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Saturday, May 22, 2010

I saw him after 6 months at my graduation ceremony.

I'm supposed to blog about my Graduation Ceremony held at Convention Center.
(By the way, I just got home+bathed at 3am yet to sleep + blog first.)

Before even I get into this topic, I would like to blog out my feelings.

Reason? I saw him at the ceremony, he's on duty.
I guess my six sense towards these kind of things is always so true?

I wanted to really speak to someone about my feelings.
But I guess, my friends around me already sian-ed. :/

When the ceremony starts, he's the ushering the VIP. I was stunned. Immediately, I called up Weilin(he's my invited guest, cos Huimin+I went his graduation ceremony). I told him that I saw him. After the VIPs arrived and the National Anthem sang, we sat back at our seats.

My phone rings, 2 smses from Saen + Huimin. On twitter, 1 tweet from Fendy. Their tweet/sms are to tell me about him.

The moment I saw him, my heart beat went faster, hands turned cold. Reason? I'm nervous, he's here. When replying to my friends, the flashbacks came back.

When I was sat down by myself, my heart sank further. I feel like crying then.

I tweeted, I sms bff, Wilson. But then, I did not really tell much to them either. At the moment, I totally have no mood to talk to the friend beside me or anyone else.

I ever thought of getting out from the convention center the moment I saw him for a good crying.

Flashbacks: We attended ceremonies together. When it's my ceremony, he'll attend mine alone. (The last one was ITE Merit Award) When it's his ceremony, I'll attend his alone. (The last one was Lee Kuan Yew Scholarship) He feels proud for my achievements, and I felt the same for him, not forgetting taking photos together. Every time, when we attend each others ceremony, our parents will never tag along due to busy or cannot make it. The feelings is really very different, something like husband+wife.

When I saw him, the ceremony flashback came back. The flashbacks of us talking to each other, seeing each other, the period of time when we're together all came back. I know this matter has passed for half a year already, but I just can't help it but tears flowing down to the cheek.

When I saw him, it's a mixed feeling. I did not prepared to see him at the ceremony. I really thought I will not have to see him, but it's maybe a fate, a test if I've really forgotten about him, if I've really got over him? I guess, results shown, I'm still not.

When I saw him, the flashback of the way we talk to each other nicely comes back. The flashback of the not nice way of talking also back. There's too many flashbacks we had. Be it the unhappy or the happy ones, everything seems like just yesterday. The breakup seems like just yesterday too. My heart sank.


Yes, I would really hope that he'll actually feel happy for me on graduating. I would really hope that he'll wish me congratulations for on graduating. I would want to know what's his reaction when he saw me, when I'm on the stage. Did he look at me? Did he clapped for me? I find him nowhere after the ceremony.



Smiling hard when you're not in the mood is definitely not easy.


The detailed ones, happier ones with photos will be up in the next entry, maybe few days later or something.



Yes, I cried when writing this entry.

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

sigh!

The previous post is not a good one.
Totally D E M O R A L I Z E D.

Anyways, on the 16th, sudden called up by friend to go out for jalan+dinner. Thus, after dinner, we went for Kbox & catch the last train. (Literally last train; I ran for the last train for my first time. Ha!) &the moment I got onto the train, someone sat on the floor, resembles HIM so much. I stare and look, thinking if it was him anot. But luckily, it wasn't him. If it was him, I really dk how to face?

Then, was on a phone chat with Huimin + Weilin all the way from 1am to 6am on 17th. Chatted alot regarding r/s, studies. Talk about studies, it's once again back to university.

NTU, NUS - To appeal.
SIT - Awaiting for result, but mostly 10% passing rate?
Global SIM - Gonna think of one course that I'm going to apply. Registration fees is bloody expensive, $64.20.

I'm actually kinda happy for Huimin. She's so clear of her path now.
For me? I'm only stuck at "I want to go to university and continue to study." (I sounds like I'm comparing, but actually not. I'm just like dilemma in what path should I be at.) Sigh!

On the 18th, supposed to catch a movie with Bff, but we do not have any movies to catch, thus postponed. &timing was just so right, when movie was cancelled, another group of friends asked out for window shopping and dinner at Orchard. Almost going for another Kbox session, but timing dont fit, went home.

Today, went back to Orchard this morning at 11am to Tangs Private Sales. I've gotten myself Ralph Lauren Romance Perfume. $159 :) This perfume I really love it alot + many of the time, wanted to just write under my wishlist waiting for my friends to get for me. But, I've gotten it myself, finally like after 3-4years of waiting. I got to know this brand of perfume is from a sample, the moment I tried, I fall in love with it. Only he knows I like this perfume. Until today, then maybe more afew people know?

From the 18th onwards, as days nearing Graduation Day, I started to worry what if I would to see him during the Graduation Ceremony. I tweeted to ask for advices. Advices given: "Pretend not to see him, but if really happens to see each other directly, just give a smile." "Pretend never see each other, pretend as a stranger." "Say Hi if see each other." And I thought the best solution is "Pretend not to see him, but if really happens to see each other directly, just give a smile."

But today, I texted my friend who had attended the ceremony, she told me that she saw him. This means that I've a very high possibility of seeing him at the ceremony as well. What should I do? Right now, I really still thinking that we still might be friends? Like, at least, he'll come to me, congrats on your graduation? But come on, my friends will definitely scold me, "Wake up from my damn idea." Sigh. I really don't want to have awkward situation. I rather not to see him at all, otherwise, friends? Perhaps I really need the closure that sighz mama told me. Sigh sigh sigh! I thought of speaking to someone, but none in the list online able to talk too much about.

Tomorrow, I'm attending Weilin's Graduation Ceremony, 8am to be in school. I'm seriously scared to see him. If I'm seeing him as a friend, still not so bad. We're not friends at all? I will still run when I see him.

Does anyone really know about how do I feel? Sigh!

Ending my entry with the perfume that I've bought.


(Now I'm so confident that I'm so sure going to see him. He's on duty on 18th, my friend saw him today. Nevertheless, 20th + 21st he'll be there. HOW!?)

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Demoralized

To be frank,
I'm feeling demoralized.

So what, I'm considered a good scorer in the class?
Merely a GPA of 3.245 can't get you anyway, like seriously.
At least, in the local U, you're not eligible.

Getting a 3.245, friends around you will say, "Wow! You had good results. You did not bad already." It seems this case, you're right.

But, not for local U, do you know?
Both local Us that I've applied, rejected my application.
With this result, if you're telling me that I'm good, please tell me why am I not being selected?

Seriously, I'm very very upset.
I thought that I'll get into one of the uni. However, the local ones, their standard are so much way higher. How am I going to get in? I'm the one that's not hardworking enough.

Totally D E M O R A L I Z E D ! :(

Friday, May 07, 2010

I thought it was him.

My friend, Weilin called me said he met someone at Admiralty!

At the first thinking, I shouted out, "You saw Alvin?!"

In the end, it was someone else.

This shows that, my mind still is HIM, not others yet, right?

Tuesday, May 04, 2010

exactly half a year

threeupdates for 04may2010:

Jolene Chua's Birthday
生日快樂HOR!!
Sweeeeet 18th OKAYYYYYYYYY! ❤

SIT Interview.
Totally lost, i guess.

&lastly, it's exactly sixmonths, half a year.
date of today: exactly half a year, sixmonths.

Monday, May 03, 2010

Does He Really Love Me?

Updates: He's back in school again anyways, from today onwards.
Discharged, Normal, Better.

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I just got home, checked email, &found out this, &I read on.
The past flashbacks cameback.

"Does He Really Love Me?"

(Source from: http://www.shoppinglifestyle.com/rd.asp?id=2096)
Or is he in it just for the sex? 7 definite ways to tell.
'Does he really love me?' -- some women pick petals off a daisy for the answer, but there's actually a more definite way to tell: Love experts dish out the seven clear signs of a man in love.

1. He is affectionate, and not just sexually

"Men in love can never get enough contact from the woman they love," explains Lance McKeithan, author of Understanding Men. They'll want to hold your hand, cuddle, hug and kiss -- these are basically the actions of a man in love. Don't confuse sexual touching with these displays of affection, though. "If he can't keep his hands off you but every time he touches you it turns into sex, this may not be love but lust," adds McKeithan.

2. His actions are consistent with his words

Some men are so good at whispering sweet nothings, they can make you feel on cloud nine with honeyed words alone. But "don't be fooled by his words, especially if they are contrary to his actions," cautions McKeithan. Look to his actions for the real answer. For instance, when you're down with a nasty cold, a sweet-talker will say things like "I'd trade places with you if I could, sweetheart" but then still proceed to meet with his buddies at the pub anyway. A man who truly loves you, on the other hand, thinks of your welfare every time, and acts in a thoughtful, affectionate, and selfless manner. He will cancel his night out to take care of you -- even if it means missing the Liverpool match.

3. He plans future for the two of you

A man who genuinely loves you will want to share his future with you. Period. "Just remember this. Every man you have every dated who has said he doesn't want to get married or doesn't believe in marriage, or has 'issues' with marriage, will, rest assured, someday be married. It just will never be with you," says Greg Behrendt, co-author of He's Just Not That Into You. If he's hesitant or gives excuses whenever you bring up the topic of marriage, he doesn't love you enough to want to settle down with you. Move on as quickly as you can.

4. He loves to make you happy

A man in love makes you feel loved. He won't compare you with his ex. He won't openly flirt with other women to make you jealous. He's great to be around and he loves to make you smile. Men in love don't have excuses for why they can't find ways -- they don't need to be nagged to do this or bribed to do that. "If you're with a man who puts up a fight when it comes to doing something that will bring a smile to your face, he's probably with you only for sex," explains McKeithan.

5. He loves spending time with you

You can easily spot a man in love through his attitude. "If he loves you, he wants to spend time with you, and everything you do together is a pleasure, not a chore," says McKeithan. You can be watching DVD re-runs for the tenth time on weekends, running errands together, or some other less-than-fun activities, but he still enjoys your company.

6. He is not easily annoyed by you

"Even when you break his favorite mug he is more concerned with your well being than a few shards of porcelain," reveals McKeithan. That's not to say that he's a pushover, but he is certainly not a man who is easily annoyed, angered, or agitated by the things/mistakes/accidents you do.

7. He is emotionally available

A man in love should be able to love you freely, meaning he must not be already married or engaged to another women or otherwise emotionally unavailable.

"No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot full and honestly return them and therefore actively love you back, these feelings mean nothing," says Behrendt. What you're getting from him is scraps and it doesn't bother him that he's short-changing you. Do you call that real love? Not to mention that he's okay with cheating. He may be in it for the sex or the thrill -- but certainly not for love.


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Out of the 7 points, I especially 'highlighted' the last line in purple, which kinda remains of the past, like seriously. That line is like so true? It will have a lot's of things unexplained at that line, except a few friends whom might know about it.

"I don't understand why people like to stalk their ex-s and new girlfriends/boyfriends."

This line usually appears around after breakup, isn't it? However, I guess, that's the reason they care? the reason for couldn't letting go? the reason for many many other reasons that cannot be spell out? It's just like something that cannot be explain? Like something why you're in love with someone.

For the very first time, after a chit-chat session with friends at Holland V, makes me don't feel sleepy/doesn't want to sleep mood. IDK why. I mentioned alot of him during our conversations.

Hmmm......

Goodmorning?

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Heart Infection, worst case: heart transplantation?

Updates:

He's diagnosed with heart infection. Worst case is a heart transplantation?

But he can updates his status means, he's fine right?
He's not that serious?

&i'm more concerned about his family actually.

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

He's in ICU now.

I received news that He's in ICU now.
From what I hear and what I see,
I just don't think he's in a very serious condition.

But then, because of him,
I feel that I'm troubling people unnecessary.

I just don't know why.
I feel kinda depressed?
Reason for depressed, I also don't know.

Just don't have the mood at all for now.
Perhaps, all I'm worrying is for his mom and his gf.

Perhaps, I'm just too much.
I shouldn't be troubling my friends about his things.
I bet they'll feel I'm a very 麻煩 person.

In any case,
thank you to all my friends for tolerating my nonsense.

Sigh! :(

P.S: He changed his number already.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Bon Voyage

I don't like to listen people to tell me “一路順風".
(Reminds me of the continue part when we joke about it.)

I prefer "Bon Voyage".

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Updates!

17th March 2010
I went for my DBS interview &reached like half hour earlier when it's supposed to be at 11am.
The whole interview is like about 1 hour. After which, I met up with Fendy &had lunch at Ramen Ten @HarbourFront Centre. Then we headed to Plaza Singapura to get his friend's pressie. However, kinda wasted trip. &we headed down to Bugis as I'm supposed to meet my cousin after her school :) Fendy joined us as he had to go for sensei at 5pm. So, we headed to Ksuite, our first attempt at $18nett (Student Promo). Unfortunately, we did not take photos -.- &after Ksuite, my cousin and I headed to 313@somerset for Marche while Fendy heads home.

Marche is nice :) We did not take any photos on the food. But we took polaroid on ourselves :D
&we talk about chemical warmer packs. I'll have to get that for my Taiwan trip. I can't imagine how cold it'll be. After the whole dinner, we went for photoshoot. Photoshoot on her &myself. using her DSLR. :)


Using the polaroid


Photoshoot taken by her.

Her's over here.

18 March 2010
I stayed at home & clearing HK dramas. 《法證先鋒 I & II》

19 March 2010
I met up with Weilin, Jack and Swee Guan to the Taiwan Visitor Association to get something done for our Taiwan trip. The place is located at Shenton Way. But, I only got to travel to HarbourFront + wait for Weilin, &Jack drove us to Shenton Way. :) After getting the things done, Swee Guan drove us to CCK :) Then we talk about Taiwan trip alittle while waiting for Andy and Wilson to come. We're meeting for a dinner at the very last minute. &surprisingly all are free! :) I texted them, "Are you free, we're meeting for dinner before we fly off. &meeting at 6.30pm to 7pm at CCK." &they are so steady :) When they had arrived, Swee Guan drove us to Austwine (to find Huimin :)) &had our dinner over there. &last minute, we opened a bottle of White Grape Dessert Wine &a glass of Red Wine. It's just craving. :) But still, I don't really like the strong alcohol smell. -.-

Some pictures to share :)


20 March 2010
I met up with Huimin and Weilin &we went to Bugis to the temple praying. &we went for lunch at Pastamania at Bugis Junction, &chit-chatted until time for Huimin to leave for work. Then, Weilin & I went for shopping as I wanted to get some winter wear -.- In the end, Weilin spent 20bucks for 2 T-shirts from Jeep. As for me, I spent 5bucks on changing my watch's battery & the retail girl kinda 'damage' my watch but still repaired it for me, took me like 20mins of waiting -.- Then we parted & I went to IMM. I regretted cabbing over. It's freaking expensive when I board the cab start rate is already near 8bucks. Peak Period + City Area. When I reached IMM, it's a total of $20.55. Duper ex, pls. :( Then I spent like about nearly $100 on getting some thermal wears for the trip. But still not enough! I seriously not sure what should I do with it. I'm kind of trying to save up in another bank, din want to get the money from there. :/ OMG!
Checklist not done. Everything not done. But at least, I'm getting scarf from my cousin on the 23rd :)


21 March 2010
&today, I was asked to go for Food Fair at Expo. I rejected, I'll have to help Mom to get her things. So, this explain everything. I'll be staying at home, chatting on MSN, watching Dramas & Variety shows. Should be it already :)

What an long entry I had for today.
Bye!

Friday, March 19, 2010

Drank

I went for a drink today.
Red Wine + White Grape Dessert Wine.

I think I can sleep early today already.
I don't know why, I'm kinda pretty tired already.

Bye for now. Will be back tomorrow night again, hopefully?

Thursday, March 18, 2010

Maybe tmr?

I'm supposed to update.

But kinda lazy + tired now.

I don't know why I'm tired already when I've taken like nearly 12hours of sleep.

Maybe just that I'm still coughing + sneezing away?

I'll back to update maybe tomorrow night or Saturday night :)

Bye for now.

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

我全都相信

“我全都相信
相信你說的每一句
每一句我答應我可以
我不會負你

我全都相信
相信你說的每一句
每一句只差一句
我愛你”




Im feeling so (fill-in the blanks)
I watched 《就想賴著你》 episode 6 (TV series),
I teared.
It reminds me of HIM &our relationship.

&after the whole show,
my mood sank.

Monday, March 15, 2010

Only 3 hours of sleep

I slept at 6am this morning & woke up at 9.30am this morning.
Am supposed to meet my cousin at 10.30am at Bugis, but when I gave her a call at 8am, she said push back the meet-up to 11am. So, I went back to sleep.

&right, according to the total number of hours I slept today, I still do not feel tired at all yet.
I think coffee wonders? I drank Dark Mocha from Starbucks earlier on.

Purpose of meeting my cousin is to accompany her for photoshoot. She needs street photos. We had our lunch at Soup Spoon. &I treated her :) Then we go for coffee at Starbucks. Then we headed off to Sungie Road so that she can do some shootings. &right, the weather is damn HOT!

Both of us are literally sweating away. &did not take much photos, or the effects is not there. &we decided to get into Sim Lim Square first before heading back. But who knows! It rained so heavily. We're caught inside Sim Lim Square. Then, I went to get screen liquid cleaner + Nikon battery :) Soon, the rain stopped. But when we are about to head out, it starts to rain heavily again. Totally ruined the day on photoshooting. In the end, my cousin cabbed to school while I stopped at Bugis & take bus back to Jurong (IMM).

&by the time I get home, it's already 5+ in the evening. All the way until now, I haven sleep. &not sleepy.

&last night, I'm like super interested in using 3G to online via my mobile. I tried out at my free usage of $5. Let alone 2 days only, I've used 2MB whereas the $5 worth 500KB -.- I totally exceeded 1.5MB which means, I got to pay additional $15. &I got pretty worried, &called up M1 to check it out &listen to what kind of advice they will give. :)

I'm kinda thinking should I just get the iPhone value Plan with a monthly cost of $41.35 including GST with Free 3 M1 to M1 callers, unlimited SMS, data bundle of 12GB, caller-ID.

Though I'm like in dilemma, the M1 CSO is good. He said he'll help me to monitor my usage, &see if I will/need to change into that plan. He helped me to waiver off my one-time registration for the data bundle service, the exceeded $15 as well as if I were to exceed my 20.5MB usage (worth $37). He's in a good mood. He did waiver and waiver and more waiver :)

In final conclusion, the CSO waiver, waiver and did more waiver for me. &now I'm with a Sunsaver Student Plan with Free 3 M1 to M1 callers, unlimited SMS, data bundle of 20.5mb, caller-ID with a monthly cost of $36.38 including GST. This is so cool :D

So now, I can use 3G to online :)
(Something that I really will never think about it at all. Although it's kinda in-trend since iPhone launched.)

Alright, that's all for today. :)
Going for Dota now :D

Saturday, March 13, 2010

Little updates #2

I'm back in the same day.

Just wanna share.
My unlimited sms has been activated :D
I'm happy + don't need to scare burst bill for sms already (which I usually do.)

&right, I took a nap earlier on,
I dreamed of him.
The dream is very blur.
"I saw his name on Facebook again."
&the dream is very short. less than 3 seconds?
The moment I dreamed that I see his name on fb,
I woke up IMMEDIATELY.

Something like, wanna double confirm,
but then, it's a dream after all :(

&thru-out the whole day, since last night, I'm like having tummy upset.
Totally feeling terrible. & my sleeping time, all haywire.
I slept at 4am, woke up at 9am. Fell asleep again until 12noon. Then fell asleep again in the noon.
Sleep, wake up, sleep and wake up.

This is a very very bad for body. :/

&&&I'm done in editing the videos + uploaded it already :)

Shall share it here. :)
It's the videos that we took at Impresario 2010 Grand Finals when Weijian is performing :)

1. 變化



2.咬字

Little updates

Last update is on 4th March 2010.

Now I'm back updating.
I actually kinda feel like consistent update my blog.
Get back my nuffnang hits.
But then, 有心無力~

Anyways, little updates. :)
Weijian is back in action in Singapore.
At least, managed to attend 2 events of his in year 2010.
Then we'll not know when's next already.
Perhaps, May? June? July?

We only know when it's time to meet, means, it's time for his 2nd album :)
I'm very looking forward. It's the 2nd year since he first launched his first album.
I hope the market is welly good for him :)

Group photo for both events.


I kinda spent my first week of March very hectic.
Thus, I fell sick on the second week of March.
So sick that, I'm down with coughing, sneezing + no voice.

But now! I'm recovering very well, without consulting doctor. :)
I saved up the western medication fees and spent merely 10bucks on liang tei (涼茶).

My voice is back. &I'm kinda waiting for people to go kbox with me.
& 2nd week of March is ending soon.
IT fair this week, I'm heading down on the last day.
I hope to catch some good deals yea?

&right! I've finally changed my mobile plan from SunTalk 150(which doesn't seems to exist anymore) to SunSaver - Student Plan. (Yes, I'm a M1 user.)

Same pricing with my old ones but better benefits. Basically, what's good about my current plan will be:
1. 3 free M1-M1 calls (I've already used up 2 slots. left 1)
2. Unlimited SMS (Yes, you did not hear me wrong!)

I can't wait for my STUDENT plan to be activated :D
(I'm thinking to get iPhone anot.)

Anyway, lately, 2 nights in a row. I'm back playing Dota again, after two years. The supposed to know 'skills' are rusted. TOTALLY A NOOB NOW~ :/ I'm so-going to train up my skills, hopefully.

&right! I applied a CSO job at DBS Bank.
I'm being called to go down for Proficiency test on 10th March, half hour after I left the office, I received a call from them that I'm like-selected to go down again for a face-to-face interview on 17th March. It's a full-time job, but I'm still want to pursue my degree after I've received my results, shall nego with them. :)

I guess, this pretty summarize up the happenings around me. :)
&before I missed it out, I almost had an argument with bff. but everything is alright already, i supposed.

Yups, pretty summarized up already.
What an lengthy post I had.

Back to edit videos. CYA!

Thursday, March 04, 2010

4th month.

It's the 4th month already.

Wednesday, March 03, 2010

Advertorial - Teenage

I saw this advertorial in my email.
Kinda pretty interesting uh.
(Cause, I kinda like media as well.)



Click to have a bigger view.
So, if you're interested, do sign up.

I'll be back again, bloggin some time later.
Just an advertorial first. :)

Saturday, February 27, 2010

END OF PAPERS!

Yesterday was my last paper.
& finally it's the last one.
finally there's no need to like stay up late to study, stay overnight to study.
I just want to have a long long sleep. (to replenish my sleep)

I'm just sooooooo busy studying (i mean it) that I did not watch any shows, no blog no nothing. :/
But, I'm back for now!

Papers ended, my classmates shouts, "Graduate Loh"
Lol! Through-out the whole of like 20 mins? IDK
Anyway, after the papers, we went to Marina Square, Breeks for dinner.
&I headed off to Marsailing for mahjong with cliques (L)

Totally loves, reason? I usually dont win at the mahjong table.
But! Bff came & i won like $14?
Alright, it's seems litter, but then..
To me, I enjoyed the time with them :)

After winnings, we went for breakfast using the winnings. :)
Sounds bit not nice at all, like. using another friend's money to treat breakfast ugh.
I guess, it ought to come up with new idea to it.

&from the dinner session that I had with my friends,
they came up a plan to disturb one of our friend, Z.
after hearing the whole session, IDK what to do.
but to what I know about friend, Z he's not like the kind of will tolerate to such things.

IDK what's going to happen.
Just that, one side will be having their fun they want to.
Another side, is Z will be 'fighting' back?
Results? IDKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Perhaps, this is what girls will react?
At least for me, I dont want to see unhappiness within friends, especially the ones like pretty close with me. I'll be just not feeling good.

That's all for now.
Goodnight + Bye.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

(I might going back to sleep soon, 24 hours of sleep?)

some little update about me and him.
It's like ever the break-up.
I NEVER SEEN HIM AGAIN.
Yesterday I trained passed-by Yishun, I totally missed the stop at Yishun.
When I realised it, it's already at Sembawang station.
He blocks me on twitter, msn.
Now soon, to be facebook? (or already is?) -> IT IS (updated as of 28thfeb,1.26am)
&he gotten iphone for himself. totally WOW manz.
&he's flying to taiwan too on like 26march.
I hope I just wont see him.
friends again ever possible?

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

Saturday, February 20, 2010

:(

Finally submitted 2 reports, done with 1 exam.

Left with 1 assignment which our lecturer extended one more day for us, 23feb-9am deadline.
&1 exam on 26th feb-4pm

Now is 4.44am. I'm not in bed.
Still chatting w bff while blogging.
Later gonna hit the school like 10plus, i guess.

Hopefully I'll finished up my assignment by like later of the day in school.
Planning to like overnight in school on Monday night all the way to the next day to submit the assignment. But it's not confirm at all.

&I've a very strong feeling.
A feeling likes, a very close friend of yours is chatting with you, but without daily updates with each other, somehow, the close friend will still not your close friend afterall & these includes even they are our BFF.

I believe that applies to any type of the relationship. Be it love or friend or even your family.
Both parties just got to work hard to maintain any relationship.
&I'm greatful that my FC peeps that we are kinda working together. Otherwise, we will not still be talking together :)

Going to be the 4th month soon. & I realised that. 19th is their 3rd month getting together.

& I saw this on one of my friend's facebook status "You cannot make someone to love you. All you can do is stalk regular checks up on them and hope that they panic and give in.."

Totally 講到我的心坎里去了~

&right, when I'm on my way home today from dinner with friends, my mood went down together with the bus when it's moving so slowly. Somehow, many flashbacks comes into the mind. &maybe i should just find one day to head back to reservoir again.

Hmm.

(by the time, i finished this entry. it's already 5.19am)

Monday, February 15, 2010

CNY Day 2

CNY Day 2.
Told myself not to go visiting, not to go gambling.

&I'm supposed to do my work.
Whatever I've done, all I merely did was just submitting my applications online for the Unis.

Then, I took a nap.
Continued to watch my show.
& looping 何維健‘s 《變化》whenever my player is free.

&now it's about 11pm soon.
I yet to finish a single report.
I also had not started studying for my exam on the coming friday.

&the more i listen to the song, somehow I've alot of feelings against the song lyrics written.
Thanks for my FC lovelies. Sigh figured out the lyrics for us. :)

I'm still listening to the song,
& this is what it shows on my twitter & time check.




Maybe, still I yet to get over~

I really wish 我可以大哭, 大哭后,一切就會沒事了嗎?

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Happy Chinese New Year!

I'm home already like 8pm.
The earliest ever in the years of CNY.
Reason? I just gotta work on my task.
Pretty long-list.
I feel like dying soon.

I feel like enjoying. but the mood is not there.
I feel like relaxing. but the mood is not there.
I feel like ignoring my task. but I CAN'T!

in short, there's no mood at all. :(

I better get going on applying for unis. :/

Saturday, February 13, 2010

CNY EVE

It's the CNY eve.

Nothing much to be special apart that CNY + Valentines falls on the same day.
But to me, it just makes no different.
I'm single, I'm not attached.
I'm still pondering over.
I'm still not over yet.

Yesterday, I met up with friends to discuss about the itinerary of our Taiwan trip.
Prolly from 10 days, we might be extending to 15 days. & my close friend spot-check my wallet.
He checks if my wallet's photo changes back to that photo.

Obviously, I'm not a very hardworking person towards such things. Therefore, when I remove it, means I removed it. But forget anot, is another thing already.

&let alone this week. I've gone to Kbox twice. I don't mind going it again like coming week. But I doubt anyone is free to go with me or wants to go with me. I just want to be outside until late night or something. I dont want to cope myself in the house. Umm.

1 assignment due on the 18th Feb.
1 report due on the 18th Feb.
2 reports due on the 19th Feb.
1 End Of Module Test on the 19th Feb.
1 assignment due on the 22th Feb.
1 Semester Exam on the 26th Feb.
1 assignment interview due on the 1st Mar.

I'm not going to gamble on this year's Chinese New Year.
On Day 1 night, I suppose I'll be home already.
Sounds boring, but it's the like last few weeks of poly.

I haven submit my registrations for the unis.

Hmm.

Bff: Sorry! 真的對不起~


何維健首播《變化》 【魔幻视界主题曲】- Really nice. When I first heard, my tear almost roll down from my cheeks. Totally touches my heart. (L)

Saturday, February 06, 2010

Awesome TOPSHOP!

Last night, I went to Vivo with my cousin.

&I feel so awesome.

Why?
I did not spend a single cash.
I use my credit card + nets.

Credit card at Topshop and Starbucks.
Nets on cab.

The first time I ever spent my money at Topshop.
Yes, 22 years of my life, (please don't laughs) but first-time purchase at Topshop is really awesome. Awesome as the reason that, I gotten what I've wanting to get, leggings.
I'm definitely going back to get one top & more leggings :)

&my sleep is totally ruined.
I wanted to have a good sleep to replenish all the sleep that I've missed.
But you know,
I dreamt of my ICD on how to do, codes everything in the dream.

Totally SIAN-ED :(

&right now. I'm still watching 超級星光大道 Season 1.
&I'm looking forward to Taiwan trip.
&I'm thrilled going back to 99 Turns if there's chance.

Did I mention this? He blocks me on Twitter. Still can be friends?
I guess, dream on already.

Thursday, February 04, 2010

It's the 3rd month

I just realized.
A total of nearly one month of not blogging already.

I thought I'll be 'keen' in updating ya.
But then, the moment I'm home, I just feel like mugging myself with variety shows & more shows and more online mahjongs. In school, I'll be just doing my work on and on.

&starting from 1feb to 28feb, it's the period for the 3rd years in poly to register ourselves into the university. University life, I want to go. Pretty upset actually. I do not have the confident to get into any local uni. I yet to make any registration either. What should I do actually? :( I'm kinda feeling discourage.

These nights i've been eating alot. I feel so sinful, please! &I've got my cousin to forbid me eating dinner when I meet her tmr. We're heading to vivo tmr :)

Today's the 4th of the month again.
It's the 3rd month already.
Obviously, I still care.

&it's the 4th of the month. 26th is the last day of me going to school. (last day already - that's exam day too.) this semester is so fast. When i feel that I've kinda a little bond with the class, the school is coming to an end already. I hope all our friendship will not just end when we have graduated. :( (kinda feeling emo.)

It's the 4th today.
Last day of all report + project + PBIL submissions on the 19th.

Look at my tasks.
1. Internet Client Development Website
2. Technopreneurship Report
3. Network Managment Report + PBIL
4. Final Year Project Report (Prolly - 30+ pages)

Though it's just 4 tasks, it's not easy at all. &it's 15 days away.
I just need more motivations.

I'm so into 超级星光大道 1 recently.
The moment I got home, I'll watch and watch.

I need to get my work started.
I wan to reach school at 8am tmr & do my work.

PLEASE! do not overslept anymore.
(I've overslept straight in 2 days. :/)

&some overdue pictures.







Weilin's Birthday 2010
- 15th January 2010


30th January 2010




Should be all for now.

多愁善感

Tuesday, January 05, 2010

I'm still in school - Time check: 8.59PM

I'm blogging now in school.
Yes, I'm still in school.

Edited: I've cleared up the links corner.
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previous entry was totally super emo.
I can't help it.

In the end, guess what's my reactions?
I dozed off from watching one of the taiwan drama yesterday.

----------------------------------------------------------------------

&today I woke up with a 'clear' mind.
Cabbed to school, reached school to continue with the FYP.
Tomorrow is the big day.
Biggest day among my Poly life, having industrial panel to judge our project. &deciding to get any points from the 11 points that might be given out to each group.

I'm still here in school, with my 2 other team mates.
1 of them trying his very best to complete his part.
2 of us are giving him our moral support.

I went dinner with my friends at FC4 & will have to pass by Auditorium.
I always have this feeling that, whenever I'm passing by Auditorium, I might be having some chance to like 'meet' his gf (which I don't want to at all).

Appearing to be strong, but I guess I don't want to get the fact into my head.
I'm dropping this entry.

Bye.

Monday, January 04, 2010

Exactly two months.

Today is the exact date. two months from break up.
& on the 19th November he's onto another new relationship.
& on the 26th December my friend saw him with another girl holding hands. (was a different girl)

So, what about me?
I guess, today I almost met him.

I saw his SPARC's friends, at another glance, I saw his classmates.
I believe that he's with them as well. (but still did not see him. - I seriously don't know what to do if I were so happened to see him.)

I don't know why.
Perhaps, I did not cry.

Did you know that if a serious matter happened, yet have not much expressions expressed, is something unusual? Somehow, all my feelings are kept somewhere.

I rather I can cry out, like seriously.
I want to let out my feelings. How could I?

I did not get to bed at all until 4am.
But I woke up at 6.30am, 7.30am feeling not a single rest/nap at all.
I'm not tired for some reasons.

Perhaps, I'm still hurt.
Perhaps, I'm still pondering over.

I don't know what should I do.
I appeared strong.
But, when's the time am I able to appear weak?

Sharing a video


為什麼不相信我 為什麼要懷疑我
一個不小心眼神的交錯 被當作亂放電的誘惑
我雙魚 為什麼天蠍要恨我

*難道都是我的錯 我該生氣還難過
 一杯被當做證據的紅酒 換來的咒罵(耳語)喋喋不休
 你罵的 還不夠嗎

#我要飛走 我要自由 我要用最溫柔的復仇
 讓你一無所有 讓你在說我的時候 很有理 卻會心痛

△我要飛走 我要自由 我要用最溫柔的刑求
 讓你一無所有 讓你在說謊的時候 想到我 會很心痛

我已經不會難過 沒有什麼好難過 就當我的愛掉進了黑洞
做過的夢是一陣旋渦 沒了你才有出口

The above bold lyrics totally spelt my feelings.
with addition “if only"

Sigh! :(

Not to be seen

I've seen something that I should not be seeing at all.
(You should know)

Sigh.

I don't know what feelings should I put this in.
Should I even breathe this to anyone?

As usual, within 2 weeks everything is settled.
SETTLED?! Is that even the word to use?!

Or should I not even react in this way?
(What should I do?)

:(

Saturday, January 02, 2010

finally doctor seen

I've been sick since 29th December 2009 all the way until now.
It's a new year of second day.

& I've finally seen the doctor in the morning.

This morning at about nearly 3am, I got high fever again, for no reason.
Finally able to get to see the doctor. Doctor asked if I want to get MC, I told him to give me the MC on 4th January, just in case, I'm not going to the school. But I don't see the case anymore. I guess I'll still have to go to school on the 4th already :(

After I've seen the doctor, I cabbed to the school. I was in the total lethargic mood. Stand a bit, I'll feel very restless. The moment I reached school, the whole lab was like a sauna, no air-con at all. Soon after I've taken my medications, I fell asleep. I even skip my lunch with them (I totally feel not well, just like I can go blackout anytime) and stayed back to just sleep. At that point of time, I totally just feel like going home for a sleep. I guess it's the medications taking effects.

Talking about the medications, I've a total of 13 pills to take when I got to take the medicine. 8 types of medications, 1 cream to pull on, total of 13 pills to be taken. I guess, this is the most pills I've taken when I'm sick.

& I stayed all the way back in school until 8.40pm to do my FYP. At the minimum, I guess, our FYP is about 85% completion. :) I'm pretty happy about it. During halfway of doing my project, my friends suddenly said to me that, I look seriously pale & the type of people who just came out from the pregnancy room (Don't ask me why they use this as an example.) But I guess, that's usually how a pale person really looks like. For me, I seriously don't know about it. Perhaps, I'm really too sick.

Look at this picture.


That's the total of pills I've to take. Exactly 13 pills.
The one in green are the most awful taste that I'm dread of.
The one in white(big ones) are the ones that's I'm also dread of.
I guess, I dread of medications.

Alright!
I guess I have to rest early tonight to compensate my rest just now at the hot sauna lab.
Bless me with speedy recovery!

SHITZ! The pills are still stuck at my throat?!

Friday, January 01, 2010

Sick like totally

The feeling that's I'm having just like....
totally sick until like I've been lying in bed.

Keep on sleep and sleep through out the day.

& I told my mom that I won't be home in the afternoon tomorrow.
Guess what she told me?

She told me not to go and stay at home to rest, like for the first time!
Ok, to me, it's totally very shocking for me.
Usually, she won't care about this at all.

I've been coughing like mad. Just as if like, I'm coughing my lungs + throat out of my mouth. Do you know that feeling? Totally cannot stand it already. :( The right side of my throat is also killing me. Merely swallowing the saliva kills me. It's pain like totally.

But on the bright side, at least my voice is not totally gone already. It's coming back alittle. :)

I'm heading to bed once again. (Sick until don't even feel like using the laptop like seriously.)
Tomorrow gotten go to the clinic (like finally) + going back to school.

Goodnight.
(P.S: Please stop coughing.)

Happy New Year 2010

It's 01 January 2010.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

As usual, I'm still down with sickness.

1. Throat pain
2. No voice
3. Dry/Wet Cough
4. Blocked nose.
5. Green color phlegm
6. Herpes Simplex Type 1


The above sickness that I've got, I wanted to get to the clinic this morning.
The No. 1 to No. 5 wanted to get to my regular doctor to see. But then, it's closed! & I thought it opens on public holiday. Then I realized they removed that line that states "including public holidays", which means, they no longer open on public holidays.

So be it, I went off to another clinic to see the herpes simplex type 1 virus. Last time I had that before, so I went back to the same place to get the medication. I wanted to just buy the medication but they insist that, it's too long from the last date that I've visited. Therefore, I have to get to see the doctor. (The only reason that I don't want to see the doctor because, their charges are very high.) Indeed, I came out of the clinic and collect my medicines, only to 'cure' my Herpes SImplex Type 1, it cost me SGD$ 126.00! Yes, you did not see wrongly. That's very expensive, just only that sickness. :(

What's Herpes Simplex Type 1?
Often referred to as fever blisters or cold sores, HSV Type 1 infections are tiny, clear, fluid-filled blisters that most often occur on the face. Less frequently, Type 1 infections can occur in the genital area. Type 1 may also develop in wounds on the skin.

There are two kinds of infections - primary and recurrent. Although most people get infected when exposed to the virus, only 10 percent will actually develop sores. The sores of a primary infection appear two to twenty days after contact with an infected person and can last from seven to ten days.

The number of blisters varies from one to a group of blisters. Before the blisters appear, the skin may itch, sting, burn, or tingle. The blisters can break as a result of minor injury, allowing the fluid inside the blisters to ooze and crust. Eventually, crusts fall off, leaving slightly red healing skin.

The sores from the primary infection heal completely and rarely leave a scar. However, the virus that caused the infection remains in the body. It moves to nerve cells where it remains in a resting state.

People may then have a recurrence either in the same location as the first infection or in a nearby site. The infection may recur every few weeks or not at all.

Recurrent infections tend to be mild. They can be set off by a variety of factors including fever, sun exposure, a menstrual period, trauma (including surgery), or nothing at all.

& Here's the picture that how it looks like.
(source from: http://www.dent.ucla.edu/pic/visitors/herpes/page1.html)


Alright, now for all.
I'm heading back to bed again.
I'm sleepy.

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

fever mode

This is so long since I'm sick.

My temperature from 37.5 goes up to 38.9. I took painkillers but the temperature refused to drop.
I went for a cold bath, finally dropped from 38.9 to 38 degree in an hour time.
& now the current temperature is 36.9degree.

I was totally in the fever mode since from the morning before I had to go school.
I stayed in school to do my FYP all the way until 4.30pm. I cabbed home & went bed immediately with taking any medication.

At the lab, I totally wanted to leave early. But then, with our current progress, I ....

When I'm taking my rest, the moment I closed my eyes, the flashes of my FYP comes in. I tried to sleep but for the first one hour, I will wake up. Then I will wake up every half hour.

Seriously, I'm very concerned about my FYP. I don't want to go to school today either. But, if I'm not going, then I bet the FYP will have no improvements.

Sigh.

I hope I will not have sleepless night for today.

Monday, December 28, 2009

DjEiRaInC White Christmas Gathering

Today I'm supposed to reach school at 8/9am.
Guess what? I've overslept all the way until 10.30am.

Then I cabbed to school, and supposed to meet my loves at about 4pm.
Pervz called me at nearly 4pm. I told her that I'm coming. She called me twice. But, I'm still kinda troubleshooting my project codes. In the end, I'm extremely lateeeeeee.

But the night session party is totally AWESOME! (L)
We have a lot of laughing. We had gift exchange too! Our dress code is in WHITE! (L)
Too much laughing already, my throat is in pain.

Here's our group photo.

Sunday, December 27, 2009

叮噹 - 我愛他

Sharing a video.

Going to be end of year 2010

This is like 4 more days to 2010.
This is also going to be the 2nd month of that incident.

He gotten a new target. or rather two new target.

Anyway, I think I'm getting better and even better as time goes by.
In the past, I spent money on him. Now, I'm spending it for myself. (Seriously, I feel alot much better. At least, the shopping feels comes back)

To say that I'm not affected upon knowing his latest news, it's a lie. I do still get affected in some ways or another.

But at least, from this incident, I've like found out who are the ones there for me. Though I may have to ask them out myself then they asking me out, I still do very appreciated.

Thank you to all my friends out there. (even the "YOU" that's reading. It's because you bother that's why you read my blog. :))

I remember that he does not celebrate Christmas or other occasions like this. But this Christmas, he celebrated with his new love? UGH! The feeling is not good. Alright. (I should stop this.)

My Christmas is also not a bad one alright. Having a dinner + movie out with my friends is totally cool. :) Though actually I wanted to hang out more, time doesn't allow me to. && spending money is good. But, the feeling of spending tooo much money is even 'best'.

I wish next month 10th faster come, so that my pay from my dad willl come.
I still want to go out moreeeeee! I want to go shopping, I want to go slack. I want to go out for just a chat with friends.

Okay. Ask me to go out if you need a company, alright?

AH! Thanks for the company today alright. You've kept your promise :) More next time. Perhaps just a drink or something :) (I know you'll blog-hop until here.)

The one and only picture that I've took today at the kbox session. -.-

Monday, December 14, 2009

Given an excuse for a update.

This is so happened that I've blog-hop earlier on.

Thus, I went into his blog. I just realized, his blog has changed/closed down. I do not have the new url at all. Of course, the blog that we used to had, the one that I've permission with, also removed/closed.

Maybe this tells that, do not do so many things with your favorite ones even you wanted them all.
The more things, the longer years that you have been with your favorite ones, it makes you more memories about them. The things that once together, the stuffs that done together etc. Recalling them back, is such a miserable?

It's already like 1month + 2weeks plus. He gotten a new love that he's wooing with now. He's enjoying his life. Everything about me in his life for 3 years has been deleted just like you press the 'delete' key on the keyboard when you want to delete the file. This is so easy for him.

What about me? Do my friends realized? I occasionally still mention about his name. But of course, I am not devastated as much as before already.

I should stop thinking that he's an angel.
Sigh.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

Little update

Friday night, I had an overnight mahjong session with my friends.

They stated out the one and only rule for me before I meet them.
Otherwise they will do something nasty to me.

RULE: Take out the photo in my wallet. Otherwise, even if it's going to hurt our friendship, they will still either cut the photo away infront of me or throw it away right on my sight.

Of course, from preventing these to happen, I took out the photo and kept it at home.

The 'take-out' process was that only a minute of barely. But to me, all the flashbacks comes back.
& that reminds me of the breakup again.

& this is the 3rd week ever since we've broke up. Only third week & somehow he gotten himself a new target which stated on his MSN so clearly.

Saturday morning then I got home. I slept from 8am all the way until 5.15pm. & I went for my heels treatment & express manicure at 6pm. All the way almost until 9pm then I got home. Then watch bit of variety shows & chatted on phone for like pretty long hours with Wilson.

Today, I'm heading to Sitex fair with my poly friends.

"When you have a hectic day ahead, you will not think of any unpleasant things in the mind."

Monday, October 19, 2009

Time for diet!

It's time for to be on diet now! :)
(I really mean it. Going to skip dinner starting tomorrow unless some dinner gatherings :) )

& best part is.

after waiting for like a week~

FINALLLYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

jian is backkkkkkkkkkk! :)

Here's the group photo :D


I miss you <3

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I should be more independent?

I should have care lesser?

I will have to rely things on myself?

Do I have a shoulder to lean on?


Friday, July 31, 2009

沒有了 :(

我真的真的受傷了

很難過~

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

H1N1

5 people died due to complications related to H1N1.

Will this number going to be increasing?

Sighz.

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

I should be continuing my driving again!

I'm back again before going to bed.
Tomorrow having a written English test regarding email writing, but writing onto paper :/
I yet to study it. But have already printed out the notes to read.
I guess I should be get going to read it once I'm done blogging.

Last Friday (3rd July), met up with BF after my "last" paper. We headed to Jurong Point to shop :) I've gotten myself a new pair of "slippers". Cheap cheap :) $10. Then we walked around Jurong Point & dine in at Zhou's Kitchen. The food is darn awesome! :) Pretty expensive too, but worth it :) Thumbs up! Then, we headed to Jurong SAFRA to get my K Points updated & went home already!

Last Saturday (4th July), went out with my lovely FC peeps :) We had lunch at Ikea & "played" at Ikea. OH GOSH! This reminds me of VIDEOOOOOOOOOOOOOOS! I still have videos editing to do. I got to get up and work on it soon. This weekend, ok? I hope so :) & this day is also Bf & I's 33 months together anniversary. But we did not meet up. He's busy with his CCA's training. While, I'm out with my FC peeps :) But all these FC peeps only lasted until 3-4pm & all of us went home already. So, I went home to slack :D

Sunday (5th July), stayed at home all the way. Supposed to like go out to West Coast Park to slack. But then, BF says that he wants to stay at all. So, aborted that idea. & I stayed all the way slacking again! Then, Monday blues comes in. The next day is Monday, school againnnn! :(

Monday (6th July) struggled to school in the morning, 8am. Skipped 3pm's lecture & back home :)

Tuesday (7th July) struggled to wake up, supposed to meet my group members for Final Year Project (FYP) meeting at 11am. I sms-ed them that I would be late, then 10 plus, I sms-ed them that I won't be going to school already. I'm just too tired to go to school. In the end, I went to post the bags & back home to revamp my blogshop again onto a new website :) Outcome pretty nice & easy access.

Today struggled to school at 8am. Then hang through-out the lessons all the way until the end of the whole day 3pm. Back home again. Oh, I was in MST for the past 1 week. Results all out. None failed, but wasn't up to my expectation. I think I just gonna try harder! Next week lab test already. & another month to go for the Semestral Exam! OH GOSH! Everything is so fast pace! & best part is, FYP progress is still like 0.1%! This is darn super slow! We should have buck up!

Hopefully, I'll stop slacking :/

Ending post with some overdue pictures :)


(One of the sliced cake at Bakerinz)


(Some food scenes at Zhou's Kitchen)


(Ikea Trip)


P.S: Ugh, all my friends around me who wanted to get license had already gotten their's. So, where's mine?! I'm going back driving already, I want to get mine this year!

Thursday, July 02, 2009

It's such a mystery

I'm back blogging again.

I'm lil done in "high-lighting" the key points in my notes for my MST.
Ugh, and am browsing through my friend's photos on Facebook.

& I saw these friends of mine.
Pretty glad and envy about them.

Remembering that they started off together like at the age of 15-16. & all the way until now, they are still together. I'm totally seriously very happy about it. You know, it's like a total of about 5-6 years of relationship. This is ain't easy, I believe. The guy had even completed his NS. I had not been chatting with them for ages. But the last time I met them was.. somewhere last year? Just the last time I went to Jurong Point (not including the month of June 09)

Really very glad to see that they're still together. & always, there will be this kind of feelings that, how do they maintain the relationship? Definitely, the guy is a good man. That's why they can have such a long lasting relationship?

Anyway, had a chat with Swee Guan earlier on, on the msn.
"Hey friend, you know the answers yourself. Do not indulge on it anymore (if you can) :)"
I totally really can understand your feelings now :) 真的!But now, studies come first ok. Wait everything after the exams :)

When I'm chatting with Swee Guan, I'm also listening to 《解脫》 by 李玖哲 as well as 《對不起》 by 棒棒堂,王子. And then I have a super strong feeling that I'm still very sure that I love my bf. However, the moment we're together or chatting on the phone, somehow, I do have the feel that "the feeling is not there anymore" Somewhere that I think that he don't loves me or I don't love him. Sighz!

Friday is gonna be the last paper already. However, next Thursday, there will still be another communication skills written paper. I hope this will not be tough. :) I know I love school days. But I love school days even more when there's no exams :)

Oh ya! Singapore is moving into Mitigation mode. This means that H1N1 will be treated just like normal other flu virus. So no more good news from MOH. & I shall stop my H1N1 mood for now. Totally ruined already. No more! :( This is so despair. :(

Ok, I'm going to bed now at this timing, waking up at slightly earlier than today. (I woke up at 1.32pm) Perhaps, at about 10am? I shall set my alarm later.

Ending with another photo. It's a food photo that we had during Bf's birthday celebration at Jurong Point, Fig & Olive. (The services totally cannot make it though it's an halal store & tiny-weeny outlet - will not be patornising again)

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

After nearly 2 months of MIA

I'm back once again.

During the MIA period, many things had happened.
I can't deny anything.

Right now, I'm under the H1N1 holiday mood.

I'm kinda having Mid-Semester Test, in-short MST.
But then, I'm still not like studying it alot~
SLACKING & just want to have more holidays.

Today is Dear's 21st Birthday :)
生日快樂!
Finally he's 21 already.
But he just "initiated" a fight with me, leaving his msn nick at follows.


As usual, I know i know. :(

Anyway, I happened to read on sherz's blog & she's already pregnant for 6months. Her Hubby is also pretty good to her :) Glad to read it (:

I'm also envy of people's bf. What about mine? Don't I just deserve little more better treatment? Or I should only be deserving in this way? Or, am I not in the correct age to be in a relationship?

Enough of grumbling.

I'm having another paper later at 1.30pm. I just "finished" the quiz.
Tomorrow morning studying the lectures notes + labs already.

I'm into blogging once again! :)
Hopefully I'll not MIA (:
I'm in love with the lyrics in this song 《對比起》 sang by 棒棒堂,王子 ❤

Ending the entry with an picture :)

Thursday, May 07, 2009

New Post in May

Been a month since I've lasted update.
都已經一個月了……
HOHOHOHO!
(哈哈哈的笑聲)

The weather is darn stupid bloody hot!
這裡的天氣真的真的真的好炎熱!
School have started since 20th April 2009. But somewhere, somehow, I don't think I understand what's going on except for like slacking?!
學校從四月二十日就已經開始了。不過,我好像不知道在發生了什麽事,大概就是還在假日的心情唄!
School is always as usual. Earlier on there's this Swine Flu til the stage of Orange. BUT! Aiyah~ It's back to Yellow already. Though, it's pretty troublesome at the Orange stage, but I rather that stage at the minimum there's chances on getting 'free holidays' :D
在學校,一切平常。之前有豬流感,還秩序到第四階段。可是!哎╮(╯▽╰)╭ ~ 現在已經回到了第三階段。 雖然在第四段時有點不便,不過我還挺喜歡。因為有可能拿‘免費’假期!:D

During this missing in 1 month, I bought myself a new bracelet at SGD $24/5. Attached is the picture.
在這一個月裡, 我給自己買了一個新的手鏈價值新幣二十四或五元。以下就是圖拉。



Next, I've started a poll for my blogshop. Do vote for it & let us know. Then, we'll start it on weekly basic if the response is good. :D Help to advertise toooo! Appreciated! ❤
接下來,請用投選方式讓我們知道你們在線上網購時,想要買些什麽。之後,我們會開始每週方式進行。記得幫忙‘推銷‘我們的網購部落格!感恩啦!❤

I hope the weather will not be so hot on Saturday. I don't want to get sun burnt outside on streets!
我希望星期六的天氣不要再那麼的炎熱了。我不想在街上時,被太陽給嗮傷了!

I think only this entry will be bilingual language. I also don't know why I would be blogging in bilingual. Maybe for some sake of my Taiwan friends!
我想只有唯一著這文章是雙從語言。我也不知道這麼會打雙從。也許爲了我的台灣朋友吧!

Just a last question. Should I carry-on my driving lessons? (I've stopped like 3 months already) Give me some suggestions!
最後一道問題, 我應不應該繼續學駕車,拿駕照?(我已經停了三個多月了)給給一些意見唄!

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Just for laughs for DNG peopleee!

Last night, I was chatting with Sihui! (Sigh Huai) on MSN.

& She told me that weijian updated his status.



Upon reading this message, this is what I told Sigh Huai!



Our conversations goes on.... (arguing ._.)







:ayokona:Weijian have you seen this? (Alright~ I know he won't cause he doesn't have my blog url)

This is really super funny conversations. Like soooooooo hilarious~ :okay:

(ok, my purpose of blogging this entry is this only.)

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YAH YAH! I want to use the photoscape thing.
Heard it's fun! I mean it gives a pretty nice editing photo features.
I guess it's also the skills lah! HAHAHA! :inis:

Alright, i'm stopping here to continue my slacking at my 'ITP' :eheh:



:wave::bye:

Friday, April 03, 2009

IBM Laptop today?!

I'm supposed to receive my IBM Laptop today.

Oh! I did received.
BUT!

Wrong set ._.
Wrong imaged ._.

which means, I did not received. :/

Next Monday, the person will give come down again, for and exchange. :)

Feeling bothered. (Mood Swing + MC 2 days since Thursday onwards)

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Awesome Singaporean Community You Should Check Out!

Hi there,

I just chanced upon a REALLY cool site called Work From Home Singaporeans and I think you should check it out too:

>> http://tinyurl.com/qingxia

Here's the thing.. I just read in the newspaper that more jobs are going to be axed for the next 6 months.

Many people I know have been to find extra forms of employment and income, so as to make sure that they can continue providing food on the table.

But it isn’t easy finding extra jobs when nobody is hiring and companies are cutting costs.

Then it daunted to me, so why not work from home?

Now that offline sources of income are gradually diminishing, it’s definitely time to explore the options of earning income online.

And that's when I discovered this while randomly surfing online for Work From Home Opportunities:

>> http://tinyurl.com/qingxia

And I honestly feel what my two friends Calvin & Patricia has done is indeed very noble. With "Work From Home Singaporeans", they've set up an awesome community where they reveal one proven online money making strategy every 1-2 weeks.

You'll also get to listen to interviews with other successful work from home Singaporean entrepreneurs so you can model after their success formula.

On top of that, you get to make new friends and have fun while you learn at the same time.

Really, the amount of value you'll receive from this awesome membership
site is tremendous and you will have ALOT to benefit from it.

>> http://tinyurl.com/qingxia

Oh, did I mention that it's completely FREE to sign up?

Yes, it sounds insane but it's true!

But I'm not sure when Calvin & Patricia is going to start charging for this, as they want to limit the members so they can devote their time fully on them.

So you have to hurry if you don't wish to miss out on this incredible
opportunity to learn how to become a successful Work From Home entrepreneur!

Sign up for your account at this brand new Internet Marketing Singapore community now:

>> http://tinyurl.com/qingxia


:) I'm just sharing. I believe this works :D

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

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Monday, March 23, 2009

Sem 2 Year 2

OMT~ (Oh My Tian)

Just my Year Two, Semester Two Exam Results.

COURSEDIPLOMA IN INFORMATION COMMUNICATION TECHNOLOGYBROADBAND & SECURITY SERVICES
MODULE CODEMODULECREDIT UNITSGRADE
CP005SUNRAVELLING THE SECRET OF LIFE 2B
ET0523WIRELESS TECHNOLOGIES 5B
ET0524MOBILE COMMUNICATION SYSTEMS 5B
ST3231NETWORK AND SERVER MANAGEMENT 6B+
MS5226MATHEMATICS IIB 4C+

Semester Two
Semester GPA:3.045
Cumulative GPA:3.199

Semester One
Semester GPA:3.304
Cumulative GPA:3.25

Look!
My GPA dropped. All because there's no As in the results ::(
Dropped! :sigh:


Going to Year 3 in coming April 2009.

I hope I will get better results :lamagawa:

Saturday, March 21, 2009

Listening to Croatia

I'm back!

On Monday, my net failed me.
& I blogged in school.

Today(21st March 2009), my net returned. In fact, it returned last night.
We waited for 1 week for the SingTel technician man to come down. & the remarks we received from them was, the modem is faulty & there's no warranty to it. Therefore, we'll have to purchase a new one. So, I took the initiate to make calls to SingTel's Broadband! Guess what they said? They told me that it's only warranty for 1 year too! So, in order to get a new modem, I tried my luck to call-up the SingTel's Sales Dept & enquire on my broadband plan. From there, they told me that my modem is under TWO years warranty! So what's with the 1 year? ._. I think they seriously need to get their departments well about their products. So, due to anxious of getting the net back, so cabbed down from Jurong to Playfair Road.

BUT! there's the chain accidents at the highway remember? It was a total jammed at the highways. Took half hour, still at 1/4 of the journey, then told driver to back to Jurong. Costed me 28bucks plus. ._. & of course, a wasted trip. However, I enjoyed the trip :) Was chatting away with the driver with some topics. But already forgotten the topics.

So, cabbed down yesterday from Dover to Playfair Road & spent around 19bucks, changed into a 'new' modem. In fact, it's a refurbished, how cunning they are! Whatever it is, cabbed home & spent about 25bucks again? I don't remember the exact pricing already. The only thing I know was, I gotten 50bucks from dad & I withdrew 40 bucks from my bank. & inside my wallet had another 19bucks. When I reached home, I left with only 37 bucks! Dinner 21bucks. BUT! Where did the rest of the money goes? I really don't know.

& whole of the day, I stayed at home. Withdrew 350bucks from bank again. Passed 300bucks to mom as she's borrowing from me. & all because of lending her my money, my bank goes broke. I borrowed 50bucks from bf. Oh MY! :( I'm so broke. I thought I could be rich a lil & I dare not ask money from dad already! SIGH!

so whole of the day doing blogshop, replying emails, facebook-ing & watching variety shows! & having the urge of blogging & listening to croatia now. & uploading 維健's recorded clips to imeem & consolidate (did i get the correct vocab word?) them.

This is a really long post since I've updated.
Latest news of myself is, I'm jobless. No more part-time job aside my blogshop. Quitted McDonalds' for some reasons.

Any case, I shall end the post with croatia island pictures.
I do hope to go there one day if I could. :)

Croatia Island
Song that I'm listening to: 何維健- 克罗地亚的天空
(sup touching song)

Oh. Do visit http://fashionshoppers.blogspot.com
We're having Clearance Tee Sales & PGMall Spree :D

Monday, March 16, 2009

YAY! I'm going to SHARE~

Yes. I'm back blogging.

First of all,
sharing a video with all of you :D

credits to qinghui :D



Next, i'm getting a new laptop sooon!
& my router died on me last night due to the heavy rain! :(
The thunder storm. :/ I'm now blogging in schoool.
By right, should be having holidays, but you know. Im getting into 3rd year of my poly life. So, ITP(Industrial Training Programme) time. BUT! I've opt for exemption from ITP & start my FYP(Final Year Project) earlier. & all these explained why I'm in school. Everyday,9am to 5pm :)

IT fair over the weekends. The crowd is sup crowded! It's totally unexpected crowds. Last year, all the IT fairs doesn't have all the crowd. But, this year's is totally crowded. OMT~ It made me thinks that the whole of the Suntec is not enough for people like us. HAHAHAHA!

& I'm going to share!
jian flew to Taiwan last week.
Today's the 7th day. 7 more weeks to go before he's back.
(hurry 7 weeks to be over)

Next, relationship is not really stable as how i wish too. Though we did not fight(quarreled) a lot, but we're picking up.

丫! 要去玩咯…… (facebook!)
對了! 近來,我超喜歡用繁體字和台灣朋友們說話……
可是,D好像比較喜歡看英語……
O(∩_∩)O~

Thursday, March 05, 2009

So, this is the result I should get. :/

Gone MIA for whole of yesterday(which is our 29th months Anniversary).
BF tried to find me, of course unable reach me.

After less than 10 attempts,
he said, "so, you're trying to avoid me?"

& now saying that i'm trying to be funny by not replying sms & appearing offline .

. . .

Saturday, February 07, 2009

何維健跟黃靖倫 《一眼瞬间》

I'm here to update!

Sharing with blog readers one video. :)

Duet song. Super nice :)


何維健跟黃靖倫 《一眼瞬间》



Enjoy!!

Saturday, January 17, 2009

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Friday, January 02, 2009

Happy New Year!

Arrived in Year 2009.
There goes year of 2008.
It's a year of COW!

New year with new resolutions!
1. Get my driving license by the first half of the year.
2. Get my poly results like flying colors.
3. Relationship with BF will be forever long lasting!
4. All my wishes come true.


Ok.
I think the last sentence will be the best sentence to write my new year resolutions
:D

Oh oh!
I also want to have my circle of friends back.
The way of like, staying at home 'celebrating' occasions, should have be out enjoying.
But never mind :)
At least I do enjoy using my laptop :D

Latest news!
維健is coming back already! :D
Do come for his autograph session at IMM, 7pm, Level 3 for his autograph session.
(Ok, i know bf doesnt like this part. Pls skip this. =/)


Good night & have ample sleep!