at all.
Read BF's blog. People who know us, will guess who's the person.
I did not managed to read what he blogged afterl I got home yesterday.
Well well well,
the post is awful.
At least to me, I think it is.

I'm being describe till . . . .

Sigh.

So the whole of last night, I did not talk to him much. Same goes today.
But, deep down in our hearts, I know that, both of us still cannot forget what have happened.
We are merely acting out that we are okay. Especially me.
=(

Therefore, due to his official graduation, we had Fish & Co.
Here's a picture of what we ordered.



It's too fulfilling already. But the atmosphere is not good at all.
I'm not pleased not with the person. But the feelings is not right for me.
Sigh.

Like I said, what's had happened already so. But we're not doing anything.
Nothing good will come out anyway.

Seriously, I do not know what to blog regarding this matter anymore.

Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.


JUST SET MY MIND FREE~

:'(

Fumed up. Definitely going to the police. :)

Wow.

Big news!

Read FashionShoppers' Tagboard.

Definitely going to lodge a complaint about it. :)

I guess, some people need their punishments too.

=\

Alrite, i'm heading back to work already.

See ya soon!

Upset. :`(

One word,
Upset.

I have been hanged up calls like 1234324 times in a day by my dearest BF.
But never mind.
It's just like a past.
I will just go back to the past.
Perhaps,
I don't initiate to call him up, I will not have such a treatment from him :D


Anyways,
it's been a long long time since I last blogged a proper one.

During these days,
I have realized a lot a lot of things.
One of it is Nuffnang.
I realized that Nuffnang changed my status of the membership due accepting a Ad offer by blog2u.
=(

But, I know what to do next time.

In any case,
I guess.
I shall not go any further.

My BF, if you read this.
I want to tell you.

No matter what I have done,
No matter what kinds of treatment I received from you,
No matter how nasty I'm to you,
No matter how bad you think I'm
One deep down in my heart is,

I still love you lots.

Believe it, up to you.

You know that I took up another job, refused to quit another has it's reasoning. :)
I just feel that I don't have a proper date with you for a very very very long time.
I just feel that I want to have a good chat like what couples usually do in a relationship rather than holding onto the phone doing our own things.

Do you know I'm missing the feeling of being in loved?
I know you will be feeling like - "I'm too. I'm missing the feeling of being in loved."

I just hate to be treated so coldly.
Say me, an attention-seeker or what.
But I just want the care and concern lots from you.

Sigh.

HOT DAY

It's a hot day.

Yesterday was a hot day.
So is today.

~.~

Yesterday, went work + Wilson's BBQ
Today, work.

But,
it's a hot hot day.

Even now.
I'm like gonna sweat~

._.



Hmmz

Bad day.

Bad bad bad bad day.

I failed my BTT.

Gonna retake them in 27 June 2008, Friday.

Actually,

it's a VERY simple test.

But,

I did not have the time & chance to study yesterday.

All have to blame myself.

Sigh.

I'm still down.

Blog next time.

Cya.

Wish me good luck.

Tomorrow I'm having Basic Theory Test.

But, I HAVEN'T study at all.

Wish me best of the best.

My mood is extremely down.

BYE.

It's so long since I . . . .

On my last entry,
I blogged about her.

But now, if you guys want to know what's still going on, do just visit FashionShopper's website @
http://fashionshoppers.blogspot.com

FashionShoppers' is not going to care or deal with such person anymore. :)

Anyway, FIRST week of school.
Wow.

On Monday, I almost wanna fall asleep. It's lecturing through out the 8am to 5pm lessons. How miserable! But, I did not attend the last lesson as I mention in my few entries back. I had a stomach flu, therefore I went off earlier.

On Tuesday, I attended my interview. They asked me a lots of questions. I did managed to get the answers back to them. By then, I'm on cross fingers that I will be selected. To me, it seems to have 1232476210 numbers of people who had sent in their resume to the company. BF accompanied me to interview that day. He said that the place is eerie. LOL!Oh ya. BF ended his lesson at 3pm. I'm supposed to end class at 4pm. But I got early release instead. However, he made me waited for him for like exactly about almost 1 hour at the MRT station. ~.~ We had Saske Sushi for dinner. Look at the amounts of plates we had. And FINALLY I can take pictures of them. LOL! (I wanted to do so but no chance as the plates will always be cleared off by the waitress as we're always having buffet style.)


We're contented. BF ate most of the food as that I will not over-eat them LOL!
So at the end of the day, his stomach is extremely too heavy to walk fast. HAHA!

On Wednesday, finally I have the chance to meet up my DEAR BF in school for LUNCH! =D Reason? We are having the same timing of break time. :) I will definitely looking forward to Wednesday again. LOL! We ended the class at the same timing too. =D

On Thursday, BF ended the class one hour later than me. This day, we are supposed to meet our suppliers as well as our buyers. Therefore, I went home. To put my heavy laptop then down to meet him again. This day, we had nothing in special.

** Seriously, I'm forgetting what I've done in this week.

On Friday, I went out alone in several places. To supplier's house, to meet buyers, to get bankbook changed and bought many food home YET cannot finish them. LOL! But did not meet up with BF.

On Saturday, it's an weekend. As usual, I got to work. I'm kinda blur at work. I actually forgotten what is the time that I tap my card OUT of work. Sheesh~ Hopefully, the hours will not be cut. And, the best part of the day is, I took a lot of photos with my colleagues. Fun shots! =)

On Sunday, REST day for me! I'm still thinking should I go out alone to hunt for my shoes or should I just slack at home. =/

Now I've summarized this week's activities.

I did not mention if I'm selected for the job. Here I go,

CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!
I'M IN FOR THE JOB!

I'm looking forward to this job. But, BF is worried for me in this job.

Next thing up, I have realized that ever since BF gotten his job for weekends. We are not been meeting for on weekends anymore. Usually, weekends are for couple to get along. For me, we're not. In the past, when I'm working, I will definitely have the time for him. Now, he did not choose and bother to have the time for me. And the days that we are meeting are like on weekdays. After school basis. It's been a long time since we lasted went dating together. Usually, we are always out for some other purposes but not ourselves. Now I've gotten the 2nd job for my weekends, I wonder. I guess, this is how I'm going to numb myself for wild thinking at home. Whenever I'm working, he's working. I'm alright with anything. But whenever I tap my card OUT of work. I will be like. "Great, I'm off for work." But I then, when I reach home. I will be like, "Sighed. He's at long day at work." Get the meanings? He never ever know such feelings of mine, I believe. Now that I have blogged this out, hopefully, he gets to understand bits and pieces. =)

Coming Saturday is Wilson's BBQ birthday celebration. Hopefully, that will be a good date out. But don't ever expect that he will be sending me home after the BBQ sessions. Reason is simple. He and I got to work the following day.

Though I may be sounded that I'm grumbling. But at times, I'm still a understanding GF.


3 types of faces.


3 fun shots.


My colleagues said this picture definitely doesn't look like me. LOL!
And I'm definitely not giving out 10 tips for perfect skin. Reason? I have my HEAVY EYE BAGS!

Another thing, these pictures are definitely not photo-shopped. =D
Nice shots yea?
I'm going to try them out again next time.
Too bad, Nokia phones do not have such functions.
But my digital cam is not a bad one ok. LOL!

See ya! =)

Continued ... Judge this FELLOW yourself

Look at this.
She said it herself.
Therefore, I can lodge a complaint to the police if I received them?



Sigh.

I wonder when it will stop.
=/

Judge this fellow yourself. Sigh.

Remember the buyer I mention in the earlier post?

Here's everything.

Look at this.


That was taken from FashionShopper's

She claims that FashionShoppers did not give her a date.
But look at this one.



Gosh~ =.=

Next picture is all the conversation.
I repeated, read ACCORDINGLY WITH THE TIME & DATE.




Now, she claims that FashionShoppers is not doing the right things.
And she even called up to settle outside with us.
OMG.
Look at the way she tag.
Don't you guys can think of something?

To me, she's really a bugger.

Do you know, the 1st time when I called her up(as she requested) I'm just got my fever went down only, she argued with me. Today, she called up again. (I'm a clinic seeing doctor)
Look at her. The way she bug me. I'm sick yet she can bug me and it was like. ... *fill in the blanks yourself*
Talked about her, make me fumed. *Arghh*

Yes, I mentioned I went to doctor again.
I had stomach flu this time round.
I did not attend my last lesson.
I went home instead.
Then diagnosed stomach flu again.
~.~
Doctor even asked if I need MC.
I told him, I need for today only.
He asked if I need for tomorrow. ROFL.
I told him, I can't as I have to go to school tomorrow.

Tomorrow, I've a job interview. =)
Wish me good luck! =D

Good night everyone! =)
Take care!

It's less than 12 hours!

It's less than like 12 hours to a new term again.

I'm going 21 this year.

The long journey of path I took for my studies. Think back again, when I'm in my secondary school days, the days where I only landed up in failing exams, the times where I will have to mug on my studies, get tutors to tuition. I even spent like nearly 1k of tuition fees for a month just to retake my o levels and get into poly.

But, in the end, I stayed in ITE through-out my 2 years. I excel in it. I done my school proud. Being the top student, gotten all the awards that could be awarded to me. And then, I continued my studies in Poly.

And long holidays, then I realized that I've been in poly for like 1 year already. And left ITE for like 1 year. I realized how time flies. I had never had such a feelings towards my studies before. Or perhaps, this is called "miss". Get what I mean? I'm gonna in Year 2 of Polytechnic in less than 12 hours. And it means that I'm left with Polytechnic like only merely for 2 years? And every time of poly days, I will be fearing of exams, what if I don't do well. What if I will have to forward my module. Especially my Maths. I really need a tutor out of it. Seriously, Polytechnic Maths is tough. Real tough. =( Any volunteers to teach me?

Yesterday, I mentioned I need rest.
Indeed after a good day rest, today I woke up feeling very very very much better. No longer in kind of feeling that I'm still a sick person. Just that my appetite isn't very good and well. But, it's okay. I guess, it will come back soon. Even it doesn't, I will treat it as a form of diet :D

And, tomorrow morning, I'm gonna wake up extreme extreme early for bathing about an hour. LOL! I believe I will, and I need. LOL! I need my hair get wash cleanly. LOL. I can't stand my oily hair now. I should say, I'm having a bad hair day today! I hate it!

Oh yea, next thing on hand, BF praised my English improved, accordingly to the post I posted on FashionShoppers' blog. =) And the blacklisted Valerie. =.= Read on the blog and you will know something.

Perhaps, I shouldn't just said refund and refunds the money.


!!!!

Alright, long post enough.
I got to go do housework and prepare myself for school tomorrow.
A bit of excitement.

Do you know why?

BF is in the same polytechnic with me! =)
But in different department.
> <

Continued...

My body starts to ache again.
Is my fever coming back?

I have been on fever since Thursday night, the last day of class. All the way until Friday night.
Then BF came to my place bring me to see doctor.

I slept thru-out the day. I sleep and sleep. I did not wake up for any meals.

And guess what? Thru-out the days, I lost like 3 kilos.
Congrats to me.
But, I'm suffering from sickness.

Oh my.. :(
I'm on diarrhea on and off too.
I even vomited once during the wee night.

I turned totally pale on Friday afternoon. :(
But, seriously, I had no reasons for the fever.

In any case,
I know I need rest. Rest and rest.

Also, I enjoyed the last day of class.
I'm the top scholar of the class as well as gotten the one and only award, Dazzling Star. :)
I made my store proud and myself and my trainer. :)
I'm really happy and turned nervous immediately. :)
I love the praises that people gave me.

In the job, I truly understand the meaning of work.
Work is not something that you hogging on. But somethings that you will gain something from.
I learned skills from them. Some skills that I think, no where that you can learn except you pay money in the course. (Something which I will not.) And I've gotten them free.

Alright, enough of blogging.
I really need rest.

Good night everyone!

Lied in BED for ONE WHOLE DAY. =(

I have fallen on bed for the past whole day on Friday.

Until today, I'm still not well.

Pardon for short post.

I need rest before school starts.

=(

So long ... =/

Ah, I know.

Readers, please come back.

I'm blogging again.

I haven't been stopping since Saturday started last week.

Sat & Sun, I headed to work.

I forgotten what I had done at work.
But I remembered, that I had conducted parties.

Monday, I accompany BF to school, same for me to get my laptop done. We headed for brucnch at McDonald's. Then rotted at some part of the school to wait for his orientation, DAY 1 to start. Then, I headed home to rest then heading out again to 'revise' my test on Wednesday. (Did not revised at all. =/) Then he went to visit Chinese physician on that night. As for me, I wanted to visit doctor too as I was already sick by then. But, my 'family' doctor was on urgent leave. Therefore, another doctor came. And, I ended buying medications only. Tuesday is my 'family' doctor's leave. Again, I skipped the day. And finally seen him today. Nothing much serious. Not as serious as the other time. I guess, I know what medications to eat? That's why it wasn't worsen! =D

Tuesday, BF started his orientation. :) Day 2 already. As for me, I woke up as early as like 6.15am to prepare myself to head down to Kings Albert Park at the Head Office to had my lessons aka training on my work. It was boring lessons + tired. =(
-Too much boring stuffs to blog on-

*skip*

Wednesday (Today) Lessons aka training DAY2. While BF resting at home. =) As for me, I have to mug on my test tomorrow. Seriously, I'm scared that I will fail the test. =( How I hope, it's an open test book. *First time I'm not confident in my work.* Tomorrow is my 3rd day of training + last day. I hope I can achieve well and do myself proud. *pray hard*

Alright, to blog even longer,
I guess, I better go to mug my test.

Please wish me good luck!

Tags will reply when I'm free.


My rewards from the trainings! =D

Random

Not feeling well.



Sigh.

Longest day. =.= Nice food at Miyam

Yesterday,

I went to CMPB with BF to defer his NS. :)
We went to Bukit Merah for only Old Chang Kee.

Dinner time, I went his place for dinner.
His mom invited me over.
And during his lunch time, I invited him over. :D
After dinner, he went packing his stuffs.

Look at this!





Still not done.

This is my new bag~ =D



Inside of my bag, my barangs barangs. LOL!



And didi's at the door. With his going home attire. LOL!



And some photos that we took while BF sent me home.
Reason? It's our 18th months anniversary. :D
We did nothing special.
Just spent the day together :) But, I'm contented.










Today,
We went to our work separately.
Had dinner with my colleagues.
They brought me to Miyam Restaurant.

The pricing is not steep.
The food is nice too. :)
Not bad to give a try.
BF, listen..
I'm bringing you to eat!! =D
But you pay. =P
LOL!
We will go dutch okays. :D
5 people spent for about 48bucks only.
Aren't that cheap?
LOL!

Too bad I do not have any photos.
LOL!

Work place, many of my colleagues asked, where's your BF?
They asked and asked, I felt happy. :)
No reasons.
But, when I'm home alone, I misses him.

=)

Lastly,
my own photo vs BF's cute face LOL!



VS




Good night! xD

Tiring DAY. =(

I'm totally shagged.

Did not take any pictures at all.

Slept at 3am.
Woke up at 10am.

Met BF at 12.30pm.
Headed to National Skin Center, with him to have a check.
Conclusion, nothing much. LOL!
Needs medications only. :)
But, not edible. but apply on.

Next stop, to Dover, Singapore Poly.
BF gotten into SP, Diploma in Infocomm Security Management.
Went to collect his enrollment package.

Next stop, to Raffles.
Got some currency exchanged.
And rained heavily. =(

Next stop, to Somerset.
Collect something. :)
*still raining*

Next stop, Tanjong Pagar.
Headed to CPF Building for Saske Sushi (Buffet)
Both of us had a fulling stomach until we had difficulties in walking.
LOL!

And all these places we went too, I got myself injured thrice.
1) I was knocked against the edge of bench chair at MRT while catching up the pace of BF. (As he's running after the train, cause we did not want to miss it.)
2) Bag too heavy, hurt my waist. Pain, but nothing serious. :)
3) I was being "hit" by branches at the in-between of my toes. But come again, nothing serious. :)

After the dinner, we headed home separately.
With so many places, my $10 bucks of MRT is gone. =(

Tomorrow, I'm heading back to Singapore Poly with BF for his enrollment again.
Hohoho.
But, I can sleep more =D

Rest will be pictures that are overdue!
And, I totally agreed that, bloggers should have lots of pictures in their blogs.
Wakaka! =D


The little didi at BF's place. =D
CUTE!!!




One of our dinner @ Suntec City.
Printed on 31 Mar 2008, BF's enjoying his food.
LOL!


Printed 28 March 2008.


Good night! =D

Concluded: Stomach FLU!

I wasn't feeling well all the way since I last posted.

In the late noon, I went out with BF to get some things done.

In the end, I totally can't take it.

Therefore, I went to doctor.

And concluded, I had stomach flu.

OMG.

>>.<<

Sighed. =(

I'm not feeling well.

Did I got food poisoning again?

I have been running to the toilets since 5am in the morning.

And I just woke up, also went to the toilet.

I haven't taken any medications yet.

But, 1 thing for sure,

I still feel like sleeping.

Yet, I can't.

I have a registration to do at 9.30am sharp for my GEMS.

Sighed.

I having terrible feeling.

=(