Before the day strike 12.

Happy 20th Birthday to my dear BOY.

I hope you have enjoyed yourself today AND yesterday :P

Some pictures for viewing. :)
Pictures will do the talking yea?


Blow cake, Make wish, Cut cake.
=P


Food that taken at Jack's Place.


Group Photos.


Candid Shots.

It's late now.

I shall do the rest of the photos next time. :)
I have more photos to come :D

Good night! :)

I'm SLEEPY

I'm very sleepy NOW!

Yes, it's NOW!
(but i'm in office, can't sleep)

Finally, MST is over.
And yesterday went for SP.Primers, events. Then to some toy roadshow at Suntec City Convention Hall.

There are photos. But not uploaded yet.
Will upload them again when I'm freshies.

Haha!

I go peek-a-poo liao.
Secretly take nap :D

Good night!

busy week + not enough sleep

Sigh.

I'm preparing for exam everyday.
I felt I do not have enough sleep.

Hopefully days will go by smoothly each day.

To: BF

I hope everything will be once again an promise.
I hope you will meant what you have said.
Love me more.
Really love me.
Deep in your heart and love me.

Lastly, I love you ALWAYS.

Don't doubt my love for you.

Sigh.

Over-dued Pictures :) Private Instructors NEEDED!

On the 17th June 2008, we went to celebrate JiaWei's Birthday at AMK. :) The place that we celebrated was a "restaurant". Before our cake presentation ceremony, there's another group of birthday celebration too! During their celebration, the uncle("owner") played Cantonese + English + Chinese, I think , Birthday Songs. And it's very funny. It's like the whole of the restaurant gets to know there's birthday celebration and we will be going along with the music. So when it's our turn, we requested the same thing from uncle. BUT! He's biased la. Haha! He turned on the music much more softer than the previous one. I think, it's because the celebrant is a boy, not a girl. Hah! But, we also said, maybe it's due to the crowds in. :)


Birthday Boy and cake :)


Group Picture. ( Top, Wilson, BF, Me. Bottom, Weilin, JiaWei, Huimin)

Yesterday, I had my Basic Theory Test for the second round. Best of the luck, I've PASSED! I'm extremely happy. I've PASSED! Immediately, I went to apply my PDL (Provisional Driving License) which means, I can drive on road with Instructors already! :) Yeayea! I want to get on road AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. BF's final theory is on the 3rd July. Mine is on the 15th August. :) All is in this year. How good yea? I want to pass the theorys faster. Then get the license earlier. My dad is going to help me to look for private instructors already. But I'm looking for private instructors too! Do you have anyone to recommend? Please email me / tag me. I want to know. I'm thinking where did XiaXue got her instructor. Umm, oh ya, I'm a private candidate. So, introduce me private instructor, kays?


My result slip :)

Swee Guan also went to applied as a School Candidate at Bukit Batok Driving Centre. So, after all the adminstrative work, I went home for lunch and took a nap.

Then my family went to the East Coast Long Beach Restaurant and have dinner with the whole of my relatives. My aunt gave treats to us. :) One delicious and tempting dessert that my cousin and I shared, Ice-cream + Honeydew Seigo. (Look at the dessert pictures, without editing at all! It's all of the camera.)


Ice-cream


Close-up

And I received my first 21st Birthday gift from one of my aunts. It's from SK Jewellary. Costed her SGD$350. The most expensive gift that I ever received from anyone. It's a necklace. :) Though I have many necklaces, but adding one more the my treasure box doesn't affect much. I'm truly happy upon receiving the SK bag. :D I love the packaging of the whole gift! Really is, "What you(my aunt) pay for it, you will get for it." The package totally looks like when one's proposing to get marry. LOL!


The whole view of the box. :D


The pendant. :D

Well, I guess I will have to stop here. :) I'm gonna study for my exams now in my office.
Tomorrow, I'm having my papers. In fact, it's for the whole week.
The worst thing is, I don't have any study mood at all!

O.o

Wish me good luck!

BTT coming, MST coming. OMG~

I've realized that 24 hours a day does not seems enough for me alone.

I need time to study for BTT.
I need time to study for MST.
I need time to do my blogshop.
I need time to sleep too!

I'm not having enough sleep.
Yet, I have no time to study for BTT & MST.

I hope this 2nd round of BTT, I will be able to pass it. :)
Bless me PLEASE!
It's on the 21 June 2008.

BF's 20th birthday is also coming.
I also do not have the time for shopping for his gift and planning on his day.

OMG!

I need more time time time time please!

Back in Action. :D

09 June 2008

Back in action.
I'm in office since 7am.
Woots~ So early.

and

I'm deprived of sleep.


Yesterday I'm also in office since 7am to 3pm.
After work, went for Kung Fu Panda.
Most of the time in the earlier part, I fell asleep.
Not really asleep but knocked out.

Why?

1. Tired.
2. Cold.
3. COZY.

Actually, cozy should not be in the picture. I watched the movie at Jurong Shaw House. How good can the seat could be? Get what I mean ya?

Haha!

11 June 2008

Yesterday, my dad admitted to hospital due to digestive system like not good. Now already discharged. and yesterday, I went to the Primers' Award Night and had fun. I guess, I'm starting to like Primers' event more and more. :) Somemore, I have a gan-ma leh. :D Kelly yea, (she won't be reading my blog though) Hah~

I've a lot of pictures taken. I think I will try to make into 1 piece and upload them.
Meanwhile, I will upload ONE picture first.

Look at the LUCKY guy.
Haha!



Looking forward with more of these :)

Finally Glitteratic already!

Finally my status of the membership in Nuffnang have changed back. No longer Original.

:D

Today I have been going around to meet up buyers with BF :)

Finally cleared most of the bags. :)

And, I guess, I miss my bed already.

Haha!

Good night!

Sigh

Define for me, what is 爱情, LOVE.

Our Promises

This morning,

We promised each other.

1) I will be his qingxia.

2) He will be mine alvin.

3) We will care for one another's feelings.

We promised.

:)

It's ALL my FAULT!

1) We fought over a friend, William.
As days passed, that's an history.

2) We fought over blog-shop.
No matter what he says, I INSISTED HIM to JOIN me.

3) We fought over holidays.
I felt that he's not thinking for me.
He felt that i'm not thinking for him.

4) We fought over his attitude & my attitude.
I felt that he's the best of the best. He's the KING.
He felt that i'm the queen. I NEED empathy.

5) We are in BAD fight. Really BAD.

6) We fought over mis-understandings.
He will accuses me.
I don't do explanation.

7) We fought over LOVE.
I felt that he don't love me.
He felt that i don't love him.

8) He said we've NO future.

9) I'm ADDICTED to his presence for NOTICING me, CARE about me.

10) I still used to remember that I took up 2 jobs is to numb myself for HIM not accompanying me. Now, even he got no job, still he's time is PACKED. Oh well, that's MY BF?

11) I'm no longer the qingxia that you seen in ITE, excelling in her studies. Reason? I wanna be low profile.

12) I'm OFFICIALLY not INSIDE SPARC CCA at all. He is. Good luck to US. He will not have time for me ANYMORE.

13) Did he asked for a break up?

14) I truly hope he can understand me. He always says that I don't. Frankly speaking, I believe and CONFIDENTLY know him INSIDE OUT.

15) Don't expect me to be online tomorrow from 3pm onwards. :)

16) I'm truly deeply gotten HURT. Like a knife piercing through my HEART.
For him? He got no feelings. :) He's cool in anything. I'm nothing to him to affect his life at all.

I'm extremely UPSET.

I can't be what I'm.

I have to be what's he wants.

Everything is fucking my faults.

Everything is none of his faults.

How cool?

Why must you be so proud?
Why must you be so arrogant?

At times, I missed one of my friend whom he's treating me like an enemy, I guess.
But at the very least, no matter how proud he is, how arrogant he is, we still can get along well.

You?

I'm STANDING FAR FAR away.

I do not want this relationship to be the end.

But that doesn't mean that you can TOTALLY ignore my feelings.
You can, unless you want me to be an none-feelings human-being.

Get what I mean?

I'm EXTREMELY UPSET.
I do not wish to talk about anything at the moment, except MY school work.

I don't need a hypocrite.

"Please don't tell me you love me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me you care for me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me this is for my own good, but the fact, is solely for your own good.
Please don't tell me i'm your girlfriend when you don't think and be proud of.

Think for yourself?
Think for others?
Which one are you at?

Accusing me is always your first priority to make the decision.
After accusing me, you will feel better. :)
I knew it from start, no matter what i done to make you happy, the unhappy things will still happen. We will still bounced to fight and quarrel.

I wish, I hope that i will be brave enough to think that we will have our future.
But at times, the feelings of instability of the relationship shaken me a lot.

Even it's a small tiny winy mini fight/quarrel, it will hurt my heart more than anyone else.
More than you, him, her, she, he; definitely.

But who will be there for me when i need someone?

Sigh.

Someday, I hope you will be always there for me when I need you. I hope the someday will ever come for me and you only. But not anyone else.

And I had a feeling that, I'm really no longer important to you anymore. :)"

Been a week since I . . .

It's been almost a week.

Five days, i guess.

Well, I've been camp on weekends.
After camp, totally shagged.

Bedded for like 2 days.
Now, I felt much better.

However, I will be blogging soon, with photos, I hope.

Too much things to do already.

Will update soon!

Cya around :)

I hate that feeling =/

I met someone whom I doesn't want to see at all.
But, yet I see someone again.

I totally hate the feeling.
Perhaps, really no friends after a BGR.
So, my dear BF.
We will last ever, will we?


Good night.

LOST

Please don't tell me you love me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me you care for me when you doesn't.
Please don't tell me this is for my own good, but the fact, is solely for your own good.
Please don't tell me i'm your girlfriend when you don't think and be proud of.

Think for yourself?
Think for others?
Which one are you at?

Accusing me is always your first priority to make the decision.
After accusing me, you will feel better. :)
I knew it from start, no matter what i done to make you happy, the unhappy things will still happen. We will still bounced to fight and quarrel.

I wish, I hope that i will be brave enough to think that we will have our future.
But at times, the feelings of instability of the relationship shaken me a lot.

Even it's a small tiny winy mini fight/quarrel, it will hurt my heart more than anyone else.
More than you, him, her, she, he; definitely.

But who will be there for me when i need someone?

Sigh.

Someday, I hope you will be always there for me when I need you. I hope the someday will ever come for me and you only. But not anyone else.

And I had a feeling that, I'm really no longer important to you anymore. :)

OMG, I think I'm stupid enough. =/

Did you read my previous entry?
I blogged and stated to watch yLva on Channel U, but do you know something?
I missed it.
Reason?
I'm drained out.
Which means, I went bed early.
:(
Led to miss the show.

Did anyone watched the show?
Did anyone recorded and posted on YouTube or something?

I want to watch.
Please let me know.

Apart from my stupidity, I'm at my office still. Working at this hour, of course.
Kinda slacking when there's no calls at the call centre over here. :)
Therefore, I have the time to blog. :)
And, I have been surfing the net and BF went don't know where.
He did not care about me on MSN.
:(
I'm working till 2300hours today.
But BF doesn't want to fetch me from work.
Sobx.
The office is so QUIET.
And I'm all alone.
>.<
First time in the office for so late and first time doing night shift in the office.
I went to tune up the volume of the radio.
Haha. :D
That's to be better for me, right?
LOL!

I'm drained once again.
I guess I need ample of sleep.
I hope this month' earnings should not be bad. :/
I have been working like, this weekend at the office.
On the Public Holiday, I'm working at McDonalds.

And, McDonald's is officially opened today at 6am.
The whole of renovation is done.
I believe this is the first and best outlet of look in Singapore.
None of the outlet have such a look and design.
Thinking where's the location?

It's just located directly opposite Bukit Batok MRT station. NOT located inside Westmall. :)
Have a dropby soon.
It's really awesome. :D
Maybe I will take a few pictures on Monday. :)

Okay, I'm gonna go plan my working days for my next month.
Cya around. :D

I wish. . . . Stay tuned this thurs, Channel U, 9.30pm

A feeling came to me, after I have read yLva's blog.

The phone calls.
The sweet.
and
The everything.

Everything has already been missing bits and pieces already.

But will be back occasionally.

However, let's hope it will be everlasting.

and Yes!

Please support yLva on Channel U this Thursday, 15th May 2008 @ 9.30pm / repeated telecast at 11.30pm.

:D

Nuffnang give me 2 weeks of Ads! =D

I have 2 weeks of Ads. :D

From 11 May to 17 May
and
From 25 May to 31 May

I'm gonna end my Ads for Blog2u soon. :)

Thank you.

But then, only when I took up Blog2u's Ad, then I realized that Nuffnang will actually change your membership to original when I'm advertising others Ad. And this led me cannot INNIT people or INNIT my post. =(

But it's coming to an end.

Initially, I thought I wouldn't have Ads coming in.
But Nuffnang did not fails to surprise me.

I still gotten it! =)

And, I'm extremely tired.

So, i shall take my rest now.

Blog again soon!

Support me please! =)

Is it a Good Day today?

Few days back,
I blogged that I will definitely do some actions to those tag-spammers at FashionShoppers.
Yes, I did.

I've lodged a complaint on them on intentionally harassing. :) That's what the police have told me.
However, if I would like to have the case turn out bigger, I will have to hire lawyer then.
Who have any recommendations on lawyers? (Just in case I might need them one day.) LOL! Hmm, ratings should not be too high. I'm not a rich tai-tai at all.

And that's the latest news for FashionShoppers.

However, last night, BF and I had a fight over one person. Shall not mention the name at all.
Read BF's blog. People who know us, will guess who's the person.
I did not managed to read what he blogged afterl I got home yesterday.
Well well well,
the post is awful.
At least to me, I think it is.

I'm being describe till . . . .

Sigh.

So the whole of last night, I did not talk to him much. Same goes today.
But, deep down in our hearts, I know that, both of us still cannot forget what have happened.
We are merely acting out that we are okay. Especially me.
=(

Therefore, due to his official graduation, we had Fish & Co.
Here's a picture of what we ordered.



It's too fulfilling already. But the atmosphere is not good at all.
I'm not pleased not with the person. But the feelings is not right for me.
Sigh.

Like I said, what's had happened already so. But we're not doing anything.
Nothing good will come out anyway.

Seriously, I do not know what to blog regarding this matter anymore.

Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.
Sigh.


JUST SET MY MIND FREE~

:'(

Fumed up. Definitely going to the police. :)

Wow.

Big news!

Read FashionShoppers' Tagboard.

Definitely going to lodge a complaint about it. :)

I guess, some people need their punishments too.

=\

Alrite, i'm heading back to work already.

See ya soon!

Upset. :`(

One word,
Upset.

I have been hanged up calls like 1234324 times in a day by my dearest BF.
But never mind.
It's just like a past.
I will just go back to the past.
Perhaps,
I don't initiate to call him up, I will not have such a treatment from him :D


Anyways,
it's been a long long time since I last blogged a proper one.

During these days,
I have realized a lot a lot of things.
One of it is Nuffnang.
I realized that Nuffnang changed my status of the membership due accepting a Ad offer by blog2u.
=(

But, I know what to do next time.

In any case,
I guess.
I shall not go any further.

My BF, if you read this.
I want to tell you.

No matter what I have done,
No matter what kinds of treatment I received from you,
No matter how nasty I'm to you,
No matter how bad you think I'm
One deep down in my heart is,

I still love you lots.

Believe it, up to you.

You know that I took up another job, refused to quit another has it's reasoning. :)
I just feel that I don't have a proper date with you for a very very very long time.
I just feel that I want to have a good chat like what couples usually do in a relationship rather than holding onto the phone doing our own things.

Do you know I'm missing the feeling of being in loved?
I know you will be feeling like - "I'm too. I'm missing the feeling of being in loved."

I just hate to be treated so coldly.
Say me, an attention-seeker or what.
But I just want the care and concern lots from you.

Sigh.