back blogging liao.

cut-short, yesterday went kbox with alvin, wilson, shaun, weilin and huimin. kbox session was at Choa Chu Kang (CCK). and 1st time in my life i went to kbox session with tat sucky feeling.. well, it sucks to core, and i swear i will lodge a complain on it. and well, i did it le. told these to my cousin as well as william. so, haha. thanks in advance to william. he's gonna help mie out with it.. (:

and today.. of course went out with my beloved dear. haha! went to National Skin Center. the liquid nitrogen. OMG! so darn pain okays. and dear, kip took my pictures.. =\ nvm (: after tat, went to Queensway Shopping Center. Bought one pair of jeans demin skirt. wanted to buy jacket de. oh wells, couldnt find it at all. dan walked walked walked.. and, off for dinner. after dinner, went home liao. nothing special. but i enjoyed my day with him.
i hope he does the same thinking too (:

short and sweet post. (:

dear
school reopen soon liao
sian sian sian =\

woots~
did i mention stiffs with him?
aite, its not stiffs at all..
as usual, i am just thinking too mych (ttm).
but, always..
dear is the one to remind mie tat i am ttm-ing.
haha!
thanks, and do stop mie from ttm okays?
bleah~

let mie continue with my updates.
yesterday went to Crystal Jade KITCHEN at Causeway Point for dinner with my beloved dear (: went to wilson's house for mahjong. with wilson, alvin and wilson's bro & sis. well, i am the big winner again~ haha! last time alvin is the one.. not him animore.. luck dun always stick to him de wor.. =P after mahjong, wanted to go pool with dear. well, timing dun suit his train timing so. . cancelled.

tat's about yesterday nite..

later going out with dear liao.. going for movie.
and i am alreadi prepared.
haha, anitime can go out liao..
bleah!

dear
i lurve euu!
did my rating increased?
dun bu yao wo wor.
bleah!

no more to blog liao
shall leave it.
frens, pls update ur blogs too!
(:
u're mine!!

back again le. .
new day arrived.
haven sleep again.
jus got a stiff with him. hais. . . . . .

actualli wan to blog wat happened de.

well, no mood animore.

shall end here.
bye.

weee~!!!

Merry Christmas To Everyone!!

today ish christmassss .. going where to celebrate lei? haha, i have nowhere to go.. dear also haf no idea to go where..

aniwae, let mie update on yesterday's happenings. . .

went work, to mac.. hmm, help out in party.. dan, totally worked like a STAR` for some ppl, euu may not koe wad's STAR, basically.. someone who do hosting and conduct parties.. (: as well as handling some basic customers' issues problem. work was fun~ managed to studi alot of the theory parts abt wad a STAR should do. at the same time, did fruitful stuffs too. it was like, woots! haha, studied the theory parts. learnt what is the preparation of outdoor party, pricing of bookings of parties, billing enquires on parties, etc. haha! too mani to state. aniwae, was glad with it.. and kinda koe a number of staffs there liao.. er, i mean.. at least we got talk (: dan knocked off at about 1715hrs.. AND dear came over to my workplace to meet mi, waited for mie.. cause we going for steamboat at marine south!! (:

had the steamboat with dear, haha! he first time go steamboat alone with onli 1 person. said the feelings is weird.. i guess, he's the weirdo ones.. hahaha! i guess is truly alright lo.. LOL! aniwae, shall let him haf more experiences on it, dan he shall not complain. =P after steamboat.. went to bowling, had 2 matches. first match draw~ second one, he won. chey! he bullied de. . haha, his skills back liao, dan my hand pain; even got knocked by the bowling ball on my left ankle lorh.
after bowling, dunno whys lei. stomach like never digested properly. haha, feeling unwell lidat. but who cares(i koe euu care), bleah.. we went jurong entertainment for pool. again, he bullied mi.. played 6 matches, i won 2 out of 6.. BULLIESS! haha, dan i tink he's too tired le. suggested to end off and go home le. but hor the time was alreadi 1am. haha, first time stayed out so late with dear lei. but tat one, also is long long one time nia.

but still veri happie. at least, when christmas arrived, we still have each other side by side. (:
happy and enjoyable!

lurve him to bits.
haha~

aftertat`
reached home.
bathed.
edit codes on blogskins.
slept at about 5.45am.
woke up at 12noon ba.
and~
makan.
here i am.

haha, long post enuff ma?
enjoy ourselves wor.
shall stop here le.
bb!

dun highlight highlight.
bleah.
tis entry dun wan put sweet things for euu to listen lei.
=P
give euu a kiss *muacksss*

so long never come blog liao~
update little wad happened ba...

went chalet..
celebrated huimin's birthday.. hopefully, she enjoys it~ =D

dan tmr going for steamboat. enjoy it? =P

no more to blog liao.
shall be back when i feel likes. =x


the thinkings of urs same as others' hurts mie

back blogging.
as said, din go work today..
i tot i will be a fruitful day for mie..
oh wells, it doesnt seem to be.. kinda of boring day instead.. stayed at home the whole day. i tot dun wan to go out is a good idea, but was boring thru-out.. not mie accompani dear to game, dan i will be watching animes and chatting with frens on msn. if not dear will accompani me.. bt den. . . still bored x(

temper isnt good at all.. din feel good when gaming keep losing. play wat also lose.. losing everything. dun wan to play, cannot.. wan to accompani dear to play.. if not he is boring.. finding some activities to do together, nothing else but gaming onli.. can anione tell mie wad can we do? hais. but always, dear seems to have mani things to do dan mie.. ):

lose lose lose~
do wad thing also lose..
pardon mie for being so low moral recently.
no idea why too.


recently, i admitted. low self-esteem. erhs, i do enjoy the time with dear together alone. but at home the time seems boring~ i dun haf ur hugs and kisses~ made mie moody?

i tink realli dunno wat to say le~
but one thing.
sorrie fer being bad to you~
everything i do also wrong to u.
i also dunno wat i do, dan i can please u.
u tell me?

hais~
>.<

morning? woke up from my dream.. well, shall not talk about the dream liao.. scary~ until i crying in my dream. dan woke up le..

wanted to blog yesterdae.. guess i am too tired le..
aniways.. finished attachment le.. thursday was my last day.. now is thinking what grades i will be getting.. well, i am wondering. hopefully, my reports helps alittle bah.. first time, i think that my report is great.. haha~ seriously, i seems long time never write a good report le. LOL!

friday, IT dept gathering.. seriously, having fun with my teams. zillons thanks to them.. there are too many to name it.. i shall not name them..
fun working with the team, hopefully.. we will have a chance again, of cus.. changing of roles lar.. hahah! =P aniway.. the whole event started off at about 1130hrs sharp.. dan, ended at about 1330hrs sharp bah.. then helped alittle to clear up, and off i went.. went to my National Skin Center for my appt.. treatments given.. pain treatment.. hmm, it still hurts aniwae.. was told not to wear cover shoes.. well, last min called off not to work on sunday.. so again, i m free again. haha! but hor, next week going chalet with dear le.. actually, cant wait for that day to come and have fun.. haha! hmm, after the appt, went home.. dan put things, went jalan with dear.. went to Jurong Entertainment Center, watched The Holidays.. Love story.. nice movie.. at the same time, so cold in the cinema.. and seems like, i am the only one who feels cold.. the movie ish like 2hrs plus long.. but is worth watching.. =P

and yeap, holidays for me.. 3 weeks (:

hmm, also dunno what to blog liao.
christmas is round the corner..
where are you guys going?
=P
any of my share?
hahaha~

dear, i lurve euu!!
what's the password for our blog de?
update both of the blog lei..
=\

back blogging.. met dear in the morning. din reached the place on time. of cause, we did some patching up.. its like, i think alot.. wells, sorries.. din wan it to happen either de. but, i ish will ttm de. so . . . thanks dear for being so understandingg~ (:

even my cousin also said tat, hmm. gers tend to tink alot den guys.. xspecially, guys are simple-minded. lol, so yea. =P haha~

lettmi do alittle update ba.
slept at 4am plus. woke up at 9am plus. bathe, went out. meet dear. go lunch. go do hair. same routine. waited fer hours. tried to take nap. but too hot weather. after hair session. went lunch. today spent a bomb. tat one i haf to say. also dunno whys.. lunch, ate Pizza Hut, dinner ate Fish & Co. well, both me and dear, gonna save up again liao. as for mie.. maggie mee plsss :P haha! dear can go home makan & save money.. as for mie, maggie mee hor!! and here i am blogging.
i guess i koe why we had tat bah. i suggested i wan to have it, dan dear pei he mie? haha! thanks thanks! muackx! love my hair now.. so softy.. haha, trimmed my hair too. cut off the split-ends, and little fringe. but still love my hair cus its so softy.. cus i did treatment. dear also went to cut his hair. i should say.. he trimmed his hair. but i love it so mych.. mych better dan the last time le.. haha! nice nice, but cannot anihow *electric* ppl hor. =P

i miss euu le, dear.
bleah, euu are mine!!
i wan to talk to euu everyday, every moment..
euu are the best!!!
thanks for understanding and tolerating mie okay.
and hor, i will try my best go slim down for both my sake and ur sake.
=P
i lovee euu!!

should be about it le bah.
cant wait fer thursday to come.
cause tat's my last day of attachment.
and i still hafen start to write report. =
anione wan to volunteer to help mi to write pages of report?
haha.

after four days of not blogging.. well, i am back again.. hmmm. kinda weird rite? at this hour.. feeling gloomy(dunno spell correctly anot) now.. later going to do treatment and slightly cut my hair with dear at 11am.. yet, i am not asleep yet. =(

noon, went out with dear, wanted to studi.. but was fixing his wireless. until no time? as we bought movie tickets. watched Happy Feet. Nice and kawaii show~ rating for four bah.. reached home, watched anime... dan accompani dear play dota. after the game, somethings ish not right.. and here i am gloomy.. well, as for him. he went to bed le. wish him good nites, sweet dreams and dream of his new-know IRC fren bah.

yaps. feeling uneasy. did not tell him either. too popular is like tat? oh well, guess i shall take the blame.. who asked mie to fall in love with him.. rite? ferget it.. aniwae, who doesnt hope the relationship to last.. aren't i rite? well.well.well.. let him haf the fun he wants.. afterall, told him. i will let him have all wat he feel like doing..

sounded tat i m pathetic? hmm, dun tink so bah. frenship problems? relationship problems? studies problem? attachment problem? wad else do i haf? will i be free frem them? i dun feel great at all.. worrying on my studies, the rate i am going now. i am doing nothing. hais. attachment sux! jus a word, it sux! frenship.. yi ren rang yi bu.. but, how far is the limit? well, contraditing myself... =\ ferget it. relationship, totally speechless. =( onli one thing, only say wad we mean, if we dun.. dun sound as if we are, then making the other party feeling miserable. =
perhaps, i m too blunt in wad i said after the game which made euu moody.
when euu told mie euu waiting fer IRC fren to email euu, well.. i told myself is not sure.
but, the feeling ish so strong tat i koe tat is true.
wanted to tell euu i dun like euu to go IRC, but i also go IRC.
sensing tat the same problem both mie and clement counted, ish going to happen on us.
will tat happen?

i guess euu also dunno wad im saying bah.
suan le.
realli lurve mie?
feeling insecure.
sorrie dear.
=(

realli not feeling good at all. hais
shall stop here
running away from facts.
bb`

nothing mych, jus feel like blogging.

today went humble to tat supervisor. well, its to save our grades. no idea will it help. hopefully it does. shall not write these in details.. doesnt have the mood to do so aniwae..

was not in a good mood.
misunderstanding.
tat's it.

one sentence,
yesh. i m jealous.
but the moment i say hang up the cor..
u also hang up immediatly.
(truely i hate listening the way u hang my cor.)
i dislike ppl to hang up my cor 1st.
moreover, u r my dear.
the way.. u hang my cor everytime..
somehow, somewhere.
it always hurts my heart.
we are quarrelling now.
realli feel like crying.
i dun like it.
why all these happen again on me..?
sobx.
everything is fine de.
but whys?
i realli hate to make the 1st move.
i dun wan to make the 1st move to cor u. to make up with u.
will do make the 1st move?
isnt guys shld make the 1st move?


hais.

if euu wan me to make the 1st move, i apologise here.
sorrie dear, and yes.. i m jealous.
will u leave mie?

i'm back~ haha, i haf no new openings to start off.. so dun blame mie fer tat.. =P
lettmie update wad happened recently and where and wad i done. ^^

dunno on which day, i saw shilyn and yong heng. haha, greets them.. say hi~ dan nothing mych.. cus i also on the fone with dear.. so, din tok mych to them either..

dan.. yesterdae, went to Woodlands (Causeway Point).. watched Casino Royale.. i wun fare it a good one.. its like.. no story-line? ending was lame.. dan, the onli "interesting" part is on, alot of fighting scenes.. dan, those fighting scenes hor.. -,-" the sound effects.. frightened mi lar.. so loud? LOL! dan i also becus of those exciting scenes feared.. LOL! and hor, during the movie.. had headache.. -.- oh ya, ferget to mention who i went out with.. they are wilson, shaun and alvin~ o.o noticed tat all ish english names.. haha!!!

after movie, went to wilson's house for mahjong... but hor, once reached his house, all on com and laptop~ diao! haha, dan wilson and i went to set-up and *drag* them over. LOL! dan there we start.. about 7pm bahs.. dan played all the way to 11plus.. wanted to haf dinner together... oh wells, too late. and guess wad? i had gastric problem.. i gt no idea either.. but now, i concluded i haf gastric problems.. cus, i had gastric CRAMP since 8plus nite til 1 wee-nite.. but but but, i had something at 11plus le lei.. but no cure.. until i applied oil.. dan massage abit.. dan no mych cramp liao.. dan, slept at 2am.. was watching anime.. =P

recently, alot ppl having problems.. problems on friendship.. sometimes, some little things, will cause impact and quarrels will ocurred.. well, to solve it truely and sincerely.. dan hor, each mys let off one step.. [yi ren rang yi bu] if not, problems will not solve at all de.. sometimes, even some simple issue or some topics mentioned will also cause the quarrels.. however, i guess the best way out is still the [yi ren rang yi bu] .. ^^

shld be about it le..
end here le!!
bb~

dearrrr
wish euu happie 2mth anniversay~!! (o4122oo6)
simply lurvee euu!!
*muacks*

back blogging~
feel like blogging, so came in..

i feel like complaining.. so come in to blog.. i wan to spit out everything unhappiness at my attachment.. oh well well well, everyone thinks tat working at HQ is a plesent environment.. i admit.. it is ONLY at the 5th storey except tat gugu boss. but, oh well.. he is not around again le.. dunno where he goes.. dun come work is the best lar.. LOL! just kidding, i m not tat nasty afterall too (:

but i simply dun like the 4th storey's IT Dept.. the people there, none of them are able to gain my respect lar.. wanted to respect them.. i mean a FULL respect.. but, 2 malays.. well, not trying to be racist over here.. but then, there are realli~ =\ CMI! tat's the word. and my supervisor.. who dun do like one, veri sucky! worst than CMI!! not saying tat going by book is not good or something.. but come to working society.. isnt flexibility is the most important? i mean, are you going to tell mie tat we are going to go by the book even when the book did not write? dan, we are going to stuck forever? no rite! i believe no one does tat ok! but, oh well.. i dunno wad's wrong with her aniways.. dun bother wish to koe either -.-'

yesterdae was told to check the notebooks and copied the issued number and sent them over to the AMK campus. so we did wad we are supposed. and yes, we admitted tat we DID NOT double-check the notebooks issued number inside the cartons, and onli check with the piece of paper outside the box. tat's becus 1) we are lazy. 2) we trust that what we are told to do, we done.. and without anione else touching it. and the word i wan to emphasize is TRUST! i trust them. so we din bother mych.

now, it turned out to be our fault of not checking them. but.. hello! do you koe how nasty did she phrase the whole thing? she asked, did you all check the issued numbers into the cartons anot? jiawei kept quiet. and i laughed and replied.. yesh, we did (though its a lie) but.. tat's not all. i mean, come on.. if we din look and copied blindly.. we would haf missing numbers le mar.. i mean, its like she nid 10 notebooks. if we REALLY copied blindly.. then outside the box should will not 10 issued numbers loh~ watever! wat makes mie more boiled up was, she said that.. aiya! you all did not check say did not check.. dun bluff mie that you all checked liao..

and according to my character.. yes, i mean it.! i HATE people who dun trust in their heart and kept saying yaya, i trust u all~ all are bullshit! and yup, dun try to be funni and saying i trust you. Trust onli if you realli trust the person, and dun come to doubt when matter occur(s). tat's is not a trust at all! and wad i mean is onli the basic trust. even the basic trust you dun haf, dun come to say ya, i trust you. its a piece of shit! even the basic trust you dun haf, dan u wan to talk further on trusting your parnters(i mean ur husband/wife etc) . well, ferget abt tat idea loh~
and please, above said.. are all my OWN opinions. thank you very much~

phew! finalli spited out wad happened and going thru my mind today le. >.<
niam niam niam is a kind of de-stress lor~ everything say i niam niam niam.. i niam will also tired de lehs. LOL!

oh well, i tink i m not going further le. i wan to be happie ^^
wanted to join frens at one of our fren's mini wedding gathering. but i m not going le.. i decided not to go. i wan to go to hospital! cus of the warts on my foot and toes. i dun wan it to get worst.. hopefully, tmr after my attachment.. dear can accompani to go bah~ but dan.. no idea to it bah =\ tmr. gonna b a slack day fer mi. noon time going for training session fer nicq. poor jiawei,gonna b alone again.. haha! i can go home earli~ i mean ya. earli -.- dun even koe going hospital anot bah.

dear, faster recover.
missing euu nehs`
>.<

end here le.
such a lengthy posty i got.
LOL!

woo~ a new day le.. later haf to wake up and go to attachment again. but!! i jus reached home.. feeling tired le. but hor, i still wan to blog.. =P dan hor.. dear ish too tired + sick dan fall asleep le bah.. he even ferget to off his com.. but tried to cor him, still no reply.. so bo bian bah~ wait fer him to cor mie le.. >.<

went to kbox after attachment today(28112oo6).. din took dinner. but, sang quite a number of songs.. services also veri good ^^ (hor, huimin~ LOL!)of cus not fergetting those USUAL songs.. haha! ohhh, went with wilson-kun, shaun and huimin~ its fun! haha~ get know to some "new" songs.. nice nice~ i wan to get more more more.. i wan to change the songs in my mp3 liao.. so sian le.. i wan to repair my mp3 player also lehs.. but den, no time to go.. i also hafen buy my CCNA3 de book.. i need to go to The Big Bookshop at Clementi. i also nid to get a gift fer my fren.. mini-gathering at her place coming friday.. her wedding gathering lidat.. alot things nv do nor.. dan, still haf housework nv do.. not going to do later liao.. too tired le. after blogging, most probably.. bed time~ LOL!

hmmm, miss dear.. but euu fall asleep le.. dunno euu got meet mie anot leh.. =\
nv tok to euu on the fone today leh.. dunno how's euu been doing le..
dunno how's ur sickness lehs..
humph~

nothing mych to blog le lehs.. =\ i wan to go sleep liao.
tired tired tired
not enuff sleep!!!

back blogging.
wanted to update my blog yesterdae..
but when i wanted to update, alreadi a new day. so decided to blog later in the day..
but who knoes.. blogging now.. at this moment..
haha, i koe someone waiting fer mie to update my blog..

well, had mood swing yesterday and wanted to cry orh.. tat was i m with my dear.. but hor, he cheered mi up somehow and in another way.. ^^ so afterall he's still not a bad dear de.. ^^ he got his ways to cheer mie up.. i also dunno how he did it.. hmm, ^^

dear, i will try not to bad mood animore kkays.. =P

today.. went school at 8am, jus to draw keys fer co-op.. -.- veri tired nor, reached office. watched one episode of naruto, dan went to took a nap.. ended up, jiawei told mi not to sleep le.. cus boss ish back.. so cant realli slack.. tat gugu boss he also veri kpo de.. =\ he will walk walk around, spy spy around.. we see liao also sian.. =.=

during office hours, watched superstars on youtube.. well, nothing mych to watch.. dan about 1130 dan went back to school compound.. and dan slacked at school hall til 12noon, went fer my ITE Makeover Project.. free lunch provided.. nothing mych either.. onli kinds of surveys.. so lidat bahs. dan continued with my admin work until dunno wad time, little tired and sian.. started to surf the net, and slacking time starts. ^^ hahaha! after work, went to find dear, dan had dinner together with him.. saw Jane and her bf too. nothing mych, jus a hi~

dan went off at 8plus.. acc dear to take train back to his area.. and i make my way back myself.. on the way.. little unwell.. stomach bloated bloated feeling.. and frem now on, i m cutting down on my appetite liao~ even eating, i wan to take fruits and more fruits. but hor, wearing braces.. fruits cannot be in big pieces.. mus be in small pieces.. LOL!

kkay le, long posty le.
shall stop liao =)
bb~

dear
i lurve euu~ ^^

recently.. so many people with bad moods around.. if not, it will be mood swing.. ever wonder why mood swing? i realli dunno.. been mood swing too mych recently.. jus out of a sudden..
haf ever mood swing until feel like crying? i am. i had.

jus, jus onli.. i feel like crying.. and yes, i m not in good mood now.. in short, i having mood swing. i tot my mood swing gone le. but, who knoes..?
yesterday.. not a good day either.. hafing side headache again. pain til wanted to vomit. =hais =(

well, i m not going to go further.

hahaa.. come blogging at this hour.. little weird? LOL! (at 0100hrs)
at dear's house.. at this time.. still at his house. dun mistaken.. not going to stay overnight or something.. helping out with his doubts.. well, my character, not fixed. not going home. i dunno.
sorrie to bother his family too.

went Tampiness ITE today for attachment.. helping out in sales of the 2nd-hand notebooks.. well, so realli admin work lor.. LOL! but dan, i was asked to help out in handlings of notebooks to students.. well, met lots of weirdos lahs. hahas, asked this and that.. saying i youngest.. onli female consultant etc.. LOL! dan 2nd-hand notebooks selling at 120 bucks mah.. some even said tat tis one not nice, minus the price etc etc. well, all are joking around. (: we all koe the best. haha! even some of the consultants over there also joking around. LOL! 1 of them even said.. the condition of the laptop cannot play DOTA.. opps, yea.. DOTA, so i went on.. telling them.. yah, cannot play DOTA.. etc etc. haha! then, they looked surprised. oh, well.. funs is the thing. (: nothing tough is being handled. (:

after attachment came to meet dear loh.. dan haf dinner together.. and troubleshoot his stuffs until wee-nite..
(paused)

on thursday, dear ish so sweet~~~ ^^ my mood isnt good at all, but dan.. he surprised mie and appeared infront of mie when i thought we are not meeting at all!! haha~ mood swing are gone at the moment.. (: spent quality time together. when time to part, little unbearable. oh well, will meet again.. tat's wad i told myself. (:

on the same day.. i had a selection test too.. with huimin, weilin and khairul as well as 3 other people from the other campus.. din realli studied fer the test.. cus, tat day mood swing.. =\ but, ended up.. i was being selected.. but was reserved participant.. khairul was also selected.. as well as, Jack (shaun's fren [Baliester]) and another frem AMK (paiseh, ferget his name).. was pure luck? LOL!

-continued-
rite now, tis hour.. i at my house liao.. reached home at about 3.30am.. er, little dun wan to go back, cus too late.. i also scared.. i dunno whys.. but, din want to trouble the family.. so, went home loh.. woke up le.. but still tired.. later going dental.. dan meeting dear. he wan to go swimming.. train his swimming skils.. cus he gt swimming compeition.. so accompanied him bah..

well,recently.. saw an message on shaun's msn quoted, " friends and relationship doesnt exist"? i guess, mayb conflicts coming up etc. . . dan, one's attitude changing.. so, everything changes? but wad's the cause? the real main cause.. sometimes, its jus hard to maintain relationship and friendship at the same time. but, i will try my best. hopefully, everything will be fine bah.

trying to prove. . .
friendship and relationship do exist..

i did changed?
wad should i do?
hais


shall get going nw..
i dun wan to b late fer appt again.
bb`

suddenly feel like blogging..

yesterdae went out with dear to slack.. wanted revise school work with him.. well, mood swing again for mie.. cancelled off.. ended up, just slacked and had dinner.

reached home, no idea whys.. suddenly feel veri sleepy.. took medi and slept at 9.30pm.
today woke up at 630am.. wanted to revise mt test.. din touch the revision at all.. and later at 1600hrs. i hafing test le.. i wondering how would i fare. i guess i will not do well lar.. but i hope to try my best..

morning, met dear fer breakfast.. on the way.. mood swing again? i dunno.
but 1 fact is i m troubled on my cca."the ways i do, students dun like. if i do the way the students wants, the teachers will come after mi.. why co-op is lidat..?" etc etc. STRESS?! no idea..

jus now. . .
dear, asked mi to go down..
he will pass mi his jacket..
called him. . .
he's alreadi making his way home.
i mood swing again? but tried not to let him koe..
i hung his cor, din wan to meet him.
dun wan to make cors to him.
he tried to cor back, still i hung his cor.
however. . .
i dun wan him to make all the way back
jus to pass mi his jacket. i dun wan..
i refused to see him..
i refused to tok to him..

once again, feel like crying le.
suan le, i will endurned (:

i realli scare if tis carry on
the relationship will go off.
i dun wan tat to happen..
i dunno how long more..
i dunno how long the relationship will last..

i wan the relationship to be everlasting. . . .
can we?

oh wells, i m fond in love with the new song i put up in my blog le.
somehow, somewhat..
i jus like it. the lyrics. . .

i koe dear, euu are tired of waiting fer mi to finish my attachment, every evenings..
its okay.. dun nid to wait le..
if one day. u feel like waiting, u will decide to wait on ur own..
do the things u like, the things u wan..
i dun wan to b a burden for euu.

will come back later for more.

playing dota with dear now..came blogging while gaming~ got 1 day MC.. dan tat foong gek.. idotic siak.. damn idotic. said i irresponsible when i alreadi informed jiawei to inform? wad the hell is tat? damn dulans after knowing tis lahs.. hais..

recently, mood like rollar coaster.. (1st time in my life lidat) poor dear liao.. hard on him.. sorrie~ i wan my mood to come back.. i dun like medicine.. ended up, like i dunno wad happen to mie siak.. sian, i guess is my gastric making mi mood swing.. cus, i nv eat on proper timing for meals.. dan i usualli will haf side headache.. dan last time, doctor say before.. i not mirgrain.. bt is gastric thingy i guess.. asked mi to take more meals.. dan lidat i wun haf side headache.. dan now i also dunno wad happen.. kip stomach pain. kinda lazi to take medi le.. wan to like haf pain or something dan take.. actualli i also dunno whys i kip take medicine..why my mood isnt getting nice and good? =
i miss euu~
i <3 euuu!!!!
lalalalala~

mood: -swinginggg
wad's wrong with mie?

back to update..

yesterdae went to shaun's place. had mahjong.. well, i m the winner.. ^^ haf fun i should said.. bt, cus of my cor to dear(on the way to his hse), made him had a fall.. guilty about it.. =( kip saying sorry to him.. dan i tot he veri angry with mie.. until he re-assure mie tat he's fine.. dan i okay about it.. dan went to haf mos burger at bukit panjang plaza for lunch.. bought sort of things to his place.. settled down, about 4pm i guess.. mahjong session starts.. ^^ at the end, hmm. i m the big winner.. still helped wilson to pay off his debt lohs. haha~ i nv bulli lehs.. all came to my blog and say i bulli de.. humph!~~~ end off the whole game at 7plus bah.. dan they continued PS2~ while i m the onli ger, i went to use the PC.. ended up, all came in.. i left nothing to use..see, they bulli mie rite.. went off at 8plus to haf dinner.. dan home sweet home le..

today.. went attachment.. was bored... well, slacked the whole day.. left the last hour to do work nia.. ended up, forget the timing.. cus i had an appt wid doc!! yes, wid doc again.. went to dear's place to see doc.. but he wasnt there.. he's down with stomach flu.. unable to go out.. so no accompani frem him... i went alone.. doc says. i hafing gastric problem.. but, i gt no idea with it.. i tot i'm having stomach flu de.. oh wells, watever. i m sure, i will not go to the doc animore if i m not going to recover.. i had enuff of medicines le.. medicines realli make mi sick.. mood isnt good either.. spent another 34bucks.. and 1 day of MC.. finalli after stomach uneasi for so mani wks.. tmr ish my rest day.. finalli.. aniwae.. met my fren and bf.. chat awhile and they left. after seeing the doctor, went to buy food.. dan took cab home.. no idea whys.. no bf accompani mie, hp low batt, mp3 low batt.. made mi decided to take cab.. however, cus of i took cab.. dear ish angry.. pissed off with mie i tink.. (same goes to mie) i m upset with him.. he used the words i dun like to scold mie again~ wells, mood totalli turned depressed.. guess the taxi driver koes it bah.. since he kept starring at his rear mirror.. -,- bought the food.. reached home, bathe.. housework done.. everything done xcept for medi and dinner.. until now.. still the same.. din haf mood fer anithing actualli.. almost cried again.. but all ish endurned back..

i koe whys euu get so worked up.. so do i..
but i jus dun like the wae eu scolded mi..
aniwae, i also haf to apologise..
sorrie dear.
hope euu dun angry with mi le..
>.<


mood: - swinging

back blogging le.. =)
let mie blog wad happened yesterdae bahs..

went to Car Show with shaun and wilson... too bad, dear couldnt join us.. he went fer tea ceromony.. his cousin de wedding dinner.. dan whole day din see him.. alittle bu xi guan.. cus usualli.. i will meet him in the morning of my attachments, meet him after my attachments.. dan the whole saturday like cannot see him.. so . . . ok lah~ :P

met them fer lunch at Burger King at Suntec City.. dan went to Car Show.. admission fees is 10bucks... i thought it was like 10bucks and over.. it wasnt.. hmm, not bad.. i dun find it expensive.. as usual.. whenever go out with shaun.. he will definitely bulli mie de.. everytime buy tickets stuffs hor... or queue something hor.. definitely will ask mi to stand the 1st one.. mai chiam everything i tank.. i gt no enuff hearts to tank leh.. are euu going to buy one fer mie? :P
haha.. at the car show, took pics with the cars.. saw one of the purple car.. i took the pic liao.. inside my frenster. go see see bahs. (: dan hor, both mie and wilson wan to take pics of cars and modals de.. dan hor, tat shaun lahs.. again, say.. later we come back lahs..dan ended up.. nv go back de.. euu all say he got bulli mi anot lohs.. =x hahah! lalalallalalala~

after car show, wanted to go Kbox de.. but ended up, no slot or something, wadever it is.. abort tat idea liao.. so went to haf dinner at Marine Square's food court.. dan went Esplanade.. wanted to slack de.. but seems late, so went off le.. so i msg-ed dear.. den he sae wan to meeet mi.. =D(veri happie.. cus can meet him^^) so i alighted at Harbour Front (cus alreadi boarded bus) dan go meet him.. he bought things(food) fer mi to eat before i take my medi.. dan showed him all the pics and the videos we took.. still got second part.. later going to show him. i going to his house to meet him =P dan he sent mi home..haha, kind of send mi home.. cus usualli he dun, usualli is on the way.. but tis time, nv on the wae.. bt he sent mi home.. thanks dear~
met dear, kinda happie..
but when is time to part, hmm... still dun like..

the feeling of missing grew deeper.. =(

aniwae, tat was yesterday..
today going to shaun's place fer mahjong.. (: with wilson and alvin..

gonna end here.
shall haf a fun day today!

bb!!!