Bon Voyage

I don't like to listen people to tell me “一路順風".
(Reminds me of the continue part when we joke about it.)

I prefer "Bon Voyage".

Updates!

17th March 2010
I went for my DBS interview &reached like half hour earlier when it's supposed to be at 11am.
The whole interview is like about 1 hour. After which, I met up with Fendy &had lunch at Ramen Ten @HarbourFront Centre. Then we headed to Plaza Singapura to get his friend's pressie. However, kinda wasted trip. &we headed down to Bugis as I'm supposed to meet my cousin after her school :) Fendy joined us as he had to go for sensei at 5pm. So, we headed to Ksuite, our first attempt at $18nett (Student Promo). Unfortunately, we did not take photos -.- &after Ksuite, my cousin and I headed to 313@somerset for Marche while Fendy heads home.

Marche is nice :) We did not take any photos on the food. But we took polaroid on ourselves :D
&we talk about chemical warmer packs. I'll have to get that for my Taiwan trip. I can't imagine how cold it'll be. After the whole dinner, we went for photoshoot. Photoshoot on her &myself. using her DSLR. :)


Using the polaroid


Photoshoot taken by her.

Her's over here.

18 March 2010
I stayed at home & clearing HK dramas. 《法證先鋒 I & II》

19 March 2010
I met up with Weilin, Jack and Swee Guan to the Taiwan Visitor Association to get something done for our Taiwan trip. The place is located at Shenton Way. But, I only got to travel to HarbourFront + wait for Weilin, &Jack drove us to Shenton Way. :) After getting the things done, Swee Guan drove us to CCK :) Then we talk about Taiwan trip alittle while waiting for Andy and Wilson to come. We're meeting for a dinner at the very last minute. &surprisingly all are free! :) I texted them, "Are you free, we're meeting for dinner before we fly off. &meeting at 6.30pm to 7pm at CCK." &they are so steady :) When they had arrived, Swee Guan drove us to Austwine (to find Huimin :)) &had our dinner over there. &last minute, we opened a bottle of White Grape Dessert Wine &a glass of Red Wine. It's just craving. :) But still, I don't really like the strong alcohol smell. -.-

Some pictures to share :)


20 March 2010
I met up with Huimin and Weilin &we went to Bugis to the temple praying. &we went for lunch at Pastamania at Bugis Junction, &chit-chatted until time for Huimin to leave for work. Then, Weilin & I went for shopping as I wanted to get some winter wear -.- In the end, Weilin spent 20bucks for 2 T-shirts from Jeep. As for me, I spent 5bucks on changing my watch's battery & the retail girl kinda 'damage' my watch but still repaired it for me, took me like 20mins of waiting -.- Then we parted & I went to IMM. I regretted cabbing over. It's freaking expensive when I board the cab start rate is already near 8bucks. Peak Period + City Area. When I reached IMM, it's a total of $20.55. Duper ex, pls. :( Then I spent like about nearly $100 on getting some thermal wears for the trip. But still not enough! I seriously not sure what should I do with it. I'm kind of trying to save up in another bank, din want to get the money from there. :/ OMG!
Checklist not done. Everything not done. But at least, I'm getting scarf from my cousin on the 23rd :)


21 March 2010
&today, I was asked to go for Food Fair at Expo. I rejected, I'll have to help Mom to get her things. So, this explain everything. I'll be staying at home, chatting on MSN, watching Dramas & Variety shows. Should be it already :)

What an long entry I had for today.
Bye!

Drank

I went for a drink today.
Red Wine + White Grape Dessert Wine.

I think I can sleep early today already.
I don't know why, I'm kinda pretty tired already.

Bye for now. Will be back tomorrow night again, hopefully?

Maybe tmr?

I'm supposed to update.

But kinda lazy + tired now.

I don't know why I'm tired already when I've taken like nearly 12hours of sleep.

Maybe just that I'm still coughing + sneezing away?

I'll back to update maybe tomorrow night or Saturday night :)

Bye for now.

我全都相信

“我全都相信
相信你說的每一句
每一句我答應我可以
我不會負你

我全都相信
相信你說的每一句
每一句只差一句
我愛你”




Im feeling so (fill-in the blanks)
I watched 《就想賴著你》 episode 6 (TV series),
I teared.
It reminds me of HIM &our relationship.

&after the whole show,
my mood sank.

Only 3 hours of sleep

I slept at 6am this morning & woke up at 9.30am this morning.
Am supposed to meet my cousin at 10.30am at Bugis, but when I gave her a call at 8am, she said push back the meet-up to 11am. So, I went back to sleep.

&right, according to the total number of hours I slept today, I still do not feel tired at all yet.
I think coffee wonders? I drank Dark Mocha from Starbucks earlier on.

Purpose of meeting my cousin is to accompany her for photoshoot. She needs street photos. We had our lunch at Soup Spoon. &I treated her :) Then we go for coffee at Starbucks. Then we headed off to Sungie Road so that she can do some shootings. &right, the weather is damn HOT!

Both of us are literally sweating away. &did not take much photos, or the effects is not there. &we decided to get into Sim Lim Square first before heading back. But who knows! It rained so heavily. We're caught inside Sim Lim Square. Then, I went to get screen liquid cleaner + Nikon battery :) Soon, the rain stopped. But when we are about to head out, it starts to rain heavily again. Totally ruined the day on photoshooting. In the end, my cousin cabbed to school while I stopped at Bugis & take bus back to Jurong (IMM).

&by the time I get home, it's already 5+ in the evening. All the way until now, I haven sleep. &not sleepy.

&last night, I'm like super interested in using 3G to online via my mobile. I tried out at my free usage of $5. Let alone 2 days only, I've used 2MB whereas the $5 worth 500KB -.- I totally exceeded 1.5MB which means, I got to pay additional $15. &I got pretty worried, &called up M1 to check it out &listen to what kind of advice they will give. :)

I'm kinda thinking should I just get the iPhone value Plan with a monthly cost of $41.35 including GST with Free 3 M1 to M1 callers, unlimited SMS, data bundle of 12GB, caller-ID.

Though I'm like in dilemma, the M1 CSO is good. He said he'll help me to monitor my usage, &see if I will/need to change into that plan. He helped me to waiver off my one-time registration for the data bundle service, the exceeded $15 as well as if I were to exceed my 20.5MB usage (worth $37). He's in a good mood. He did waiver and waiver and more waiver :)

In final conclusion, the CSO waiver, waiver and did more waiver for me. &now I'm with a Sunsaver Student Plan with Free 3 M1 to M1 callers, unlimited SMS, data bundle of 20.5mb, caller-ID with a monthly cost of $36.38 including GST. This is so cool :D

So now, I can use 3G to online :)
(Something that I really will never think about it at all. Although it's kinda in-trend since iPhone launched.)

Alright, that's all for today. :)
Going for Dota now :D

Little updates #2

I'm back in the same day.

Just wanna share.
My unlimited sms has been activated :D
I'm happy + don't need to scare burst bill for sms already (which I usually do.)

&right, I took a nap earlier on,
I dreamed of him.
The dream is very blur.
"I saw his name on Facebook again."
&the dream is very short. less than 3 seconds?
The moment I dreamed that I see his name on fb,
I woke up IMMEDIATELY.

Something like, wanna double confirm,
but then, it's a dream after all :(

&thru-out the whole day, since last night, I'm like having tummy upset.
Totally feeling terrible. & my sleeping time, all haywire.
I slept at 4am, woke up at 9am. Fell asleep again until 12noon. Then fell asleep again in the noon.
Sleep, wake up, sleep and wake up.

This is a very very bad for body. :/

&&&I'm done in editing the videos + uploaded it already :)

Shall share it here. :)
It's the videos that we took at Impresario 2010 Grand Finals when Weijian is performing :)

1. 變化



2.咬字

Little updates

Last update is on 4th March 2010.

Now I'm back updating.
I actually kinda feel like consistent update my blog.
Get back my nuffnang hits.
But then, 有心無力~

Anyways, little updates. :)
Weijian is back in action in Singapore.
At least, managed to attend 2 events of his in year 2010.
Then we'll not know when's next already.
Perhaps, May? June? July?

We only know when it's time to meet, means, it's time for his 2nd album :)
I'm very looking forward. It's the 2nd year since he first launched his first album.
I hope the market is welly good for him :)

Group photo for both events.


I kinda spent my first week of March very hectic.
Thus, I fell sick on the second week of March.
So sick that, I'm down with coughing, sneezing + no voice.

But now! I'm recovering very well, without consulting doctor. :)
I saved up the western medication fees and spent merely 10bucks on liang tei (涼茶).

My voice is back. &I'm kinda waiting for people to go kbox with me.
& 2nd week of March is ending soon.
IT fair this week, I'm heading down on the last day.
I hope to catch some good deals yea?

&right! I've finally changed my mobile plan from SunTalk 150(which doesn't seems to exist anymore) to SunSaver - Student Plan. (Yes, I'm a M1 user.)

Same pricing with my old ones but better benefits. Basically, what's good about my current plan will be:
1. 3 free M1-M1 calls (I've already used up 2 slots. left 1)
2. Unlimited SMS (Yes, you did not hear me wrong!)

I can't wait for my STUDENT plan to be activated :D
(I'm thinking to get iPhone anot.)

Anyway, lately, 2 nights in a row. I'm back playing Dota again, after two years. The supposed to know 'skills' are rusted. TOTALLY A NOOB NOW~ :/ I'm so-going to train up my skills, hopefully.

&right! I applied a CSO job at DBS Bank.
I'm being called to go down for Proficiency test on 10th March, half hour after I left the office, I received a call from them that I'm like-selected to go down again for a face-to-face interview on 17th March. It's a full-time job, but I'm still want to pursue my degree after I've received my results, shall nego with them. :)

I guess, this pretty summarize up the happenings around me. :)
&before I missed it out, I almost had an argument with bff. but everything is alright already, i supposed.

Yups, pretty summarized up already.
What an lengthy post I had.

Back to edit videos. CYA!

4th month.

It's the 4th month already.

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I saw this advertorial in my email.
Kinda pretty interesting uh.
(Cause, I kinda like media as well.)



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So, if you're interested, do sign up.

I'll be back again, bloggin some time later.
Just an advertorial first. :)

END OF PAPERS!

Yesterday was my last paper.
& finally it's the last one.
finally there's no need to like stay up late to study, stay overnight to study.
I just want to have a long long sleep. (to replenish my sleep)

I'm just sooooooo busy studying (i mean it) that I did not watch any shows, no blog no nothing. :/
But, I'm back for now!

Papers ended, my classmates shouts, "Graduate Loh"
Lol! Through-out the whole of like 20 mins? IDK
Anyway, after the papers, we went to Marina Square, Breeks for dinner.
&I headed off to Marsailing for mahjong with cliques (L)

Totally loves, reason? I usually dont win at the mahjong table.
But! Bff came & i won like $14?
Alright, it's seems litter, but then..
To me, I enjoyed the time with them :)

After winnings, we went for breakfast using the winnings. :)
Sounds bit not nice at all, like. using another friend's money to treat breakfast ugh.
I guess, it ought to come up with new idea to it.

&from the dinner session that I had with my friends,
they came up a plan to disturb one of our friend, Z.
after hearing the whole session, IDK what to do.
but to what I know about friend, Z he's not like the kind of will tolerate to such things.

IDK what's going to happen.
Just that, one side will be having their fun they want to.
Another side, is Z will be 'fighting' back?
Results? IDKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!

Perhaps, this is what girls will react?
At least for me, I dont want to see unhappiness within friends, especially the ones like pretty close with me. I'll be just not feeling good.

That's all for now.
Goodnight + Bye.

SIGHHHHHHHHHHHH!

(I might going back to sleep soon, 24 hours of sleep?)

some little update about me and him.
It's like ever the break-up.
I NEVER SEEN HIM AGAIN.
Yesterday I trained passed-by Yishun, I totally missed the stop at Yishun.
When I realised it, it's already at Sembawang station.
He blocks me on twitter, msn.
Now soon, to be facebook? (or already is?) -> IT IS (updated as of 28thfeb,1.26am)
&he gotten iphone for himself. totally WOW manz.
&he's flying to taiwan too on like 26march.
I hope I just wont see him.
friends again ever possible?
SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

:(

Finally submitted 2 reports, done with 1 exam.

Left with 1 assignment which our lecturer extended one more day for us, 23feb-9am deadline.
&1 exam on 26th feb-4pm

Now is 4.44am. I'm not in bed.
Still chatting w bff while blogging.
Later gonna hit the school like 10plus, i guess.

Hopefully I'll finished up my assignment by like later of the day in school.
Planning to like overnight in school on Monday night all the way to the next day to submit the assignment. But it's not confirm at all.

&I've a very strong feeling.
A feeling likes, a very close friend of yours is chatting with you, but without daily updates with each other, somehow, the close friend will still not your close friend afterall & these includes even they are our BFF.

I believe that applies to any type of the relationship. Be it love or friend or even your family.
Both parties just got to work hard to maintain any relationship.
&I'm greatful that my FC peeps that we are kinda working together. Otherwise, we will not still be talking together :)

Going to be the 4th month soon. & I realised that. 19th is their 3rd month getting together.

& I saw this on one of my friend's facebook status "You cannot make someone to love you. All you can do is stalk regular checks up on them and hope that they panic and give in.."

Totally 講到我的心坎里去了~

&right, when I'm on my way home today from dinner with friends, my mood went down together with the bus when it's moving so slowly. Somehow, many flashbacks comes into the mind. &maybe i should just find one day to head back to reservoir again.

Hmm.

(by the time, i finished this entry. it's already 5.19am)

CNY Day 2

CNY Day 2.
Told myself not to go visiting, not to go gambling.

&I'm supposed to do my work.
Whatever I've done, all I merely did was just submitting my applications online for the Unis.

Then, I took a nap.
Continued to watch my show.
& looping 何維健‘s 《變化》whenever my player is free.

&now it's about 11pm soon.
I yet to finish a single report.
I also had not started studying for my exam on the coming friday.

&the more i listen to the song, somehow I've alot of feelings against the song lyrics written.
Thanks for my FC lovelies. Sigh figured out the lyrics for us. :)

I'm still listening to the song,
& this is what it shows on my twitter & time check.




Maybe, still I yet to get over~

I really wish 我可以大哭， 大哭后，一切就會沒事了嗎？

Happy Chinese New Year!

I'm home already like 8pm.
The earliest ever in the years of CNY.
Reason? I just gotta work on my task.
Pretty long-list.
I feel like dying soon.

I feel like enjoying. but the mood is not there.
I feel like relaxing. but the mood is not there.
I feel like ignoring my task. but I CAN'T!

in short, there's no mood at all. :(

I better get going on applying for unis. :/

CNY EVE

It's the CNY eve.

Nothing much to be special apart that CNY + Valentines falls on the same day.
But to me, it just makes no different.
I'm single, I'm not attached.
I'm still pondering over.
I'm still not over yet.

Yesterday, I met up with friends to discuss about the itinerary of our Taiwan trip.
Prolly from 10 days, we might be extending to 15 days. & my close friend spot-check my wallet.
He checks if my wallet's photo changes back to that photo.

Obviously, I'm not a very hardworking person towards such things. Therefore, when I remove it, means I removed it. But forget anot, is another thing already.

&let alone this week. I've gone to Kbox twice. I don't mind going it again like coming week. But I doubt anyone is free to go with me or wants to go with me. I just want to be outside until late night or something. I dont want to cope myself in the house. Umm.

1 assignment due on the 18th Feb.
1 report due on the 18th Feb.
2 reports due on the 19th Feb.
1 End Of Module Test on the 19th Feb.
1 assignment due on the 22th Feb.
1 Semester Exam on the 26th Feb.
1 assignment interview due on the 1st Mar.

I'm not going to gamble on this year's Chinese New Year.
On Day 1 night, I suppose I'll be home already.
Sounds boring, but it's the like last few weeks of poly.

I haven submit my registrations for the unis.

Hmm.

Bff: Sorry! 真的對不起~


何維健首播《變化》 【魔幻视界主题曲】- Really nice. When I first heard, my tear almost roll down from my cheeks. Totally touches my heart. (L)

Awesome TOPSHOP!

Last night, I went to Vivo with my cousin.

&I feel so awesome.

Why?
I did not spend a single cash.
I use my credit card + nets.

Credit card at Topshop and Starbucks.
Nets on cab.

The first time I ever spent my money at Topshop.
Yes, 22 years of my life, (please don't laughs) but first-time purchase at Topshop is really awesome. Awesome as the reason that, I gotten what I've wanting to get, leggings.
I'm definitely going back to get one top & more leggings :)

&my sleep is totally ruined.
I wanted to have a good sleep to replenish all the sleep that I've missed.
But you know,
I dreamt of my ICD on how to do, codes everything in the dream.

Totally SIAN-ED :(

&right now. I'm still watching 超級星光大道 Season 1.
&I'm looking forward to Taiwan trip.
&I'm thrilled going back to 99 Turns if there's chance.

Did I mention this? He blocks me on Twitter. Still can be friends?
I guess, dream on already.

It's the 3rd month

I just realized.
A total of nearly one month of not blogging already.

I thought I'll be 'keen' in updating ya.
But then, the moment I'm home, I just feel like mugging myself with variety shows & more shows and more online mahjongs. In school, I'll be just doing my work on and on.

&starting from 1feb to 28feb, it's the period for the 3rd years in poly to register ourselves into the university. University life, I want to go. Pretty upset actually. I do not have the confident to get into any local uni. I yet to make any registration either. What should I do actually? :( I'm kinda feeling discourage.

These nights i've been eating alot. I feel so sinful, please! &I've got my cousin to forbid me eating dinner when I meet her tmr. We're heading to vivo tmr :)

Today's the 4th of the month again.
It's the 3rd month already.
Obviously, I still care.

&it's the 4th of the month. 26th is the last day of me going to school. (last day already - that's exam day too.) this semester is so fast. When i feel that I've kinda a little bond with the class, the school is coming to an end already. I hope all our friendship will not just end when we have graduated. :( (kinda feeling emo.)

It's the 4th today.
Last day of all report + project + PBIL submissions on the 19th.

Look at my tasks.
1. Internet Client Development Website
2. Technopreneurship Report
3. Network Managment Report + PBIL
4. Final Year Project Report (Prolly - 30+ pages)

Though it's just 4 tasks, it's not easy at all. &it's 15 days away.
I just need more motivations.

I'm so into 超级星光大道 1 recently.
The moment I got home, I'll watch and watch.

I need to get my work started.
I wan to reach school at 8am tmr & do my work.

PLEASE! do not overslept anymore.
(I've overslept straight in 2 days. :/)

&some overdue pictures.







Weilin's Birthday 2010
- 15th January 2010

30th January 2010

Should be all for now.

多愁善感

I'm still in school - Time check: 8.59PM

I'm blogging now in school.
Yes, I'm still in school.

Edited: I've cleared up the links corner.
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previous entry was totally super emo.
I can't help it.

In the end, guess what's my reactions?
I dozed off from watching one of the taiwan drama yesterday.

----------------------------------------------------------------------

&today I woke up with a 'clear' mind.
Cabbed to school, reached school to continue with the FYP.
Tomorrow is the big day.
Biggest day among my Poly life, having industrial panel to judge our project. &deciding to get any points from the 11 points that might be given out to each group.

I'm still here in school, with my 2 other team mates.
1 of them trying his very best to complete his part.
2 of us are giving him our moral support.

I went dinner with my friends at FC4 & will have to pass by Auditorium.
I always have this feeling that, whenever I'm passing by Auditorium, I might be having some chance to like 'meet' his gf (which I don't want to at all).

Appearing to be strong, but I guess I don't want to get the fact into my head.
I'm dropping this entry.

Bye.

Exactly two months.

Today is the exact date. two months from break up.
& on the 19th November he's onto another new relationship.
& on the 26th December my friend saw him with another girl holding hands. (was a different girl)

So, what about me?
I guess, today I almost met him.

I saw his SPARC's friends, at another glance, I saw his classmates.
I believe that he's with them as well. (but still did not see him. - I seriously don't know what to do if I were so happened to see him.)

I don't know why.
Perhaps, I did not cry.

Did you know that if a serious matter happened, yet have not much expressions expressed, is something unusual? Somehow, all my feelings are kept somewhere.

I rather I can cry out, like seriously.
I want to let out my feelings. How could I?

I did not get to bed at all until 4am.
But I woke up at 6.30am, 7.30am feeling not a single rest/nap at all.
I'm not tired for some reasons.

Perhaps, I'm still hurt.
Perhaps, I'm still pondering over.

I don't know what should I do.
I appeared strong.
But, when's the time am I able to appear weak?

Sharing a video


為什麼不相信我　為什麼要懷疑我
一個不小心眼神的交錯　被當作亂放電的誘惑
我雙魚　為什麼天蠍要恨我

＊難道都是我的錯　我該生氣還難過
　一杯被當做證據的紅酒　換來的咒罵(耳語)喋喋不休
　你罵的　還不夠嗎

＃我要飛走　我要自由　我要用最溫柔的復仇
　讓你一無所有　讓你在說我的時候　很有理　卻會心痛

△我要飛走　我要自由　我要用最溫柔的刑求
　讓你一無所有　讓你在說謊的時候　想到我　會很心痛

我已經不會難過　沒有什麼好難過　就當我的愛掉進了黑洞
做過的夢是一陣旋渦　沒了你才有出口

The above bold lyrics totally spelt my feelings.
with addition “if only"

Sigh! :(

Not to be seen

I've seen something that I should not be seeing at all.
(You should know)

Sigh.

I don't know what feelings should I put this in.
Should I even breathe this to anyone?

As usual, within 2 weeks everything is settled.
SETTLED?! Is that even the word to use?!

Or should I not even react in this way?
(What should I do?)

:(