I'm back from Msia. =)

Hi,

I'm back from Malaysia.

But,

I will update the rest of the things tomorrow or something

Reason? I yet to have my dinner! =(

I'm sorry~

Pictures will be uploaded too! =)

Cya!

Holidays + Celebration + Gathering =D

Alright, today's paper. . .

I did not expect to see this.

During the practice of exam papers, I'm able to do most of them.
When I reached the exam venue, looked at the questions, I realized, the paper is DAMN tough! =(
I even have the feeling that I might be repeating the module.
Which, I hope not to.
Kinda sad ... =(
I don't wish to repeat any module.

Sigh!

But, after the paper, in order to 'forget' about the sadness, I crapped with my classmates. I believe we had fun! =)

Last gathering for the class? Next semester may not be in the same class anymore. =(
Again, need to re-know new classmates?
Sigh!

But, the happiest part of it is....

It's HOLIDAYS!!!

Yea! I'm a temp job, from Monday to Friday!!!
Any lobangs?

Alright, I do not have the photos with me.
Will upload them once I got it from my friends.

Sorry for the short post?
I'm heading to bed soon!
Reason?
I'm heading to Malaysia tomorrow!

=D


Good night!


Ah before I forgets,

I BOOKED my BTT(Basic Theory Test) already.
Stated: 23 April 2008
Time: 645pm to 745pm

I will mug them to prepare myself! =)

Wish me GOOD LUCK, please???

I'm here to do a short one.

I have been studying today for the whole afternoon in the school
Stayed all the way until 930pm in school for my semester exam tomorrow.

After tomorrow, I can enjoy my holidays already! =)

So,

Wish me good luck for my paper tomorrow! =D

Before I forgets,

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY, ROU XIU!!!!

=D

Oh yea, after tomorrow's paper, the 'whole' of my classmates are going out for celebration. =)
At the same time, is kind of last gathering for the class. After which, we might be separated from each other due to different specialization. =\

About my relationship wise, I feel that I'm drifting away from my BF. What we talked about was all about his attachment. Nothing to talk about ourselves. I do not know why. But I have such a feeling that, I'm a burden to him. =(

Sigh.

Revision for EXAM + Celebration of BIRTHDAY -> LOL!

Ah.

I supposed to meet my classmates at 12NOON. But, I feel like sleeping. Therefore, I went to message one of my friends that, I will be late as I'm still tired to wake up.

Ended up, out of 7 people, only 1 on time, rest were late.

For myself, I reached about 2pm? LOL! But, I'm not the last. Still got someone even later than me. Reached at 430pm. =.=

While waiting for him, we did our own revision. When times where we do not how to do(maths), we will ask one another.

Finally when he came, the most important thing started. =)
We went to collect cake.
Went back to celebrate Swee Guan's 18th birthday! =)

OH YEA!

Here's a wishing for him!

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY, SWEE GUAN!!!

I hope you have enjoyed yourself.

The celebration is a mini one.
But those who attended and chipped in were

1) Swee Guan - Birthday BOY!
2) Yeow Ching
3) Lam Kang
4) Qiu Liang
5) Ganesh
6) Jie Sheng
7) ME!


Read those names. I'm the only girl. LOL! We had a sabotage session(s).


The birthday cake - COFFEE flavor. (don't ask me why COFFEE)
Not all are coffee lovers. But, I guess, bought the wrong flavor.
But, the coffee smell nice. =)

Look at the cake! The one with the heart shape is given off to birthday boy! Wish him luck luck in his relationship! LOL! Ok, back to sabotage session(s).

Initially, there was only one. Ended up, camera-man said, it was not taken properly. I mean the video of the sabotage session. So, we carried on to 2nd time. Therefore, when it's over, the 6 of us got SHOCKED! Birthday BOY almost wanted to sabotage us by 'wiping' those cream on us.
OF course, we ran off. But, all of them knew that, he's coming after me. I was the one 'sabotaging' him, giving the ideas. LOL! But, I'm also good okay! I helped him to wipe those cream on hair and face. =)

I'm such a good friend.

In any case,
tomorrow carry on....

carry on another session of revision at 1pm.
No more of birthday celebration in this month. =D
There's no group photo too. They said take it on coming Wednesday since we are having celebration + gathering dinner. Not birthday celebration BUT celebration of finished exams!

After all this, being a GOOD GF, I met up with BF to accompany him to see Chinese sensei. =)
Then dinner at Clementi market. Both of us had fish porridge for dinner. =) Though the place is hot and warm, but after parting with BF, I find that, I like those kind of environment. When I'm out with BF for meals, it does not need to be high class. At such an environment for meals, as long as I'm having meal without quarrels or argues with BF, any place is also nice environment. =)

After dinner, it was already 8.45pm. So, we did not head to anywhere but home sweet home on our own.

About it. =)

Good night!

Remember to leave your footprints on my tagboard!!!

How to keep your rebonded hair STRAIGHT when sleeping.

I read through some forums.

Some people asked, "How do we keep the rebonded hair as straight as it's just rebonded when sleeping?"

To that, here's the solution
"Sleep sideways. Try not to press onto your own hair."

AND because of this, I had a bad sleep. =(

Last night, I told BF that, I have no problems with sleeping ONTO my hair. And, I realized, I do not know how to. =\ I FORGOTTEN how to.

I remembered that 4 years back. I have no problems in sleeping position for rebonded hair. But for now, I realized that I'm having the problem.

Last night, I turned and turned on my bed. Sleeping 'soundly' maintaining my rebonded hair. YEAP. I did it. Using this "Sleep sideways. Try not to press onto your own hair." In order not to 'damage' my hair, I did not sleep onto my pillow. I slept onto one of my cushion(which i hugs to bed) Because, the cushion is the rough height of my mattress. Therefore, this will minimize the 'damage' to my hair. LOL!

In the last post, I mentioned I will be going out to study. However, the idea dropped. I had a wonderful sleep. But, woke up with blocked nose, as I faced the fan DIRECTLY during my sleep. LOL! But at least, I have 'refilled' my sleep. =)

I woke up by BF's call. When I woke up after his call, he's sleeping. WTH? I'm little pissed off. But, whatever it is, he's having headache, cough. So, yea. I think he need rest? I don't know. I totally have no idea how to 'take care' of him. Drop this topic aside. If not, I will feel emo. Like I will be thinking the ways of how he's treating me while we are out and the differences when we are separated as our own home. =(

In any case, sometimes some things do not have to express ourselves too clearly.
I stated on my MSN private message this, "Tell me if I'm IMPT to you. =("
This is so obvious that this message is directing to who.
Oh wells, he did not reply.

However, I would still like to say this,
"I'm in love with you, regardless how do you treat me. I may complaining about the ways you treated me. But I will still continue to love you. I will wait for the day when you are really in love with me. When I'm in love, I will put my whole heart into it and not even 1% of it missing."

Next thing on,
I'm not losing weight, I'm gaining weight!!!
ARGH! I'm so UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED WITH MYSELF.
From a weight of 66kg. Gained to 67.5kg.
I lost like 2 kilos. And now, slowly gaining back?
But, my appetite is no longer big.
Whenever BF is still eating, I would say, I'm full
ARGH!
I guess I will start to STOP eating.
Pieces of bread / a bowl of soup will be enough for my meals everyday.

Sigh!

Daisy, is that effective? LOL! 35bucks only? sure?

LOL!

I shall end my post here.

Readers, please support my blog.
Thank you!

I have REBONDED my HAIR!!! VIDEO!

Yea!

I woke up damn EARLY to go do my hair.
I slept at 2am plus.
Woke up at 8am.

DAMN DAMN TIRED.

I wanted to sleep more, but appointment for hair is at 10am.
Conclusion: I had NOT enough SLEEP!

Today, I'm going to head to bed VERY EARLY. (before 12mn) LOL!

I'm happy with my hair.
Very disappointed with my hair (which I spent 80bucks).
Totally spoil my hair.
SIGH!

But, today did the rebonding. BF's aunt helped to trim abit.


this is before rebonding, after hair "cut-ed" My FRINGEEEEE! =(

BUT!

Remember i said I cut like 1-2 inches? To think back, I guess is MORE THAN 2 inches!!!
Pretty short already.
so SAD =(

After spending hours of doing my hair, BF and I headed to Causeway Point for dinner.
Had Soeul Garden buffet. You know the reason why? Cause I would like to have a long dinner. =)
After which, both of us were TOO FULL.
LOL!

Nothing much already. Head back to home on my own.
I'm very very tired to blog any longer.

Oh ya. Tomorrow, heading out to study. HOPE I will have ENOUGH sleep.
=\

Lastly,

Video Clip to share with.
Titled, Cyril - Pen to Tube.

Im TIRED. Everyday is the same. Sigh =(

Did not have the time to blog in time.
Missed 2 days of blogging.

I'm sorry.
Lately, too busy, too tired.

Finally, I have the time to blog NOW.
If not, I will not have the time again for laterz.

Let me see...
Hmm...

Summarize everything.

Ever since I had my hair cut & everything. I felt that my hair isn't NICE anymore!
As in, the rebonding that I used to have. No more! =(
After 2 days of consideration, I'm going for rebonding! =)
Again, will be going for another hair treatment.

At this point of time, this is the reason why I need to consider to rebond my hair a not. Reason? I had done a hair treatment past few days. If I'm going to do rebonding, it will be a waste of time. So, after much deciding, since I will only be doing rebonding with NO treatment. So, might as well go. And shall head to another place for hair treatment! =)

And the day will be later in the morning, 10am. =)

Rest of the time, is either studying for exam or slacking watching dramas or doing blogshop.

And, finally!

I'm done with the NEW SPREE!
Check it out at http://fashionshoppers.blogspot.com for more details=)

Seriously, I'm too tired.
My dark rings is getting darker.
My eye bag is getting more serious.
=(

I've got to go.
Will be back soon!

Good nights!

I spent 2 hours in salon. =D

Today, I almost couldn't wake up.
I dragged myself out of bed to talk to my dad.
I need to get money from him to get my hair done.
I told him I need 15 bucks for hair cut. So, he gave me 50 bucks.
Since he gave so much to me, I told him, I need to do treatment for my hair. But intended to pay the treatment myself (cause I bet he won't know what is it.) In any case, I went to get my hair done.

I spent a total of 2 hours plus in the salon. No other customers at all in the salon. Services is great! The hair dresser is good too. However, come to bill. The price is steep =( LOL! I paid a total of 80 bucks just for my hair.

80 bucks includes the follows:
1) Hair Trim ; Trim off the split-ends (which is 1 - 2 inches) & my fringe! (From no fringe becomes have fringe.) - 15 bucks
2) Hair Wash - 10 bucks
3) Hair Treatment - 45 bucks
4) Some natural oil-ment - 10 bucks

After getting my hair done, I'm kinda happy. I like the new hairstyle. However, I feel that, I should re-bond my hair AGAIN. I guess with my hair re-bonded, the effects of this hair will be nicer and better. LOL! Though I got 50 bucks from dad, but, I still have to pay for the rest of 30 bucks. Initial payment asked was 60bucks =\ But, I forget that it is a salon. No longer like those in-house hair cut. =( Made me spent so much on my hair. =( But, you want to have nice effects, nice cut, that's the price that we have to pay for it. UNLESS, you have some friends or relatives that is a hair dresser. =)

So, I have decided to get my hair re-bond soon. As soon as I'm able to re-bond my hair. LOL! I can't wait to re-bond my hair. I asked, I'm not allowed to re-bond my hair for now. I just did my hair treatment. If I do another re-bonding straight away, it would be a waste of my hair treatment. =\

AND!

I've not been studying my next paper at all.
I will definitely study it tomorrow! =D

Oh ya!
Though the pricing of the total is steep, but then, they provide massage. =) The feelings is so relax and good. But, guess what? The hair dresser asked, "You often slept late right?" I replied, "Yea, How do you know?" Her replied was, "Sleep early and drink more water." (Meaning, I may fall sick again. =\

And yea, BF fall sick. He is down with cough.
BF, here's a message for you.
"Drink lots of water and have ample sleep." =)

Yea, remember that I said I bought key-chains for my mom.
I said that there are numbers inside the box right?
I went to bet. I did not win. =(
So, I've decided not to try my luck anymore.
I guess, I'm broke because I spent a total of 21bucks on 4D.
So, my advice out there, don't bet. =)
The winnings is so rare.
Possibility about 0.00000000000005 =\

But, if anyone is on bet..
I wish you good luck & win! =D

Alright, I shall get going.
I'm anxious.
I can't wait to get my hair re-bond. =\
LOL!

my DARK eye rings. SOBX

Back to blog. =)

I have just set-up my outlook express account. =) All thanks to my dear BF.

During the last few post, I asked where can I get the sweets. I found out already.
At their outlet. They are selling at $15 for 500grams. =)

I don't know if it's expensive a not. But at the moment, I'm broke, which is on the Sunday. Therefore, I did not buy those sweet. Perhaps, next time. =)

And, I went out in the noon to meet up with one of my buyers. So, when I got home, I realized that my eye bag is deep and big. Not only that, I have a DARK DARK eye rings. =( Next, I decided to have my hair done. I want to get treatment for my hair, 'cut' my hair. And I went around my area, it's all so expensive. In the past, I go to people's house to get my hair done. The price is cheap. =) But, now, the person is not doing anymore. I have to seek salon. =( So expensive. But, luckily, I found one of the salons with cheaper price. A bit more closer to the price of the in-house salon. And, I'm heading down tomorrow. I hope that the service, and the hairdresser knows how to cut a re-bonded hair. =)

I'm not being picky or something. Just that, some hairdresser doesn't know the proper way of cutting a re-bonded hair. I don't want to ruin my hair. =) I did not intend to cut the length of my hair. I just want to trim my hair. YEA! It's trim. Finally I found this word. At the moment, I forget how to write this word in English. Just a minute of forget =\ LOL!

AH, I think I need long hours of sleep. If not, I'm dead. My eye rings turned DARK. Yea, I saw this advertisement on one of the blog shop. Saying of some masks can remove your eye rings & eye bags. But, I'm scared yet interested. LOL!

I'm getting love with my MSN. Thanks to Daisy. =) She taught me to do so. =)
And, I hope that I can have a long long sleep. =(

My eye rings, please get less darker. =\

AND!

I'm having holidays from 1 Feb 2008 all the way to 1 April 2008.
Anyone have temp jobs to intro?
I want to have good pay =X LOL!
Reasonable enough will do.
No more waitress type of job for me.
I prefer admin work. =D
I prefer to have 5-days work. Hee! Weekends still have to work at Macdonalds'.

Please tag me if you have any job to intro. =)

When am I going to recover?

I'm back, my readers

Finally done with one of my papers.
Left one more paper! =D

And it's holidays time. =))

Oh yea, yesterday, I went to study on my own. BF met me up and have dinner together. At the same time, bought my driving theory bookSSS. A total of 22 bucks plus. Sigh, expensive. I'm broke! However, BF is so nice to me ONLY yesterday. =X He treated me Fish & Co. for dinner. Not only that, he even sent me home by BUS from Jurong Point to my area. The timing was like 9.20pm already when we left the place. The usual of him, he don't send me home at all. And, I expected that too. When we had kiss good-bye, I just follows the queue and board the bus. Then, he did not make his way to MRT instead, he boarded the bus with me =)) I'm a happy girl. for yesterday only. =(

This morning, supposed to wake up at 0730hrs to mug on my paper. BUT! I couldn't wake up. TOO TIRED already. =( Finally dragged myself out of bed at 1000hrs. Had my breakfast + lunch. Continued with my revision at home. When time's up, prepared myself and head down to school and continue to mug. Then, exams at 6pm. So scary. =\ I never stayed in SP for so late before. The most, I only passed by it. LOL! But, this time is stayed in school. FOR so long + late. Even after my paper, I wanted to head to the ladies, I'm always scared. Gotten my friend to accompany me. =| LOL!

After which, waited for few of our friends, then headed to SP Macdonald's to have our dinner. Oh wells, I found that, the crews there hor.. Damn it! They looked at us as students, their services attitude sucks! =.= Either gloomy or looking fierce. =\ Anyway, slacked at the place until like 8.40pm, we headed home and had separated ways. =) For me, I headed to the clinic again. Repeated visit, as my medi is done again.

According to doctor, I finally realized what's the sickness I'm having. LOL! I'm having some sensitive nose(which is had it when born.) Sensitive nose usually are in the night or day, you will have the habit to rub your nose / sneezing / digging your nose often. Yea, so I finally realized what's sensitive nose. And due to my sensitive nose, when I'm having flu / something, my mucus went all the way, haywire. Ran towards back of nose or some other places, causing infection. That's why I'm on long medication. BUT LUCKILY! There's improvement already. Even the doctor also said, "Heng!" LOL! But, I think I'm down with urine infection again. I requested to have back the same medication the other time I had it. The doctor wanted me to have a urine test, I'm too lazy, so does he. He allowed me to have the medication and see hows. =)
Guess what's the bill went it comes. $112!!!! Yes, it's $112!!! You did not see wrongly. =(
I took $150 from my dad. I thought I would have spare money to cut my hair / something. But I do not!!! Initially let 100 bucks to see doctor. 50 bucks to recover my losses on creating account at BBDC, buying of the books. (Dad said he will pay for it. =) ) But, you see, 100 bucks is not even enough.

Sigh.

When am I going to recover? =(

Enjoyable day ^^

I'm back again!
I think I won't be updating my blog later in the night anymore or on the coming Monday.
Reason?
I gotta study my exams.
=(

Anyways...
I created account in BBDC (Bukit Batok Driving Centre) =)
Have not book my BTT(Basic Theory Test) yet..
After which, head down to Plaza Singapura for a 'walk'.
And, stayed there for the whole of like 4hours =)
Celebrated Weilin's Birthday~
It's advance birthday!
Had 10% off in the total bill. Reason: 3days 'reaching' the actual birthday, there will be discounts.
And at the GLASS HOUSE, I like the services(only from one of the waitress and their managers), of course the atmosphere too! =)

We had..
1) 3 sets of Fish & Chips (2 rice, 1 chips) with Complete Meals
2) 1 set of Seafood Platter for ONE with Complete Meal
3) 1 set of Portuguese Chilli Crab with Complete Meal
4) 1 set of Fried Calamari

Complete meals included...
Soup of the day + passion fruits/kola tonic =)

Total bill is $136.40 (Before discount)
After discounted is $122.75
=)

Of course, not forgetting cam-whoring =) Oh yea, one of the waitress! I wanna know her can! =X She's so friendly, looking so beautiful =) Haha! Birthday boy is so interested! And first time heard him praise girls LOL!

You guys know right? When billing, they will always give this sweet to customer. So, I went head up to ask that waitress if got sell or may I have more.. She helped me to get quite a lot leh. Then, BF disturbed her and said that Birthday boy wants your number. LOL! And, she turned SHY immediately! When we made our way out, she greeted us good-bye and still having the smile. =) So sweet! I believes Birthday boy's heart melted. LOL! Too bad, she's a short-haired. Like a boy~ But, she's still cute! =) I guess, she must be in some sports CCA. LOL! =)

Apart from that, I believe all of us had fun!
Hmm, Weilin sent a message to us mentioning about every year same group celebrating birthday etc. I totally agreed with him. I love this kind of friendship that we are having. Of course, this doesn't mean that new friends cannot join. But just a feeling of satisfaction.
=)

Okays, time for pictures!


BBDC- Private Candidate


Look, it's mine! =D


Portuguese Chilli Crab - Comes along with some breads
BF had it!! Yummy~ =D


Group Picture #1


Group Picture #2


Group Picture #3


Fish & Co. SWEET!!!

Anyone knows where to buy it?!
Please tell me.
I love this sweets alot!!!

P.S: I will be out tomorrow for the whole day to study.
Looking for me urgently? Please get me by my mobile =)

I have lots of mixed feelings. Tell me what should I do.

A day without posting.

I'm extremely tired yesterday to blog.
I thought I would have turn in early since I did not blog.
But, sadly to say, I did not.
LOL!
I was on the phone with one of friends, Weilin until 3am.

Anyways,
Yesterday I met Tara! =) and her BF, I think =)
And and and, we acknowledged each other. We waved 'Hi' to each other =)
Yea, right Tara?
Haha!

I had my exams yesterday. The night before I slept at 4am. Woke up at 9-10am. =\ Then went to school to pass the skills that I know to my friends. Oh, I'm so so so tired. Anyways, the exam was kinda 'easy' if you have studied for the PYP (Past Year Paper). =)

After which, met up with Huimin and Wilson to town to shop for Weilin's birthday present. Hmm, unpleasant stuffs happened. I do not know what's the main cause. But, definitely to say, I hope it will resolved soon. Hope to see you later. =) You know who you are. =)

And, today, I woke up LATE! I did not have the chance to meet my DAD. I wanted to get money from him. Reason? He said he would sponsor me to learn driving. And, later in the noon, I'm heading down to BBDC with my friends to register so that I can book their test! Argh, forget about the money issue. I'm too tired to wake up, therefore, serve me right. I have to pay on my own first. And, I'm broke. =( Extremely BROKE.

The title of this post is "I have lots of mixed feelings. Tell me what should I do."
I have lots of mixed feelings.
Regardless what's the matter about. I guess the main issue in my heart is still BGR.
=(

Anyways, I gonna stop here.
Time to reply tags

Thanks for leaving your footprints. Do you know what? Whenever I see back my tag-board, I do not know how should I reply. How should I reply those tags. Sigh...

Jeslene: 0.0?

Rouxiu: I'm heading down to BBDC today to register. =)

Daisy: Thanks. I will go your site soon! I've no time to shop at your shop!!!! =(

Passerby: Thanks! =D

Tara: I still prefer your tag-board! LOL! =)

Chun: Thank you, babe.

Xin Ren: Linked!

I've lots lots of things to blog.
I do not know where to start.
I feel like sharing things with my friends my BF.
But . . . .

Sigh.

Who's free to listen to my problem? =(

OMG! Im so nervous. Did I ruin it? =\

Ah, I did not have enough sleep!
Dragged myself out of the bed, I thought I would have enough time to reach school on time at 12.30pm to meet up with my classmates.

BUT! I'm wrong! LOL!
I'm almost late. Ended up, I took a cab to school. =(
It cost me $6.60. From Jurong East to Dover MRT Station.

Anyway, when I'm rushing for my time, (like I said, rushing for time) I tend to get more nervous.. the way I put on my makeup is like. . . . *no comments* Then, rushing, trying to be on time. Because having presentation. So, attire is formal. Makeup for ladies is a must to gain marks =X LOL! That's the reason I make up. LOL! When I tried to practice my speech in the cab, I shook. =\ Too nervous.

Go on to the real presentation, my voice shake. I'm purely too nervous. =(
Hopefully, I did not ruin it.
However, I felt that I had ruined it. From an interesting presentation to a boring presentation.
=(

Ah, I've decided to enroll myself in Manual car license. =)

Okay, Im sorry for such a short post.
I have to go and study my 1st paper.

Wish me good luck.

:D

I cried. I care. I really care. Do you understand?

Today I had my lab quiz. Wasn't easy, I think. The lecturer who gave us the hints, only came out like 2 out of 8. =\ But, over is over. Now, tomorrow, I have my presentation to go on. =) Hopefully, I can score well and get a high B =)

After the lab quiz, I went to apply for Leave of Absence (LOA) for yesterday. Which I actually 'pon' the class. But, at the same time, since is a re-visit, so, get a MC for sure. =) Remember that I paid 66 bucks for the repeat visit? Haha! So, of course, cannot waste it =X (Opps, sound like auntie. =\)

Head for lunch + breakfast at 11am. Had discussion with my friends about the person, Hate U. =\
Oh wells, I wonder who's the person. =\

In any case, drop that boring part. It will only bored my readers =\
Hmm, after the brunch, we head to our remedial lessons. =)
I felt so 'good' of knowing how to solve the maths questions. I have classified them as A Maths questions. =\

Went home to rest awhile and had a fight with BF again.
He raised to break up with me. =(
I'm terribly upset. I even cried before I went to look for him.
I really care for this relationship.
I love him, but he can't sense it.
After having few hours of 'talk', we got together again. I should re-phrase into this, "We have not break up at all." =)
But the only worry that I have is, the feelings is so UNreal. I hope this is not a dream.

Please tell me, BF did not break up with me is a real thing.
I'm not dreaming.
BF, will not break up with me again, will he?
Please tell me, he will not.

Sighed.

In any case, I still want to say this,
"I cried, I care. I really care. Do you understand?"

Thanks for all who have leave your little footprints behind.
I will reply the tags in the next post. Probably tomorrow.
Right now, I have to get over to prepare my presentation for tomorrow.

Wish me luck, please.

:D

Angels will be with me, aren't they? =)

Stupid person. Look at this!

After replying the tags. I realized something when I went to check my tagboard.

Look at this. Click to have a clearer view.



I shall not comment further.

If you are wondering what should you be looking at, Look at their IP address.
Thank you.

I'm not the kind of person that you'll think of.

I realized that the afternoon entry was totally a rubbish post. I mean, for myself to re-read. I found that it's not making any sense. My meaning is there, but the entire post is totally not in a proper way of blogging.

Anyway, second post of the day for my readers. It's also to reply people who have tagged. =)

Just now, I went out in the night to get something for my mom. I was alone. And guess what? I realized that the night breeze is so nice. It's been a very very long time since I'm out in the night. But the whole of the feelings came at the wrong timing. I have to mug my exams first. Before thinking of any other things.

The night breeze, the dark sky with little stars, made me feel like staying out late for just a night. Even, it's alone. I believe, I will still enjoy the breeze. Perhaps, I'm just emo-ing. =)

For no reasons, I'm happy that my unique visits increased. But at the same time, I noticed spammers came along as well.
Here is all the replies to my tagboard.

Eugenia: Thanks for your concern! =D I will. TY!

mocca man: I know you are strong. Because mocca's advertisement. LOL! =D

Hate u: Thank you for commenting so long on my tag-board. First of all, you may feel injustice that I helped the rest of my classmates. In fact, I do feel that I shouldn't help them as well. At least for the class daily work. You can go and get any of my classmates to ask them, when given a piece of assignment, if they did not do, wanting to loot answers from me, you see if I did give them or I did not even reply their request? At times, I will jolly well ignore their request. For myself, I'm tired of giving answers to people who doesn't want to work hard and keep getting answers from others. Isn't this is unfair to those who did the work on their own? For now, you may be thinking, 'Then why do I still bother to help them in their test?' Reason is very simple, Since they can't do, and I can help them to pass, Why not? In life, at times we have to be flexible. There are times where we can help, times where we cannot help. So what I helped them this time round? That proves that they don't know their work. Which means, next time, they have to study. If they do not, they can always try their luck and see if my mood is good to help them anot. I'm not the kind of person where you think that I helped them to cheat is to harm them. I'm also the kind of person who doesn't like people to get answers from others and got all the marks that they shouldn't get. Secondly, why did you have make such a fuss out of it? Thirdly, since you dare to tag, why did you use your real name or something? Did you deliberately hiding yourself? Hopefully, I have make myself very clear. =)

JON: Thanks =) Appreciated it. :D

Hamburger: Thanks for helping too. Appreciated it. =) And you always have enough of me. So, never mind =)

Done with replying the tags. As for xiiaoboii, I will reply yours to your blog. =)

Next, I mentioned in previous post that I want to get car license. Reason? Father gave me the idea to do so. He said he will buy a car for me to drive. LOL! So good ehs? Wait for the day I got my license, perhaps, he go back on his words already. But, in any case, I will still want to get a car license. =) Now the question is, to learn Manual / Auto? =\ LOL!

Okay, with a long entry already.
Hmm, got to go to study for my lab quiz for tomorrow.

Wish me good luck please. =)

:D

So EXPENSIVE!

Last visit to my doctor is $56.
Today's visit is $66.

=(

So, expensive. Only changed the antibiotics. 5 tabs with a cost of 42 bucks!
Oh well, still not recovering, reason? I have sensitive nose (according to BF and doctor which I don't know about it myself). Therefore, some infections parts spread or something. So, yea, making myself on medications for long days. I have been taking medication since 2 weeks ago. =(

And, I had a very bad fight with BF in the noon. I have no reasons why the more I get closer to him, the more arrogant or something. Get my meanings? It's like, whenever I talk to him about school work, some daily work or something, he will give a tone of arrogant. Somehow, we can't have a good talk. If not, we are either have nothing to talk about. I'm sad that our relationship turns out to be like this, yet still maintaining. =( I want to be happy!
I know he will be reading my blog, but always, he will read and 'don't bother' =(
I seriously don't understand why guys cannot just think a little more. Girls thinks, guys will take it for granted.

Sigh.

Aside for this, I decided to take car license within this year. This is my new year resolution. Haha! Wish me good luck. =)

Tomorrow I'm having another lab quiz. Hopefully, it will be easy. :D
Tomorrow having some chit chat session for work thingy =( Hopefully, it will not end so late. I have presentation the following day which have not prepared. Lol. But slides had already done. Nothing much to worry about. =)
Then come again, Friday will be my 1st semester exam paper. =\

SIGH!

I can't wait for holidays to come. =(


P.S: Any ITE students selecting your courses in the Poly yet need advices? Look for me! I can help you. =)

Passed Lab Test. Helped my friends to pass as well. ALL PASSED!

Well, I have deleted that BORING post of mine. =X
Merely helping my classmates to CHEAT.
Actually, not also counted as cheating. Our lab test is closed book. But you are allowed to search the website.
So, my classmates told me to put the whole of linux notes that I have, to be posted in my blog so that they can 'surf' it out.
Haha. That's why the post in the noon is extremely boring. =X

I'm sorry for the boring post yea. =)
Today, I was late for my class. But, it's OK to do so. Haha! Had Maths Quiz, which did not even know what I'm doing. Answers are either done by me(which is only a few questions) or done by my FRIENDSSSSS. Haha! We helped one another. Though this is not a open book quiz, the lecturer also doesn't want to fail the class, he closed one eye. =D Very good lecturer. I even asked, "Sir, if we did not submit the rest of the maths tutorials, what will happen?" His replied was, no problem. Haha! We doesn't have to submit it. In any case, I only missed out like 3 tutorials. =)

After maths tutorial, I had my lunch + breakfast. Then headed to lesson to ROT. =| Nothing for me to do, and I almost fallen asleep due to one of my classmate's presentation. Something like a lecturer's presentation. =\ But, I did give him my respect by keep quiet, doing my own things. =) I played my PSP games in class during my lunch break. Finally, lab quiz + lab test's lesson came.

Started off with lab quiz. Was ok for me =) Helped my friends and I yelled, WAIT. =\ The scenario was like I started my quiz. The quiz is timed for 20 minutes for 20 questions. More than 5 minutes, I wasn't doing my own quiz. My friends around me asked and asked. Therefore, I yelled. After which, they did not asked anymore. Haha! But, they know la. It's just a moment of impulse reaction. Then the bloody lecturer wasted the time and paused before having the lab test.

Upon receiving the lab test paper, realized it's an hour paper. I thought I could finish it earlier than the others. But, sad to say. I spent too much time on the first 2 pages of the questions. However, in the end, I passed my lab test with a colorful marks of 95/100. The highest in the class is 98/100. My 95 marks is all because of one stupid command. Oh wells, I love to get 100 marks. But, I'm not destined. =\ BUT BUT BUT, after mine was marked, I was running around, helping the others with their lab test. Aren't I good? Wahaha! I helped them to pass their lab test. They came messaging me telling me thank you. I feel so honored. As in, first time in my life, I helped my classmates, and they are so polite of it. =) Too polite already. But better than none =)

Tomorrow! I have no class! But I do, actually. However, I'm going to get MC for that lesson. I don't want to go. Therefore, going to repeat visit to get medication as well.

Ohs, I better stop here.
Have to reply emails. Check emails.

Cya my readers.
I'm sorry, there's no picture today.

OH OH OH! BF bought the same phone as me. *happy* =D

Sigh. Please tell me what to do.

Sigh.

I met up with BF.
He tells me he's happy to hear that I'm jealous.
Yet, he did nothing. =(

Come to think of it,
I realized that, I'm the one scare of losing BF.
Never the time, BF will scare of losing me.

Sigh.

After that emo entry, I went out.
Went down to my workplace to get my MC form filled up, claimed my medical fees. $20/visit. And I have 2 visits. =) Therefore, I have like 40 bucks extra in bank =) Met up with BF.Then went to Yishun to meet two of the buyers. Passed the bag to them. =) Head to Chong Pang to get my shampoo. Got ourselves each pair of key-chains with 4D digits. I got my mom another pair. And bought a total of 3 pairs + 1 pair of key-chain(freebies) costing $30. Spending like away the money that I put in the bank. =( Head to interchange area to get my heels to be repaired. Cost me only 4 bucks can! I go to IMM, cost me about 8bucks! =\ So much different. Anyway, its the area rental fees, I think. (That's how I console myself.) After all these places, I accompanied BF to facial. He did his facial. I did not. =) I don't like all these in the first place anyways. =X

After which, he sent me to Jurong East and head back to home. Oh yes, first time in my life, I bought 4Ds. But sad to say, I did not strike a single numbers out of 3 pairs. =( I hope I will have a better luck next week. =) Wish me good luck please!

I'm happy to see BF treating me so nicely.
But at the same time, I'm upset that he treated as nothing happened.
Doesn't he know that I'm lack of secure from him?

BF, do you know all these?
Is my feelings important to you?

Sigh.

I'm off to study.
Tomorrow having Lab Test + Quiz. Maths Quiz. =(

Bye. I will be back tomorrow.



One of the pairs of Keychain that I bought. (Mine)


Mom's pair.

BF is always RIGHT, I'm always WRONG!

Tell me,

Please tell me you will stop hurting me.
Please tell me that you will not do things that is hurting me.
Please tell me that your actions says you care about me.
Please tell me that your words are not just sayings.

Tell me. Tell me. Tell me.

Sigh.

As predicted of your reactions, you will act nothing. Everything as per normal for you, daily stuffs for you. No matters what happened to me, to us, you will be forever not affected. =)

Tell me that everything in my mind is an extra. I'm thinking too much.
Tell me that you still have love for me.
Tell me that you are not acting like what a BF should do.

Sigh.